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i miss going out with this person.
because of our busy werking schedule we always have to postpone it.
its damn sucks!
-.-
well werking afternn shift alone wasnt dat bad afterall..
i mean its kinda sucky at ferst cos deres no one to be with u dat shift.
but wit the staffs around me.
i dun mind at all.
sn shaliza was the nicest.
ayam penyet was awesome.but chili plish pedas.hehe
we took photos bfr serving meds.
stilll can have fun eh..
lol
tmrw tty thinking of to jb for awhile.
i agreed since dat someone who doesnt wan to go out wit us..
haha
i mean c'mon lah.
if u wanna go v's day wit me..
of course i disagreed.its not fair for some guis aite?
i rejected their offer flat sumore.
pfft.
den ask u nicely to hang out wit the rest nvr reply.
so cold blooded.
watever lah.
afterall if u wanna complain to others dat im fcuk up!
go ahead.
dey dun noe the other side of mi story..
i dun lose anitink syg..
15th gonna fly kite wit lina n lisa..
if d guis wanna join..
we dun mind.
den maybe wanna lepak wit prem for awhile.
or a least mit on tues..
sorry for that day!
mi fault.
to syira haizan:hey syg.aku reli sorie uh aritu tk le join clubbin.aku d nxt day keje.plish repli mi msg in fb asap so we cn make it dis end of mth..
to faisal:i noe u kinda busy.and sorry dat time unable to mit u..lets mit up soon..
to shak:im fcuking gonna kill u if u n mike not gonna mit us..haha..sms cepat lah.
to wan:stop being like dis n be good for once..lets go out??tanak sudah.
i had quarrelled wit this fren of mine.
wah..sakit sak hati..
kasi advice tnk ngar..
nnti da kene saper tlg kau??
ukan aku nk ungkit p dun make urself so obvious uh.
kau masi mentah n u dun noe world seh.
klu kene cekup.
kau brani tanggung mah??
sianx.
still got this kind of pple eh who dun appreciate friend's help.
up to u lah den.
no comment
♥rai ralphena♥
met up malay cliques.
the usual 4s..
ash kau senantiasa menghilang
so nvm
adlast we mitup since semua nga prcp..
ystd kinda chill session..
mkn at makansutra den lepak by the river..
den naik atas bumbung n lepak.
bual mcm2..
dri muda pai kau tua.
dri nga single pai kau ada anak..
haha
lol
den planning to go BATAM!
plish..
bkk sorry..
nxt time we shall come again
p yg paling penting
kiter akan gy ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
aku tak sabar weeeeeee
nk naik SPORE FLYER wlpun aku tnk naik.
nk ngok wayang
nk karaoke
nk mkn ice cream kt BEN N JERRY
all must do on FEBRUARY!!!!
aku suka!
kau suka????
weeeeeeeeeee
aku nk tukar/add sikit wishlist aku this year..
hehe
26th JANUARY 2010
-after seeing mi doc,tty wanted to watch THE LEGION.
so layankan je lah karenah adik aku..
its a routine for me to treat her every mth movie..
duit aku kuar.
dia happy.
haha..
we catched the 9 plus slot.
the story quite catchy..
i love ARCHANGEL MICHAEL.
hes so DAMN SACHOK UH!
haha.
27th JANUARY 2010
mit up with lil sisters..
infact yg ada its me-lina-lisa..
i know i know..
everyone's busy..
even aku superbusy woman pun.
aku ada time to mit mi dearies..
nvm lah..
jgn nnti aku nk kawin..
aku kene tanya korg dulu bla korg free..
well we mkn @ food culture bfr miting nurril.
NURUL AMIRAH was dere too..
i mean..its has been very long time since we mit.
and its reli so nice to mit n talk out our personal stuffs..
so the five of us lepak @ starbucks till 10 plus..
like everyone is werking the next day.
pfft.
i hate it lah.
29th JANUARY 2010
k paiseh to mi syg gf dyla n best sugar bf prem.
aku almost lupa about our date out tgther..
luckily i told u guis to cancel..
nxt week k??
klu tk wen all of us are free..
i miss u dyla babe.
tanx for owaes dere for me prem sugar.
30th JANUARY 2010
i had a good sat altho had to werk afternn..
its like mi FERST EVER SAT TO B WERK ON AFTNN SHIFT.
and i tot its gonna be sianx
but hey!
nice.
i jaga 1 whole cubicle minus 2 pts.
so its 12 pts lah tgther..
and all mi pts is super duper cute..
dey so irritating annoying dat sumtimes i wanna squeese deir face..
haha!
den got this pt can palm reading.
so i asked her to read mine.
hehe..
she said: U very clever.(like duh!mi chinese grandma passed down the genes to me.haha!)
U wont have prob in financial.even how hard r u..dere still another way u can earn bck..(its like org melayu ckp..duit tk putus dtg..)and the best part she said NANTI TUA..but we heard LAKI TUA.HAHA...d older i am,the more money i have.haha!so cute.she also said dat mi health is good but i will get one serius sickness prob but she said dun wurie i will get better..the best part i like to hear..i asked her.."AMAH.I MAARRY OR NOT??"She answered"of course lah!u have 1 n only husband..u wont marry ani other guis.only him!"
chey bah!haha..but i have to find the good kind hearted in a way to stay forever with tat person..so now i can flings around..later find the good ones den bwk kawin!haha.i gonna have 3 kids as wad she said.but i wan 2 KIDS LAH!how??haha..
so cute aite mi pt..
31st JANUARY 2010
-LATER goin out..goin to pierce again.see how lah..
and i reli hate some one who reli delete me off frm ___ life.
FINE!
told ya so.being nice to tat person.dis wad i receieved.fine lah.
jgn later said i cruel.im not listening.
just a bit sad lah.why i have to face dis ting again.tyred lah!
k watever..
well......
latest wishlist!lol
WISHLIST FOR 2010!!
1)BKK
2)BATAM
3)ZOO(NOW WHO WANT 2 go with me??)
4)MOVIE MARATHON
5)UP-CLOSE WITH TAUFIK BATISAH
6)JB
7)VANS SHOES
8)IPHONE/ITOUCH
9)UNIVERSAL STUDIO IN SPORE
10)BURBERRY/GUCCI/LV BAGS
hurhur..
berangan tak abis
p some wishlist akan jadi kenyataan..
yg lain cuma angan angan
haha
someone said wants to celebrate mi bdae.but now?
like real only.
pfft~!
i learnt something
never underestimate the pain u experience
endure as much as u can
cos at the end of the day u gain sweetness
=)
rai syg korg
mr forgetful is being missed
premmmmmmmmm...mit up soon
dyla love lets enjoi ourselves soon
maksim wen cn we mit up again??
shak baby u still alive??mit up wit mikey
ying love soon hangout k?
taitai yiting our date on 1st feb.!
blackie i miss u as usual.
goodnites!
♥rai ralphena♥
the fact is im starting to lose hope in love again.
SCARED is wad i fear now.
LOST is wad i am now.
do anyone dere understand wad im suffering aite now?
i dun tink so.
i guess just let it be den.
i just hope dat on 23rd FEBRUARY 2010.
GOD shows me d colours of life.
the real people that love n enjoy being with me
afterall i suffering love-lust syndrome.
can someone help me?
just don nag at me.
im tyred.
i hate the way i am rite now.
the fact dat im starting to be ignorant.
starting to be helpless.
is dis a punishment from HIM?
and its like i have to endure it again n again?
im goin to be insane.
indeed now.
2010.
new year.
so new wish list aite?
can kind hearted people get for me this...
let mi dream come true again
1)THAILAND HOLS!i miss BKK
2)IPHONE/iPOD TOUCH
3)MAKEUP EYESHADOW 88 COLOURS
4)MOVIE MARATHON
5)UP-CLOSE WITH TAUFIK BATISAH
6)VANS SHOES
7)LV/CARLO RINO/BURBERRY/GUCCI/AGNES B
kays..
so how?
well im reli want all to happen reality..
but number 7 can opt out.
personally i can ask mi future hubby to buy me all branded stuffs..
-.-
i think just forget it.
told ya so.
too much expectations
den it wont happen.
better just dun ever dream of it.
pfft
i guess i nid a break.
lets go out soon.
i got to find wat to wear den.
but to where?
hah!
ps:the reality is dat im used being hurt.
so no point crying/moaning about it.
bah!
♥rai ralphena♥
relieved..
dat atlast im done with tagging all the past pictures at fb
weeee~~
im kinda feel dat guis..
LITERALLY fcukers..
are just simply wasting their time on me..
dey tot i dun noe their games..
but c'mon..
i noe ur lil dirty tricks..
tryin to get close with me..
being nicest..
sweet talk but no action..
make me go gugugaga towards them..
like wth..
i jus wont go into ur trap..
afterall..
im a smart babe dat owaes knows wad is rite,wads not..
so yea..
jus dream on k guis..
hmm..
how about preyin on other gals instead..?
listening to all the songs @ mtv
reali groove me to the beat!~
feel like dancing..
clubbin amcm?
anyone?
literally i noe im kinda sucks..
for such being busywoman all the time..
but hey..
i dun like it neither..
=(
being broke is aint no fun
but its okie..
lagi satu minggu..
lepas enjoy lah kau kt bkk..
and u noe wad..??
dadie yan being the best gerek dadie
is giving me some money to bkk trip!!
woohhooo
MUMMIE RIL do u see dat??
im soo happy..
dadie love keciq alot..
xoxo
afterall it isnt dat bad stayin at mi aunt's crib despite some matters..
adlest she starts to talk with me..
share some fashion tips.
underground stuffs..
haha..
infact she noe well teenage..
cool or wad..
nxt time go out wit us often lah..
=)
faisal!!
i hate the fact dat u owaes werk n werk n werk..
luckily u never forget me..
or else i gonna make ur life upside down uh!
haha
i tink i dunwan to watch paranormal act lah..
ngar2 boring..
haha.
so skipped je lah..
k bye.
♥rai ralphena♥
SUN...
250CT..
happy bday faisal!
may u surrounds with happy pills.
especially ME!~
i noe im pain in the ass..
no matter wad..
must treat me nicely hor..
or else..
haha
SAT
24 OCT..
i love it!!!!!
cos im relieved passport done..
pay all mi bills..
den someone bdae tmrw..
den mit DADIE YAN mlm..
watched HALLOWEEN2.
with tty stef dadie aidil n kelip..
actuali me n stef n dadie je..
p dadie kan pemalu..
hahahahah..
p fun jugak ada aidil n kelip..
and u noe wad???
we played babi attack bfr the show start..
haha..
at taka sum more..
kelip is the best..
p adlast dia yg naik rabak..
haha!~
den dadie n aidil kene dimekap kan ole tty..
but aidil is the best..
supporting maut..
if i have time i put up at fb k?
mcm pompuan lah sei..
and kelip..
u owe me pic!!~
nk malu uat pe..
aiyo
it was super duper nice to mit dadie..
now no more dadie paitao keciq.
hahah..
lol
halloween 2 was like shit..
gore abis..
but jln citer sikit mcm fri 13th..
ahah..
i can even tel dadie
"citer mcm perna kiter ngok je."
hahaha
den after dat..
have to go home.
sorry eh tk dpt ton..
nxt time k dadie..?
today im super duper tyred..
penat nk mampos..
lol
org ajak..
i reject..
sorry..
sok da start attachment..
so i wanna rest..
i cant wait fri onwards..
i love love fun!`
wweeeee..
kamu di sana..
aku rindu banget sama kamu..
kamu mau jdi pacar ku..?
katakanlah ye.
aku menunggu si
haha
(k saper tau nie citer?klu tau angkat tangan..)
JENNIFER BODY..
im waiting for u..
fri!!!
i love wen pple tak irrit aku ari2..
muacks
♥rai ralphena♥
even its not reli WOW to mi expectation..
but it jus matter of who u with on dat day..
AWESOME pple JUS like ME!!
YIPEEE!!!
2ND WEEK OF HOLS!
mon-out with makcik all to henderson waves n marina barrage
tues-out with faisal to watch surrogates
wed-out with yat to vivo den headed to sch for miting tgther
thur-off day?(its owaes will b last min outing.trust me!)
fri-out again
sat-jalan raya with SISTAS N BOIS!
sun-jalan raya with family
packed!!!!
I REALLY HAVE NOT REST SINCE MI FERST DAY OF HOLS..
AND IM DAMN TYRED AND NID GOOD SLEEP..
maybe shall do this tmrw!
lol
im scared of ED/OT..
jus let me have this attachment without any trouble.
and den i wanna rot again!
hahaha
partying anyone?
weeeeee
i learnt sumthing today..
never expect things to be always good.
have a lil space of dat negative thoughts.
it doesnt really harm but adlest it gives u strength to move on..
am i?
im proud lady to have alot of frens..
and also proud of not having the true fren!
lol
tell me..
will anyone be there for u wen u in need?
literally physically-emotionally-financially condition?
NO!
even dere is..
how long will dey able to sustain it?
i really appreciate dat i have caring frens around me..
who will never one to see me sad all times..
and i reli appreciate it if dey never judge me due to mi past..
cos to me..
to accept someone..
we should never look at pple past..
i didnt look at mi fren 's past wen i make frens..
i fren with drug addict-unplanned teenage pregnancy-sex addict-gambler..
i dun care their past..
for all i noe..
dey r jus normal human beings who tend to make mistakes..
and dey reli sincere to be mi fren..
so will u be mi fren wen i say im lesbian?
hahahahaah
(dats for sure not true.lol)
i started to hate people who act as if dey noe..
but actual fact..
NOTHING!!!
it doesnt pissed me off..
but the more u act like one big kind..
its total shut me down to even notice u..
so if u wan me to respect u..
just stop acting as a SHIT..
but act as NORMAL..
if u nid me to teach u..
jus dial mi num..
1800-let-me-teach-u
=)
i dun mind if u tink im bad..
for all i noe..
u dun even noe me reali well..
IM REALLY AM A BAD GIRL..
but to a certain extent..
i value u as mi fren..
i dun go around bitching about u..
infact without me bitching about u..
people already noe about it..
so am i bad to u wen u urself bitch about me n tries to irritate me to the core?
jus have some soul searching..
im not asking u to pin point anyone now..
i noe i do make mistakes..
so lets repent for the better?
lol
wah..
i can really blogg like nobody business..
haha..
but i blogg wen i feel like to blog..
i dun blog nonsense-craappy stuffs..
i blog about wad happen lately..
and most importantly..
blog actuali update me with u guis of wad actuali happen n to b avoided if necessary.
lol
if mi blog sounds harsh to u peeps..
im totally have no choice..
its REALITY..
this is wad i feel n went tru..
it doesnt mean if have to be u im referring..
u have to tink..
i have alot of frens..
it could be sum1 dat im reli close/not close with..
so dun jump to conclusion..
if u tink,its U!~
den wad i can suggest is to talk to me..
im a relek-one-corner-pe gal..
I DUN SIMPAN GRUDGES..
cos i hate enemies..
its like kiping a rotten cat in the closet..
yucks!
lol
i bet those who noe me well..
will understand with the above..
so no hard feeling yo'
taking care..
will update wen i have tings to update den..
sorry no pics again!!
laptop crashed!~
will be resume wen i go send the lappy for repair!
ps:yat(no matter wad decision u wen tru,by all means its U..no one can stop u.not even me)
:mummie ril(plish get me asap wen u saw ur name here love)
:shak(may our frenship still grows on n on)
-living in fantasy is mankind's dream.so dun dream.cos it bleeds.-
♥rai ralphena♥
haha
i was so suprised wen i opened it..
miss ya..
arrrgghhhh...
i learnt mi lesson.
be cool with watever happen in ur life.
no matter how bad it was..
must cool down n relax..
breathe in n out..
but for sure.
watever happened recently..
deres a certain limit lah!
we knew about it.
i cant deny the fact we keen for each other..
but..
once it hurts me deeply..
i cant reli help it.
i noe im SUX big time.
but i hope u understand it..
adlest i believe in fairytale..
apart for a moment..
but maybe will mit up again?
like mi dearest bff..
omgd!
im so happy for him!!
hes back with his best ever sweetie..
awwww
i feel like huggin him..
(dun be noty2 k sweetheart?)
but must owaes remember me!
=)
as rite now..
i realised with mi inner alter ego.
sum1 voice it out..
and im not angry..
instead im so gonna change..
for the better lah..
tanx love
andAND i read it..
it reli touches mi heart..
but love..
everitink changed for a reason..
even if we r with another partner..
but i believed..
GOD is testing us..
i believe in 2nd chance..
maybe we shall mit again if GOD reli wan us to mit..
not dat i dun love u..
i du..but it jus dat..
we r surrounded with too much of hatred n guilt..
maybe i shld reli damn change..
=(
i learnt sumting vulnerable t0day..
i dun care whoever reads dis..
u guis wanna comment-gossip neagtive/positive..
jus go ahead..
kos its mi life dat im dealing with..
afterall..
bfr wanna judge mi LIFE..
better go n judge urself k?
esp in ur R'SHIP LIFE..
cos deres no point of mengumpat mengutuk mengeji hal peribadi aku..
if kau pun mcm sama jugak...
sng ckp uh..
PANTAT KALAU HITAM PERGI PUTIH KAN DULU..DEN BARU BOLEH PUTIHKAN PANTAT AKU K?
(sorry being harsh..but this is REALITY)
AKU SYG KAMU..
aku rindu kamu..
tapi aku mau JOHNNY DEPP..
nites!
♥rai ralphena♥
but hate wen the kepala tercabut..
its kinda like a mth i left this blog..
lol..
alot of things happen..
cant deny that even dat sum moments of time.
i feel like shit..
but i jus wanna tanx dis few people..
tanx:
1)gf dyla
2)dadie yan
3)tasha-mariam-fatimah
4)faisal
oh god..
i choose this path.
just enlighten this path wen i nid u..
just like me tink dat this is the right path..
of all..
i choose this path..
because u lead me to..
i may not be urs anymore..
but adlest i have put u down back at mi heart..
andAND i dun wanna open it..
not even remember it..
most of all..
wen u said im no longer urs..
den i wont..
same goes to u..
u forced miself to movee onn..
so i moving onn..
if u tink im ******
den go ahead..
im leading a better life aite now..
all tanx to this person..
tanx..
well i jus hope dat one day..
alll of u peeps will noe the secret..
cheY!
MCM SECRET tu besar nah..
ACTtually tklah..
suprising ader lah..
just hope everything will be fine..
i love miself can?
hehe..
well i miss mi classmates..
i wanna cry but i tried to hold back mi tears..
its not easy to get separate after 3 long years..
im gonna miss eating lunch with them..
im gonna miss sitting beside mi 3 besties..(u guis shld noe)
im gonna miss mi biatch taitais!!!and strangers=)
lastly im gonna miss being the supre-duper irritating kid in class.
well..
fri went zoo..
i jus love zoo..
the last time with...
nevermind den..
went with dyla..
since sum guis cannot make it last min..
well we had alot of fun lah sei although the 2 of us!
i jus ♥ her can?haha..
den headed to vivo after dat..
can u imagine frm one corner to another corner..
we talk things dat we never talked..
and i love our oni me n u noe!
hehe.
sat..
went out..
movie marathon after he finished werk..
kiwak..
klakar lah sei..
waktu GI JOE..
haha..
oni kiter2 je tau..
den citer ORPHAN agi..
baik uh..
haha..
lagi mcm siak!
jln citer ader..
p ending aper sak..
tanx for the treat..
mine nxt time?
hehe..
syggg kau..
k lah i guess..
i stop here..
nid to study..
i love u..
yesh u..
♥rai ralphena♥
hehe.
perhaps.
i was the victim..
they are sum busybodies..
haha...
how do u defines dis category kind of pple?
ily.
ihy.
iwfy.
nbcb.
lol..
hahahaha..
dun get it?
den dun force urself lah!
bodoh!
hehe
well this kind random uh..
EH SIS..
pple say we doesnt look alike..
we r sisters leh..
how uh?
den like dat cannot be MARY KATE-ASHLEY OLSEN..
LOL..
kk..
i noe its kinda lame..
haha..
bloggin wen i wan to..
wen i feel so..
wen i tink so..
wen im free..
wen i have nutin to do..
okay folks?
hahahahahaah
retard.
YESH..
r.e.t.a.r.d
lol
chao romanio
adios amigos
berambus
♥rai ralphena♥
