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its up to me whether to have continues this blog in another url..
or jus reli stop bloggin..
kos i hate bloggin wen i cant even have the space to express everitink..
i hate it..
andAND to prevent hatred..
i shall do watever is the best..
well..
i will try to blogg the very last moments..
chey..
i was so relieved dat mi pract test r over..
alhamdulillah..
amin.
hehe..
another beban is the 3 proj..
dats include of fyp..
rabak pe..
stress level meningkat..
waduh waduh
pening ya kepala ini..
=)
i have to write here a lil bit...
to release everitink dat i kept in mi heart..
jus dat i cant take it animore..
so why not spilled it here..
im just a simple babe..
the one dat next door to u..
friendly-bubbly-outgoing
but this has its price..
people take advantage on mi sincerity..
basicali im the type dat cares for frens n family..
but now..
i guess i will put family ferst den frens..
cos i realised for this whole life of mine..
i gave alot of atttention to frens..
but sumhow rather pple take for granted..
so i realised i have to step aback..
if u wanna said im cold-hearted..
den wads isit all about of the care n love i gave to u pple?
if u said im arrogant stucked up..
den at the ferst place how do u fren with me?
if u said dat i lead in a BEAUTIFUL LIFE..
dats totali a lie..
if u tink im RICH..
IM NOT..
if u tink i chase for hot stuffs
IM NOT..
if u tink i buy oni BRANDED materials..
IM NOT..
as i said..
im just simple next door babe..
i do buy 10 bucks shirt-skirt-shoes.
and im not embarrased about it..
i do eat at coffeeshop(i du admit i go for a lil bit good environment)
and im dun mind..
and mind u pple..
i dun own FABULOUS tings with the help frm mi FAMILY!!
i save-werk-do anitink dat i can have wad i have now..
andAND dun ever tink i have alot of money..
i have no prob?!
dats totali wrong!!!!!~
i have to tink of mi expenses.
transportation
food/drinks
a bit of groceries..
hello..
if u subtract here n dere..
i left with bareli 200 plus to have entertainment..
such as buying mi clothes and extra etc..
wah..
i hate pple dat makeup stories..
fcuk lah..
and werse..
dun ever tink i have good stuffs at hm..
i dun..
see..
who say im RICH???
i du admit i du sumtimes eat at a lil bit high standard of food places..
i du buy expensive stuffs..
but dats not like EVERYDAY!!!
mind u..
im jus sick n tyred..
the last ting i wanna post is..
tings happen for a reason..
i noe i made mistakes..
but frm dat mistakes it makes me realised..
dat i shld pause n look around me..
i dun mind losing sum of U aite now..
but wad matters..
i still respect n accept u the way u r..
i can forsee miself of not getting married.lol
sampai ke situ..
bareli im scared to get marry..
as mi frens said..
dey dun mind marrying to FAMILY MAN..
but not MUMMY'S BOY..
den wad if i kene a gui like dat?
mati leh..
evryday i kene reprimanded..
den mi hubby oni listen to mummy..
den i shld go to who?
mi daddy?
or mummy?
wah..
i scared sei..
hahahaha..
funny aite now..
not later part..
i tink i will definiteli cry..
lol..
i guess everitink will be over soon..
i love gf dyla..
both of us like lesbian couple..
but we r not..
we jus have same mindset dat guis sumtink nid a break ffrm us..
basicali we love our dearies..
but dun understand wen dey gonna change for the better..
i love mi besties sista..
i noe u noe..
although long time never met..
i oweas try to contact them..
i miss them.
i love every single of mi classmates..
i du hate them sumhow..
but hey..
i see them everyday..
fun outgoin pple..
i love mi sis tty..
for being such a pain in the ass..
i love mi family too..
but hate it a lil bit.
lol
i du love those who i never mentioned..
basicali its alot..
its not mi will any way..
haha..
lastly..
i cant deny dat i dun love wan..
i du..
but its a his-tory..
jus a part of him in mi mind n heart..
i dun noe until wen it can stay long..
hopefuli forever..
i dun noe..
jus sit n watch..
i shall said dis..
i cared for those dat create mi life beautiful..
esp with the presence of u pple..
i dun ask alot..
jus be sincere with urself n ME..
dun who i tink jus a FCUKER-SUCKER..
i wont ask u guis to leave..
i myself will leave u pple..
i dun deserve dat such a fren..
well i guess i shall stop here..
i hope i wont hurt anyone with mi harsh werds..
i hope this post doesnt affect ur rship-frenship-watever ship with me..
tc..
love rai
let me choose wisely this time plish..
frenshiP or rshiP?
wad do u guis tink?
im so stress-ed oredi with tmrw theory test..
den with never-ending projests..
socio makes me wanna puke..
fyp makes me dizziness..
adult nursing makes me wanna pengsan..
aku bole mampos..
den plus..
practical lab test on tues..
aku pun bole mampos skali lagi..
lalalalalallalalalala
den org taik kasi aku stress..
bole tk g carik keje den kacau idup aku?
penat tau..
aku mcm nk kasi dier keje p kan keje aper seh nk bagi?
susuah lah nie mcm..
aku nk give up bole?
atau complaint kt uncle aku?
hahahahhaahhaaha..
NBCB.
=)
stress.
STRESS..
S.t.r.e.s.s.
stress.STRESS.sTreSs.
mati.
die.
rai.
i guess dis week will be not so good week for me..
i can forsee dat since ysterdae tings reli made me wanna puke..
but i cant complaint.
i swallowed it..
its hurt enuf..
but im used to it..
people r faking deir kindness..
and i started to lose mi confidence n identity..
its tru pple says..
wen u r in this stage..
anitink can happen..
even ur closest ones can betray u..
well it reli knocks sum sense on me..
wake up rai!
i jus have to be a lil bit extra careful
=)
how to explain to a person who alwaes tink dat u r owaes in the wrong?
its hard..
i guess we shld jus stop trying to explain..
let the person realise one day dat watever we say it actuali the truth..
but wont it be late to be known?
i hope this person will sit down and re tink again..
wads actuali went wrong..
well its take 2 to a samba.
2 claps to a sound..
so i hope this person realised dat i sacrifice for a good..
hope we can enjoi n remiscene d old good times..
i am STUBBORN~
so wad?
if its bothers u..
im sowi..
sumhow rather i will change..
nobody is PERFECT aite?
well i wanna say tanx to who ever who read this blog and den criticise behind i bck..
u noe wad?
kip doin it..
kos i dun bother..
even more RAYA is here..
jus dun bother to seek forgiveness..
i dun even wanna look at u..
so dun try hard k?
meanwhile
i realised dat i wanna tok to blackie..
tell him wad actuali happens..
blackie..
answer mi phone plish..
for now.
i.m.d.o.n.e.
next chapter on the next time..
rai
i dun give a d damn-dun like me?-u can get lost-lalalalalallalalalalalaa
da lali..
uat aku mcm anjing kau pe?
nk kene pujuk..
aku yg otak buntu..
kau tak caye sudah..
hehe.
perhaps.
i was the victim..
they are sum busybodies..
haha...
how do u defines dis category kind of pple?
ily.
ihy.
iwfy.
nbcb.
lol..
hahahaha..
dun get it?
den dun force urself lah!
bodoh!
hehe
well this kind random uh..
EH SIS..
pple say we doesnt look alike..
we r sisters leh..
how uh?
den like dat cannot be MARY KATE-ASHLEY OLSEN..
LOL..
kk..
i noe its kinda lame..
haha..
bloggin wen i wan to..
wen i feel so..
wen i tink so..
wen im free..
wen i have nutin to do..
okay folks?
hahahahahaah
retard.
YESH..
r.e.t.a.r.d
lol
chao romanio
adios amigos
berambus
♥rai ralphena♥
deep down..
i reli wanna shit out everitink..
but i have no strength to that..
i tot u will protect me..
but u never..
im having TRAUMATIC HIGH FEVER..
after dat incident..
its not funny..
wen i say im sick..
im reli sick..
for whole SAT...
i cant even wakeup...
i was down with fever..
mi mum was so wurrie..
mi bro said i talked to myself..
oni me knew wad actuali happened..
im stiilll not recover..
tmrw mi napfa..
i dun noe whether i can managed it or not..
hais.
i read ur blog..
i cried out loud..
nobody hears dat.
i wont give up in loving..
but not in rship..
i hate fever.
skali its H1n1..
HOW?
RAI
ps:dey have not rite to make us like dis..
its up to us to decide..ily
geek in me!
lol..
i have soo much fun this few days..
i guess its depends on who u with..
awesome-understanding peeps!
andAND imy..
ily..
haha..
CHINA babe?
mi luv ying said dat i look like a chinese girl..
i am!
chinese blood mah..
but dun wan to be chinese..
im proud to b who i am..
chey wah!
haha
i wished dat watever happened ystd will remain forever..
as i look into u..
i see the gleamy eyes looking back at me..
how i wished everitink will b fine..
justme&u
muackszz!
hey u!
well if u tink i dun noe dat babe..
hehe..
hell YESH! man..
hoho..
i knew the full name..
wheres she sch..
whats her age..
lol..
like a stalker eh aku?
haha..
well..
dun mind den.
gdluck with the date..
but must remember me hor..
blueks..
well i have to go bck to sch..
or else i will doom-ed to mi own laziness..
yesh!
i am now..
imy.
did i said dat jus now?
lol..
i miss alot of pple..
mi loves..
mi biatch..
mi enemy!
mi decent-nocent
mi sluts..
mi lesbi partners
mi porn star..
mi lurvey..
haha..
well
rai missess n loves every single of u no matter how UGLY,SHORT,TALL,FAT,BLACK,WHITE u r.
hehe..
mcm mian pun ader..
mentel?
lol..
i guess i got to stop..
or else..
mi lovelies gonna kill me for being late..
i miss u~
yesh u ..
haha..
ps:to those who tk tau malu-jealous of mi life-tk pernah senang ngok aku happy..
AKU TK KISA..!!!aku suka ngn idup aku..seratus percent!lalalalallalala..
muax.
rai
xoxo
