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i cant help it.
i hate lying.
i mean if u do tell white lies to save btwn u n dat person..
i dun mind.
but if someting u tink gonna bothers u n dat person,isnT the best way is to tell
rather den keeping mum?
its really painful wen finally u learnt the truth.
and who shld u blame on?
den its the part wen both of us dun like it-FIGHTING TIME!~
so c'mon!
be sincere.
even how crazy it will be..
just let it be..
it shows sincerity!
dun u wan to save ur rship frenship kinship??
sakai's death doesnt stop dere.
i keep remembering him.
it makes me wake up from my sinful life.
haix
may god bless his soul
im happy girl for a moment.
but it wont last long.
hurting by action-words is like so common in mi life.
i bet tis is mi luck being so strong headed n bo chap attitude.
even how strong i am.
i still a girl dat needs shelter from her man.
sianx
i got to go now..
havent packed mi beg.
lagi sianx
tmrw family bbq..
like so packed..
it makes me hates miself sumtimes..
well maybe december gonna be a good mth.
hopefuli..
afteralll if its not gonna be good den i shall perish miself.
lol
ps:sorry babes n guys who i havent mit yet,we mit u soon..
thanks faisal for it
♥rai ralphena♥
im gonna fly to bkk!
weeee
but still i havent packed mi beg..
=.=
oh gosh..
this week..
ending of november is kinda irrit me..
so depressing.
so down.
cant even breathe properly..
tears keep rolling down the cheecks
as if pleading for mercy..
i jus hope dat DECEMBER will be much more better..
afterall GOD is not that cruel towards his own people aite?
BREAKING UP.
FIGHTING
CRYING
it is so emotional to some of mi fellow loved ones..
i jus cant reli bear to see pain..
but wad can i reli do..
afterall mi rship doesnt last long bfr..
i jus hope everitink will b fine for some of them..
and i jus hope guis will be lil bit concern towards the girl
meanwhile for girls, hopefully be lil bit understanding wit wad gui wants..
afterall love is beautiful so dun dirty' it..
hopefully..
everitink will be fine once im back frm bkk..
may december end with a great smile..
i wish u were herre
listening to mi cries..
nah.
nvm..
♥rai ralphena♥
if u guys wanna act nice-friendly-fun-kind towards me..
den u guis wen to the wrong person..
cos im not gonna entertain such things..
jus let say be urself plish!
im jus mad..
puzzled
confused..
senang kata hati da mcm nk meletup uh..
stiill i dun get it..
complicated assholes..
yesh dey are..
full of nonsense
cant stand it animore.
nxt please?!
♥rai ralphena♥
saper terasa sorry uh..
hahahah...
well ystd me yat nad n yana watched TERASA(mcg drama production)
p aper aku ngok taklah terasa except the part in the mrt..
stereotype full stop..
and to be frankly..
those mcg-ians happen to read dis..
its just the fact from me..
klu tk suka..sorry lah..
the show kinda draggy in a way dat makes me wanna doze off or blah dri tmpt tu..
barely because...
wen the singer sings,lagu lagi kuat dri suara penyanyi..
theres no ommphh uh..except the stereotype je..
but its all depends uh..
to me its kinda medicore..
but others mite like it..
we learnt from mistakes pe..
so wad i said mite be ur learning points..
aite?
a good start to showcase this kind of drama..
on the other hand,tarian is so extra WOW even tho a lil bit messy herre n derre..
gd job mcg peeps..
wad makes me puzzled is dat..
wen peeps kip tellin otHERs to mend their own bisnes n asking to stop being
hypocrite lah..im totali cant stand it..
dia ckp org,p dia pun sama..
like aper nie?
wad im tryin to say..
u asked others to stop bother/intrude ur life,yet u urself provokin others pple life..
like -________-
im not sayin im perfect.
sometimes i realised dat..
but wad u could do is..
bfr checkin on others..
how about u check ur self ferst if u dun wan others to check on u..
good idea aite?
saper TERASA,sorry lah ye
im kinda pissed off with some of u readers..
this is my blog dearest..
so its up to me to post aper2..
i mean i post wat i tink-feel-enduring at that moment..
so yeah..
dun tink macam2 uh.
p saper TERASA,sorry lah
its kinda sad uh korg mcm gni
kadang2 bingit pun ada..
jus dun make me private this blog because due to some unrealistic n unreasonable peeps
btol tk?
attachment pe schedule da kuar..
in few weeks..
hell is calling me..
haha
aku kene posted kat ward 46 lah sei..
selamat rai
to maksim: i was a lil bit sad to see ur match was today from fb.
i know its hard to contact but its kinda sad tk dpt ngok u for 2nd time match.
anway gdluck n congrats if u menang!
u noe i miss u damn bff
ps:meet me halfway♥
♥rai ralphena♥
its kinda hard to accept the reality that a fren dat age of 18
left us to go back to HIM..
eventho i may not be close with him..
but every lil effort of him tryin to communicate with me is reeli playin in mi mind..
i cant imagine it dat it reli happened to him..
to some of u who read the BERITA HARIAN...
yesh MUHAMAD NAZIM ISMAIL aka SAKAI was drowned at ECP and only was found
after 1 day+ in the seawater..
at ferst wen mi bro asked how long can a person stay in the water?
i was taken back with his question..
barely because i noe sumting bad happen..
wen he said SAKAI is missing in the water and still not found.
aite in mi mind..
im sureli feel dere slightli chances of him survivin..
i feel so scared out of sudden..
all i could do was tellin miself they will find him alive despite knowin he cant survive
and wen dere found his body..
i noe he has to go..
painful for his parents(mum) n some of his frens
MAY ALLAH BLESS HIM
al fatehah
beside with this terkejut incident plus some at mi aunt hse..
i bet its gettin suckier n suckier each dae..
it makes me feel more down sad n paranoid..
the feeling to hang around as usual reli make me feel uneasy..
alot of things happened..
and i bet GOD is telling me to change mi lifestyle n attitude..
and werse the feeling of goin bkk was like______.
but dun wurrie sha n makcik..
we will still go..
its kinda shit..
but all i could do is tell miself dat time will flies fast n i have to wait patiently for a better days..
i believe HIM made us equally..
so i guess having bad n good luck have to be equal too..
i wonder why some guis wen they age..
their attitude n mind reli different then the normal teenage guis..
i wonder..
isit because they aredi experience it?
or isist normal dey act like dat?
confused...
guis r complicated too uh..
lols
ps: i will miss his smile n asking about mi whereabouts..
♥rai ralphena♥
relieved..
dat atlast im done with tagging all the past pictures at fb
weeee~~
im kinda feel dat guis..
LITERALLY fcukers..
are just simply wasting their time on me..
dey tot i dun noe their games..
but c'mon..
i noe ur lil dirty tricks..
tryin to get close with me..
being nicest..
sweet talk but no action..
make me go gugugaga towards them..
like wth..
i jus wont go into ur trap..
afterall..
im a smart babe dat owaes knows wad is rite,wads not..
so yea..
jus dream on k guis..
hmm..
how about preyin on other gals instead..?
listening to all the songs @ mtv
reali groove me to the beat!~
feel like dancing..
clubbin amcm?
anyone?
literally i noe im kinda sucks..
for such being busywoman all the time..
but hey..
i dun like it neither..
=(
being broke is aint no fun
but its okie..
lagi satu minggu..
lepas enjoy lah kau kt bkk..
and u noe wad..??
dadie yan being the best gerek dadie
is giving me some money to bkk trip!!
woohhooo
MUMMIE RIL do u see dat??
im soo happy..
dadie love keciq alot..
xoxo
afterall it isnt dat bad stayin at mi aunt's crib despite some matters..
adlest she starts to talk with me..
share some fashion tips.
underground stuffs..
haha..
infact she noe well teenage..
cool or wad..
nxt time go out wit us often lah..
=)
faisal!!
i hate the fact dat u owaes werk n werk n werk..
luckily u never forget me..
or else i gonna make ur life upside down uh!
haha
i tink i dunwan to watch paranormal act lah..
ngar2 boring..
haha.
so skipped je lah..
k bye.
♥rai ralphena♥
afterall it isnt dat bad for this week.
i was down with fever and diarrhea
but after having a good nite slip
despite some irritants dat don unstand of da malam..
-.-
i have a nice warm SUNDAY.
im sorry fifi unable to attend to ur feast..
dun wurry
may ur beloved dad die in peace..
al fatehah
nwae,faisal had a bad day to end with
his werkplace kinda sucks..
but he still trying to adapt accept the fact
that the condition is really bad
wad a day eh?
kecian kau..
da g mandi air bunga ke aper ke..
relax dude..
but it was nice dat u willing to share with me
deres sumting reali bothering me much..
im kinda supress the feelings so hard
that i feel somehow somedays
i will definiteli go boink!
tadaa~~
but wad can i do?
im scared things can go haywire
especially if suicidal thoughts tend to happen
scary shit tau..
nannti tak silap hari bulan..
drg carik revenge kat aku..
tak maut pe?
i still wanna live..
i havent marry yet..
stiill wanna bear 2 kids(perasan juns!~)
wanna be successful nurse
better still havent repent..
hahaha!~
watever it is..
sooner or later..
i have to face it too..
let me die rather den suffer
(baru ckp nk idup?!)
-.-
let jus say..
i wanna have fun soon..
bug off fever..
shoo...
ps:love me,leave me
♥rai ralphena♥
fcuk!!
fcuk!!
fcuk!!
fcuk!!
fcuk to those suckers who love sucking mi blood..
fcuk to those bastards who love bastarding mi life..
fcuk!
im gonna get sick..
actuali i am now!
pfft!!!
i hate it lah..
how to go out n enjoi life?
fcuk!
i hate people wen i ask for help..
dey cant help..
kasi seribu macam alasan..
but wen part drg nid aku help..
aku tolong mcm nk mampos pun tkpe..
mcm gni kata tolong member dlm susah..?
fcuk uh!!
NEVERMIND LAH!!!
i miss mi barbie..
i miss mi romeo..
alah miss pun aper leh uat...
besok ilang lah miss itu..
fcuk!!
nari saturday..
so must watch hindustan!!!
p mood takd.
nk ngok korean drama jugak..
fcuk uh!!
why..
wen we fall in love..
we die2 do watever d partner wans..
but wen we fall out frm love..
we cursed like no body bisnes.
pfft!
fcuk
how i wish some blue notes drop frm the sky..
=(
terribly soo poor like nobody cares..
pfft..
can i kiss someone and get the money den?
=)
dream on!
fcuk!
i realised this post is full of the werd "fcuk"
fcuk herre..
fcuk derre..
wad to do..
boredom kills..
especially wen u sick..
type fcuk!
actuali im fcukin piss off dats y all the para got the werd
FCUK!!
rai sungguh tak perlu mcm gni..
sungguh biadap skali mcm org tk ajar..
faisal klu ngar aku maki..
wah kene upside down..
eleh...
tak takut uh..
sikit uh..
hahah..
brani?
aku panggil JD uh!!!
fcuk!
da uh bye..
i wanna club soon..
karaoke soon
shopping soon..
fcuk lah!
money again..
pfft
♥rai ralphena♥
but its impossible to ignore the fact that it really happens right infront ur face..
its kinda sucky but afterall what can a man do with this kind of things..?
its has been sleepless nites for me this few days..
topping up with hassle life's probs..
it jus make me feel more fatigue day by day
and worse i dun feel the satisfaction in me at all..
all i could do is keeping miself mum n grumpy.
=(
but adlest miting dyla gf n prem sugar..
it relieves me for awhile..
it has been awhile i shopp with her..
shared stories..
and it is nice dat shes attached..
i feel much more ease n calm wen i with prem..
maybe all because we have this chemistry in us..
but sadly..
i dun tink we can go further..
as in u noe wad i mean..
naturally both parents r traditional thinking
pfft.
im still confused with recent things happening around me..
i wonder should i feel scared which by aite i should to..?
suprisingly im feel more bravier den i shld..
haha!~
complicatedsuckyuckysituation
im praying hard everythings gonna be fine soon..
wad can a love brings u in future?
still searching for the answer..
and to tell the truth..
i hate the fact that sometimes guis r too annoyin..
complicated too..
pfft
i really wanna watch paranormal activity really soon..
plish plish plish
i miss bff maksim n shak baby..
shall we mit soon babies!!!
so random sak!~lol
ps:if u were born to be mine..den im willing to be urs too
♥rai ralphena♥
even how much i told myself dat these r jus a bunch of nonsense dat tries
to make me turn upside down.
i know GOD is punishing me.
and i really let HIM do watever he wan..
afterall im jus pinjaman dri NYA.
in matter of hearts,
im leaving it aside.
i dun wish to noe..
in fact i dun wan to find it anymore.
ONCE BITTEN,TWICE SHY
but i bet i experience alot lah..
den why shld i really care about pple feelings wen dey dun reli appreciate it at the first place..?
why must dey be nice now wen actually dey shld do dat at the beginning?
why must i be shit n hard towards dem wen dey said sorry?
if u guis tink it easy to forgive someone..
den..
i bet the world wont be like dis aite now..
am i aite?
to those who in love
treasure ur loved ones
dun ever pick unneccessary fites
to those who out of love
dun ever think u tak laku
cos one day u definitely be more laku
den the person who left u behind
just be patience
to those who goin to be in rship
or just started
dun take things so fast
take a step..
breathe in n out together.
and lastly..
to those who goin to lose the rship..
cheer up
sit down together n talked about it..
afterall both of u r the ones making the rship down in the drain..
so yeah..
sort it out!
well.
i would like to have romeo as mine too..
how i wished.
0.0
hmm..
well mi type of an ideal guy.
let me see
he shldnt be so perfect or else..
im gonna suffered later..
i jus wish he is
understanding
have faith in me
trust watever i do
love me instead of me lovin him
caring
dont hold grudges
cry,happy with me
suprise me on certain things
owaes assure me dat im the one for him
communication wise..sms/call me wen needed..
and accept the way i am..
alah..
easy say
like romeo aite?
haha
well i guess i talked alot..
i shall slip now..
tata
ps:dyla congrats..
i miss u
♥rai ralphena♥
4 weeks of heaven..
after dat hell herre i come!
lol
attachment in ED is soo much fun-exciting!
i love the werking pace..
fast!fast!fast!
maybe i shld reconsider about werking at A&E..
hmm..
just let see how mi prcp goes den..
overall i reli enjoy the posting..
NICE CI EVER!!!!
=)
i wanna rot soon..
so maybe less updating blog..
=)
cant wait bkk trip..
weeeee
=)
k chao romanio
ps:wen can i have u?
♥rai ralphena♥
