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250CT..
happy bday faisal!
may u surrounds with happy pills.
especially ME!~
i noe im pain in the ass..
no matter wad..
must treat me nicely hor..
or else..
haha
SAT
24 OCT..
i love it!!!!!
cos im relieved passport done..
pay all mi bills..
den someone bdae tmrw..
den mit DADIE YAN mlm..
watched HALLOWEEN2.
with tty stef dadie aidil n kelip..
actuali me n stef n dadie je..
p dadie kan pemalu..
hahahahah..
p fun jugak ada aidil n kelip..
and u noe wad???
we played babi attack bfr the show start..
haha..
at taka sum more..
kelip is the best..
p adlast dia yg naik rabak..
haha!~
den dadie n aidil kene dimekap kan ole tty..
but aidil is the best..
supporting maut..
if i have time i put up at fb k?
mcm pompuan lah sei..
and kelip..
u owe me pic!!~
nk malu uat pe..
aiyo
it was super duper nice to mit dadie..
now no more dadie paitao keciq.
hahah..
lol
halloween 2 was like shit..
gore abis..
but jln citer sikit mcm fri 13th..
ahah..
i can even tel dadie
"citer mcm perna kiter ngok je."
hahaha
den after dat..
have to go home.
sorry eh tk dpt ton..
nxt time k dadie..?
today im super duper tyred..
penat nk mampos..
lol
org ajak..
i reject..
sorry..
sok da start attachment..
so i wanna rest..
i cant wait fri onwards..
i love love fun!`
wweeeee..
kamu di sana..
aku rindu banget sama kamu..
kamu mau jdi pacar ku..?
katakanlah ye.
aku menunggu si
haha
(k saper tau nie citer?klu tau angkat tangan..)
JENNIFER BODY..
im waiting for u..
fri!!!
i love wen pple tak irrit aku ari2..
muacks
♥rai ralphena♥
-rai-
im soo having a great time for my last week of hols..
den 26/10-6/11 resume my attachment at CGH for OT/ED posting
wah..
i heard alot of stories from my frens..
and i cant wait for it!!!~
but the best part.
after 2 weeks of attachment..
im having another 1mth hols..
weee..
dats before PRCP starts.
and im soo gonna die reli soon.
lol~!
although some of the days r a nuisance in my eyes.
but adlest it wakes me up to see the real people dat surrounds me..
like as if i dun noe them at all?
lol!
i dun care.
and i dun reali wan to noe..
fake or real.
the moment u talk to me..
i know whether u r good or bad..
im good in this area!~
tanx GOD for giving me this qualities..
=)
hang out with dyla love is always fun..
even how broke we are..
we still have time to chill out..
and make our day more meaningful!~
and i cant live without her.
lol.
like so serius..
hahah~!
miting mummie ril is another pleasure!
i mean..
we r damn busy women..
and its so difficult to mit up..
so dlm sebulan sekali?
OR WORSE..
klu btol free aru umpa.
lol..
but no matter wad..
we still kip in touch..
especially wen both of us tink the same..
even without mit up.
we can still share probs tru net..
lol!~
i havent mit shak bebey..
im so sorry love.
shall make it for tis nov k?
same goes to prem..
and also ying love..
aiyo..
still alot to mit up with the rest..
how about after i went for bkk?
=)
im soo touch dat u call me even ur damn busy..
syg kau..
muacks
let me end this post with one of mi quote.
♥always prepare yourself first before going on war♥
♥rai ralphena♥
He would make a dupe of himself too,if he could-
♥william hazlitt♥
with that definition above,
am i make myself clear dat i despise people using that word on others?
well maybe some of u disagree with me..
but to label someone using dat werd..
its totally disgrace to urself.
especially to ur own mankind.
well no one is perfect.
am i aite?
thus being selfish-backstabber-hypocrite is all common in mankind aite?
dun tell me neither of that qualities happen in ur life?
IF u say NO.U are just born to be a liar.
HYPOCRITE is way too large for someone to classify it on others.
cos the moment u said someone hypocrite..
its already stated on ur forehead.
dat ur one of them.
beg mi pardon if im being too insulting on some of u guis.
adlest i noe i did adlest
an hypocrite to someone.
u cant hide it.nor u can run from it.
im a laidback person.
initially i am a "im all for myself" kind.
but i learnt frm mistakes n experience.
im the QUEEN OF VULGARITIES.
but adlest i noe mi limits.
im the QUEEN OF HOTNESS
but i control myself.
cos y?
cos the more u making urself pissed with someting.
u will regret it one day.
initially something will take away frm u without u realising it.
so the best is to play safe.
by keeping ur self shut.
best friends?
is dere is at the first place?
wen theres no true friend IN the world..
how can u have best frens den?
am i rite?
friends are just like family.
another precious gem.
friends r friends.
family is family.
no special true best frens.
dey r all jus frens..
it just mankind create groups for them.
nah..
think forward.
never look backward.
ps:i missing u badly.
♥rai ralphena♥
better to be friend then enemy aite?
i dun mind at all if u tries avoiding urself frm me..
but adlest respect urself..
i treat u as a fren..
a fren dat i appreciate alot.
but if u tink we have to be like dis..
den tell me..
not ignoring or avoiding..
so childish..
(im refering to you if u realised dat our frenship is on stake..jgn prasan if bukan kau ye)
well i might not blog herre often..
cos im using onsugar.com instead.
so find out urself the link.
=)
cant wait NOV to come!
and i wanna party like a rockstar.
party diehard.
and if u guis tink i gonna flirt..
den its up to u..
wen i dun flirt..u guis said i flirt.
den wen i flirt..u guis din notice it..
so why wanna fuss a matter..
jus let it be..
BANYAK CKP PUN AKU TEMBAK DIRI AKU SENDIRI
SO BETTER SHUT MYSELF UP.
ps:wan~sorry eh tak mit..p we should hangout ramai2 with the rest.=)
dyla~tanx for owaes being dere for me..
mummie~i cant wait to mit u
♥rai ralphena♥
shld i say a lil sad den?
i mean..
of all years knowing u..
i didnt know dat u can change dat so fast..
yeah..
if u dun realised it..
we do..
and i hate it wen u said u dont..
im kinda amazed with ur living aite now..
shld i congrats u dat u no longer kip holdin on our story?
dats y somehow rather i feel so cheated over u..
where is all ur promises?
EMPTY..
so yeah..
im choosing this path..
i dun wanna turn back for the past..
i dun wanna see whos getting hurt aite now..
i dun even wanna noe whether u still alive or dead..
for all i noe..
once a ****** forever will be..
im kinda happy with mi life aite now..
i dun ask alot.
jus let mi family n frens around me happy..
im happy with it..
even for mi enemies out dere.
how much ur hatred/disguise on me..
im happy for u..if ure happy for urself..
im not a kind dat kip grudges..
but i shall owaes remember d moment we had..
to forgive but not to forget..
im owaes believe in fairytales...
esp the part where mi prince charming will rescue me and take me far far away frm danger..
yesh..
typical fairytales..
but frm this tale..
i learnt alot..
adlest i know wad is true love by now..
i know wad and wen sacrifice shld be done...
i know who should i always listen to wen i fall in love with..
i know dat a boy will never love a girl forever..
its more den dat..
wen im searching for my life partner..
i du not want to find the GOOD bf..
but instead..
i wanna find the GOOD husband..
i du not want to kip rship for years but never marry to dat person..
but instead..
i wanna find someone who have dat mindset of living tgther soon..
i du not want to have tons of children although they r lovely..
but instead..
i jus wanna have 2 kids..
i du not wan to be a spoilbrat type..
but instead.
i jus wanna be comfortable with watever i have..(money can nvr bring along wen u die)
i du not want me to rule the rship..
cos wen the girl start to rule the rship..
it wrecks everything..
am i aite boys?
lol
if u say i don care about u..
then do u have any evidence to prove ur judgement?
i dun tink so..
i care for u..
i care wad u tink.
i care wad u wan.
i care wad u nid.
i care wad u like.
i care wad u love.
i care wad u wish..
i care for anitink dat u wan..
name it..
i owaes care for u..
cos u r the only matters to me.
but all was just a past.
i duna ask alot.
just treasure the memories..
in ur heart
wic i did aite now.
all i could say aite now.
gdluck in ur future life..
may god bless u..
ps:if u tink i dun miss u..u r totally wrong!
♥rai ralphena♥
dun asked alot.
love,
rai
ps:cranky wen comes to period.fcuk!
(bsk jalan ray!yippeee!syg korg~)
♥rai ralphena♥
even its not reli WOW to mi expectation..
but it jus matter of who u with on dat day..
AWESOME pple JUS like ME!!
YIPEEE!!!
2ND WEEK OF HOLS!
mon-out with makcik all to henderson waves n marina barrage
tues-out with faisal to watch surrogates
wed-out with yat to vivo den headed to sch for miting tgther
thur-off day?(its owaes will b last min outing.trust me!)
fri-out again
sat-jalan raya with SISTAS N BOIS!
sun-jalan raya with family
packed!!!!
I REALLY HAVE NOT REST SINCE MI FERST DAY OF HOLS..
AND IM DAMN TYRED AND NID GOOD SLEEP..
maybe shall do this tmrw!
lol
im scared of ED/OT..
jus let me have this attachment without any trouble.
and den i wanna rot again!
hahaha
partying anyone?
weeeeee
i learnt sumthing today..
never expect things to be always good.
have a lil space of dat negative thoughts.
it doesnt really harm but adlest it gives u strength to move on..
am i?
im proud lady to have alot of frens..
and also proud of not having the true fren!
lol
tell me..
will anyone be there for u wen u in need?
literally physically-emotionally-financially condition?
NO!
even dere is..
how long will dey able to sustain it?
i really appreciate dat i have caring frens around me..
who will never one to see me sad all times..
and i reli appreciate it if dey never judge me due to mi past..
cos to me..
to accept someone..
we should never look at pple past..
i didnt look at mi fren 's past wen i make frens..
i fren with drug addict-unplanned teenage pregnancy-sex addict-gambler..
i dun care their past..
for all i noe..
dey r jus normal human beings who tend to make mistakes..
and dey reli sincere to be mi fren..
so will u be mi fren wen i say im lesbian?
hahahahaah
(dats for sure not true.lol)
i started to hate people who act as if dey noe..
but actual fact..
NOTHING!!!
it doesnt pissed me off..
but the more u act like one big kind..
its total shut me down to even notice u..
so if u wan me to respect u..
just stop acting as a SHIT..
but act as NORMAL..
if u nid me to teach u..
jus dial mi num..
1800-let-me-teach-u
=)
i dun mind if u tink im bad..
for all i noe..
u dun even noe me reali well..
IM REALLY AM A BAD GIRL..
but to a certain extent..
i value u as mi fren..
i dun go around bitching about u..
infact without me bitching about u..
people already noe about it..
so am i bad to u wen u urself bitch about me n tries to irritate me to the core?
jus have some soul searching..
im not asking u to pin point anyone now..
i noe i do make mistakes..
so lets repent for the better?
lol
wah..
i can really blogg like nobody business..
haha..
but i blogg wen i feel like to blog..
i dun blog nonsense-craappy stuffs..
i blog about wad happen lately..
and most importantly..
blog actuali update me with u guis of wad actuali happen n to b avoided if necessary.
lol
if mi blog sounds harsh to u peeps..
im totally have no choice..
its REALITY..
this is wad i feel n went tru..
it doesnt mean if have to be u im referring..
u have to tink..
i have alot of frens..
it could be sum1 dat im reli close/not close with..
so dun jump to conclusion..
if u tink,its U!~
den wad i can suggest is to talk to me..
im a relek-one-corner-pe gal..
I DUN SIMPAN GRUDGES..
cos i hate enemies..
its like kiping a rotten cat in the closet..
yucks!
lol
i bet those who noe me well..
will understand with the above..
so no hard feeling yo'
taking care..
will update wen i have tings to update den..
sorry no pics again!!
laptop crashed!~
will be resume wen i go send the lappy for repair!
ps:yat(no matter wad decision u wen tru,by all means its U..no one can stop u.not even me)
:mummie ril(plish get me asap wen u saw ur name here love)
:shak(may our frenship still grows on n on)
-living in fantasy is mankind's dream.so dun dream.cos it bleeds.-
♥rai ralphena♥
met at somerset..
walked down to lucky plaza to have our lunch-cum-dinner
den proceed to shaw hse..
watched SURROGATES..
im lovin' it..
BRUCE WILLIS is stiilll HOT!!
nice story..
but i didnt cry lah..
thumbs up..
walked around n bid goodbyye
cos sum1 is going to get sick..
=(
wen i see couple around..
its so sweet
but sum wanna puke me out seh..
haha
i recalled back wad maksim bff once told me..
and im still believe in dat..
LOVE-FAITH-CARE-TRUST-UNDERSTANDING..
i wished one day..
i will share dis with mi future love..
=)
2nd chance to u?
sound familiar..
yeah..
but its no longer 2nd chance to u..
cos its always 3 4 5.....chances on u..
so y must i give u more chances wen u still dun wan to change
but instead asked me to change?
mcm tk masuk akal..
if u cant stand me..
den i rather let go of me..
am i wrong?
nth lah..
recap:raya with bwps is totalli nostalgic..
hehe..
aper ketdk..
org yg slama baper taun aku tk nampak..
aku da jumpa..
and suprisingly..
perangai ttp cute..
mcm aku jugak..
sayang korg..
muacks!
nxt outing plish!
bfr aku g BANGKOK...
(and tanx faisal)
ps:aku mau kamu jadi pacar dlm idup ku..bole 'gak?
♥rai ralphena♥
cos 1st ting..
i have no lappy to begin with..
2ndly i cant upload picwss!
aiyoh...
sad!sad!
=(
just now was super duper best n funny!
me-makcik-mar-yiting-js
hopped in the rental car(tanx to makcik!)
went to HENDERSON WAVES..
but goin dere was shuckss!
WE ENDED AT WOODLANDS CHECKPOINT!!!
!*&^%@
IRRITATING!
stupid gps!!!
haha..
den managed to get bck on track..
so finally reached our destination!!!
weee..
it was mi 2nd time dere..
and i fell lah seh!
haha
too slippery..
camwhore like deres no tomorrow..
weeeee.....
pics in FB!
den around 5..
wen to MARINA BARRAGE..
dis round..we made it!
cos i went dere bfr by vehicle..
so tk tersesat!!!
hehe..
we played water sak..
wet!wet!
never went up..
nxt time den..
den around 6 plus we blah!
and d best part..
hahahahah
makcik so cute lah..
asyik terlajak je..
but i reli enjoi it!
so ya 2 places at one go!!!!!
weeeeee..
wen i reached home..
tty told me..
"sis,fifi's dad passed away.."
i was shocked sak..
i mean..
fifi is jus barely 18..
and her dad da pergi..
takziah for the family..
AL FATEHAH
may allah bless him in other werld.
amin..
k lovelies..
dose who wanna jalan raya..
its really difficult this time..
cos..
mostly im packed with activities-events
and mi weekend is mostly for mi dearies..
so yeah..
nxt yr je lah..
lol..
jangan marah!
=)
mr prem is so nice with me..
so does mr ayul..
but the best is faisal..
heart u!
ps:makin ari makin aku syg kau..kau syg aku?
♥rai ralphena♥
KERANA jalan raya ngn PRI sch aku..
aku syg drg..
haha..
IM KINDA Miss the 7yrs old rabia..
paling best..
asyik kene kacau je..
well..hantaran 10k..
amcm?
bole dapat tk boys?
da leh dapat den baru leh ckp sal nikah k?
haha
if im goin to fall in love again..
i will make sure..
d rship brings to marriage..
ada anak 2 JE..
tak kisah tinggal mana..(but not hutan lah)
and yg paling impt!!
mesti tinggal EAST!!!!!!!!!!!!
amcm?
and did i mentioned about mi wedding?
i did said i wanna held mi wedding at the beach..
hehe..
i changed mi mind..
I WANT TO REGISTER AT ROM den to HONEYMOON!
TAKD MAJLIS NIE SEMUA..
no wedding dinner or so watever
only tell them went aku nga mengandung..
amcm?
haha
=)
will post again..
gonna enjoi tmrw..
weee
♥rai ralphena♥
tanx faisal..
or else..
im bored to death here..
well dis week kinda packed for me..
and the reason i cant blog is because of mi lappy..
craashed!
lol
den i am so busy with outings..
ohkay..
let me recap..
SAT-mit faisal n watched phobia 2..(nice one)
SUN-jalan raya.open hse at uma kak timah
MON-mit dyla love..tty join!
TUES-booked airtix den go sheesha with syg2 ku(bffs eh?)..tty join!
WED-sent HAZIQ off(gonna miss u) den dyla love n me off to hfrnt..den midnite mit faisal..(its round the clock tingy..tyred)
THUR-photoshoot!i love it!!!
nie lum termasuk besok sat n sun..
konfirm best!!!
nxt week..
packed jugak..
aiyoh!!!
aku suka ngan hols..
yg penting...
NOVEMBER im cuming!!
BANGKOK........
WEEEEE
aku tak sabar..
bismillah..
amin..
ps:so wad if u tink aku pentingkan kwn..mmg pun..sal kwnn drg tak tinggal kan aku..
♥rai ralphena♥
