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met up malay cliques.
the usual 4s..
ash kau senantiasa menghilang
so nvm
adlast we mitup since semua nga prcp..
ystd kinda chill session..
mkn at makansutra den lepak by the river..
den naik atas bumbung n lepak.
bual mcm2..
dri muda pai kau tua.
dri nga single pai kau ada anak..
haha
lol
den planning to go BATAM!
plish..
bkk sorry..
nxt time we shall come again
p yg paling penting
kiter akan gy ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
aku tak sabar weeeeeee
nk naik SPORE FLYER wlpun aku tnk naik.
nk ngok wayang
nk karaoke
nk mkn ice cream kt BEN N JERRY
all must do on FEBRUARY!!!!
aku suka!
kau suka????
weeeeeeeeeee
aku nk tukar/add sikit wishlist aku this year..
hehe
26th JANUARY 2010
-after seeing mi doc,tty wanted to watch THE LEGION.
so layankan je lah karenah adik aku..
its a routine for me to treat her every mth movie..
duit aku kuar.
dia happy.
haha..
we catched the 9 plus slot.
the story quite catchy..
i love ARCHANGEL MICHAEL.
hes so DAMN SACHOK UH!
haha.
27th JANUARY 2010
mit up with lil sisters..
infact yg ada its me-lina-lisa..
i know i know..
everyone's busy..
even aku superbusy woman pun.
aku ada time to mit mi dearies..
nvm lah..
jgn nnti aku nk kawin..
aku kene tanya korg dulu bla korg free..
well we mkn @ food culture bfr miting nurril.
NURUL AMIRAH was dere too..
i mean..its has been very long time since we mit.
and its reli so nice to mit n talk out our personal stuffs..
so the five of us lepak @ starbucks till 10 plus..
like everyone is werking the next day.
pfft.
i hate it lah.
29th JANUARY 2010
k paiseh to mi syg gf dyla n best sugar bf prem.
aku almost lupa about our date out tgther..
luckily i told u guis to cancel..
nxt week k??
klu tk wen all of us are free..
i miss u dyla babe.
tanx for owaes dere for me prem sugar.
30th JANUARY 2010
i had a good sat altho had to werk afternn..
its like mi FERST EVER SAT TO B WERK ON AFTNN SHIFT.
and i tot its gonna be sianx
but hey!
nice.
i jaga 1 whole cubicle minus 2 pts.
so its 12 pts lah tgther..
and all mi pts is super duper cute..
dey so irritating annoying dat sumtimes i wanna squeese deir face..
haha!
den got this pt can palm reading.
so i asked her to read mine.
hehe..
she said: U very clever.(like duh!mi chinese grandma passed down the genes to me.haha!)
U wont have prob in financial.even how hard r u..dere still another way u can earn bck..(its like org melayu ckp..duit tk putus dtg..)and the best part she said NANTI TUA..but we heard LAKI TUA.HAHA...d older i am,the more money i have.haha!so cute.she also said dat mi health is good but i will get one serius sickness prob but she said dun wurie i will get better..the best part i like to hear..i asked her.."AMAH.I MAARRY OR NOT??"She answered"of course lah!u have 1 n only husband..u wont marry ani other guis.only him!"
chey bah!haha..but i have to find the good kind hearted in a way to stay forever with tat person..so now i can flings around..later find the good ones den bwk kawin!haha.i gonna have 3 kids as wad she said.but i wan 2 KIDS LAH!how??haha..
so cute aite mi pt..
31st JANUARY 2010
-LATER goin out..goin to pierce again.see how lah..
and i reli hate some one who reli delete me off frm ___ life.
FINE!
told ya so.being nice to tat person.dis wad i receieved.fine lah.
jgn later said i cruel.im not listening.
just a bit sad lah.why i have to face dis ting again.tyred lah!
k watever..
well......
latest wishlist!lol
WISHLIST FOR 2010!!
1)BKK
2)BATAM
3)ZOO(NOW WHO WANT 2 go with me??)
4)MOVIE MARATHON
5)UP-CLOSE WITH TAUFIK BATISAH
6)JB
7)VANS SHOES
8)IPHONE/ITOUCH
9)UNIVERSAL STUDIO IN SPORE
10)BURBERRY/GUCCI/LV BAGS
hurhur..
berangan tak abis
p some wishlist akan jadi kenyataan..
yg lain cuma angan angan
haha
someone said wants to celebrate mi bdae.but now?
like real only.
pfft~!
i learnt something
never underestimate the pain u experience
endure as much as u can
cos at the end of the day u gain sweetness
=)
rai syg korg
mr forgetful is being missed
premmmmmmmmm...mit up soon
dyla love lets enjoi ourselves soon
maksim wen cn we mit up again??
shak baby u still alive??mit up wit mikey
ying love soon hangout k?
taitai yiting our date on 1st feb.!
blackie i miss u as usual.
goodnites!
♥rai ralphena♥
the fact is im starting to lose hope in love again.
SCARED is wad i fear now.
LOST is wad i am now.
do anyone dere understand wad im suffering aite now?
i dun tink so.
i guess just let it be den.
i just hope dat on 23rd FEBRUARY 2010.
GOD shows me d colours of life.
the real people that love n enjoy being with me
afterall i suffering love-lust syndrome.
can someone help me?
just don nag at me.
im tyred.
i hate the way i am rite now.
the fact dat im starting to be ignorant.
starting to be helpless.
is dis a punishment from HIM?
and its like i have to endure it again n again?
im goin to be insane.
indeed now.
2010.
new year.
so new wish list aite?
can kind hearted people get for me this...
let mi dream come true again
1)THAILAND HOLS!i miss BKK
2)IPHONE/iPOD TOUCH
3)MAKEUP EYESHADOW 88 COLOURS
4)MOVIE MARATHON
5)UP-CLOSE WITH TAUFIK BATISAH
6)VANS SHOES
7)LV/CARLO RINO/BURBERRY/GUCCI/AGNES B
kays..
so how?
well im reli want all to happen reality..
but number 7 can opt out.
personally i can ask mi future hubby to buy me all branded stuffs..
-.-
i think just forget it.
told ya so.
too much expectations
den it wont happen.
better just dun ever dream of it.
pfft
i guess i nid a break.
lets go out soon.
i got to find wat to wear den.
but to where?
hah!
ps:the reality is dat im used being hurt.
so no point crying/moaning about it.
bah!
♥rai ralphena♥
YESTERDAY after werk..
wen out with MUMMIE RIL.
met @MARINA SQ.
unfortunately tix sold out.
so decided to try @ THE CATHAY.
so yeah..
went dere.
bought 2 tix of DID U HEARD ABOUT THE MORGANS?
went for a quick chat @ STARBUCKS.
well the movie is hilarious n fun!
BOTH OF US had a great time laughing n laughing..
lol
after dat went to PS to eat..
its like late 9 plus..
but we still hungry..
literally MUMMIE RIL yg lapar..
haha
so we ate @ SWENSENS..
so yeah..
nxt time aku blanja kau k ril??
well
had a great talk with her.
as usual..
we have that similarities wen arguing n talking.
so no prob to be so OPEN..
haha..
well
now im having dis diarrhea plus feverish tingy..
i dun tink im goin abg zul tunang.
sianx
k gtg!
next outing!!
weeee
♥rai ralphena♥
haha!~
i just cant stand people dat act as if dey noe everitink jus barely because dey noe a tiny weeny about that thing.
alamak.
like giving smack! at the head lah sei.
im not being MINAH(dats wad some peeps label me) but please lah..
dun make urself a fool to others can?
aiyo.
malu leh.paisey.
wad will others tink about u?
i mean literally aite now..
u wont give fcukin damn care.
but in future?
adleast give a tot lah sei bfr acting dat way..
dats y i cant be bother animore with d kinds bunch of people.
hackare with mi advise?
go ahead lor.
dun later regret den u tink i will syg again?
haha.
dere still such people livin on this earth uh?
lol
like malay saying: GASAK KAU LAH!(up to u lah!)
so the minah sak aku.
obmkjbmds!
this week shift is AWESOME despite some irritants.
but hey!
i enjoi every single moment in the ward.
TAI TAI YITING!!-I LOVE WERKING WITH U.shall have more of each other k?
NURSES(those on this week shift)-slack maut p tangan bergerak.tanx for the teaching esp
IV ___, report writing,faxing things n etc.
PATIENTS!-trust me.dey can be reali up to ur nerves..but wen dey noe ur name.remember u.thanks u.giving some treats.totali awesome..
afterall if i dun like this job,den i mite as well packed off mi things after serving 2yrs bond n disappeared!lol
with all these happens lately.
i cant be bothered with any nonsense.
so if literally u cant find me wen u nid me at the moment.
it means u jus leave a msg behind n she will probably answered it bck.
afterall im not cranky-hot tempered person no more.
adlest now TAITAI YITING understand my perspective of life.
U GO GIRL!ROX!
it depends on individual to accept me the way i handle life.
things dat cant be bothered.y wanna bother it?aite?
lol
infact.
tis is not the time to have rship.
it will ruined everi single effort.
trust me.
lets mingle.
xoxo
afterall i noe y u being like dat.
its LIFE!
cannot be bother!
haha..
ps:lets meet up soon k love.
♥rai ralphena♥
4th jan
out with YING LOVE
met @ somerset station.
den mkn at esteler orchard cine.
den walked at 313.
proceed to HMV.new mall.taka.wisma.ion.far east.next to border.
like almost the town area.
haha!
but nvr buy anitink leh dat love.
aiyo..
nice hanging out with her..
so many mths nvr mit her.
must eat alot k syg!
mit up soon..
5th jan
went to DYLA GF hse.
sent stuffs..
presents exchange.
christmas pwesent.
lol
she so excited!
i got new bag too..
tanx love..
awesome!
den proceed to tampines1,tampines mall n century sq.
bought same makeup brushes n shorts.
well new wallet for u soon..so we can have same again k?
haha
fadhli once a while.me n dyla must me hor.
haha
after mkn at food culture.lepak at starbucks.
chitchat here n dere.
BGR-frens-shopping-new mit up.
den lepak last moment bfr she went werk.
aiyo..
how i wish we wont be so busy.
sianx
but nvm..
mit up again reli soon!
ps: mummie ril tis sat k!
sis outing on 27 jan
prem-mitup on 29 jan
mad lina sham lisa-31st jan?
tai tai yiting-1st feb?
♥rai ralphena♥
please i beg u du not force me.
let me be alone for a moment.
i feel my head is like almost explodin.
please.
idk how to start.
and where to start.
but all i could say aite now.
i feel insecure NOW.
shit.
its like 2nd time kene(i dun even noe whether its true or not)
i feel like cryin.
wait.i aredi did cried.
i dun noe wad to do n wad to say.
wad i noe is aite now i feel reli reli down.
all i could do is cry.
cry.
cry.
i dun ask alot in life.
but why must i went tru dis again n again.
it reli hurts badly.
i just feel lost for a moment.
i guess i jus pretend nothing happen den
although it hurts alot.
tanx again for making me cry.
jus sit and watch.
sooner or later everitink will be revealed aite?
in fact i still holdin to that belief.
KARMA may happen to u.
it feels so hurt.
i feel like goin out now,
screaming at the top of my lungs.
and never tink of it again.
anyone wanna tag along?
wen im down.
ice cream will owaes be mi bf.
green tea+ciggs+vodka will be mi companion.
if anyone willing to be my side den call me..
=(
oh.mine.
wad a luck.
or maybe im jus being emo n paranoid.
too much thinking=too much sadness
rai ralphena
-wokeup by gf dyla's call
talked for few mins den off
tried to sleep but cant..
played again psp on n off
den eat lunch.
prangai mcm babi sak.
haha!
and now watching FULL HOUSE again.
tis is mi 3rd time watching it.
i cant resist d fact dat the storyline is awesome.
so cute the both of them.
too much fairytale uh rai.
stop it can?
how i wish i find the right one dat brings to marriage.
dats owaes give in to me no matter wad happens.
cares my whereabouts
never cheat/lie/betray our rship
understands mi needs n wants
listen to my rants every single day
watch me till sleep
caress me to sleep
hold mi hands even during sleep
whisper 'i love u' to my ears bfr i sleep
never quarrel with me
showers me love n happiness
appreciate me the way i am
k rai stop it plish.
haha
see lah too much watching korean dramas
dis is wad i got into miself..
fairytales!fairytales!fairytales!
it wont happen..
reality check babe!
guis r not dat easy to meddle with.
dey r jus like dogs.
no wonder dogs n men r best fren.
loyal tk bertempat.
haha
we r cunning as a cat but we r not cruel to our love..
am i ate??
haha
lol
plan was to go out.
but im so the LAZY BUM.
cancelled!!
watched FULL HOUSE lagi shiok!!
den later BOF.
tmrw n tues shall go out!
cant wait!!
=)
tanx for recommending that pitbull song eh faisal.
mcm tk perlu.
haha.
so wen i can mit TAUFIK BATISAH??
im still waiting k!
ps:ada org tu da gemuk..haha..
im happy.
so r u?
♥rai ralphena♥
no plan cos im so damn tyred to go out.
i guess dat last nite shift reli tire me out.
so i guess sleeping all day long is wad i wan
aite now.
=)
to whoever it may concerns
let me make myself clear since its 2010.
and lets welcome it wit a better new chapter.
im not gonna bother with some of u people about my past rship with him.
i already make myself clear dat we r jus normal frens.
and its up to me or him of having another rship.
cos its none of ur business
another thing
dun act as if u noe me well..
but actual fact u dun..
seriusli its reli bothers me.
cos wen i dun feel dat way but u tink i am
it makes ting more complicated.
so better still dun tink too much hor.
give urself a life.
last thing.
i dun wan to say out names..
but i guess to who ever out dere tryin to
fcuk down mi frens..
cheat/hurt/belittled mi frens..
im giving u peeps warning..
better stop all d wrongdoings
cos sooner or later
urs wicked action will be exposed by me..
so if u dun wan..
den jus leave mi frens alone.
i jus dun get it.
dey dun hurt u but y must u did dat to them?
i noe im a bad person.
but how terrible i am.
i dun cheat/hurt my loved ones.
especially in my rship.
my frenship.
my kinship.
i treasure dem
very much.
but if dey did to me.
wad can i say more?
let them be.
cos i believe in retribution.
it reli does haappen
well chatting online with syia haizan can go crazy..
haha!
well be strong k girl?
i believe GOD stores some happiness for u.
show to him dat u deserve other gui better..
u rox babe!
mit up soon wen im free..
=)
ps:i miss u
♥rai ralphena♥
MOVE ON
i ended 2009 beatifully.
i jus love/hate 2009
days dat makes me sad.reli sad
days dat makes me happy.happy pills.
just hope 2010 will be better.
insyallah.
new 2010 means new wishlist aite?
hehe
1)own iphone 3gs without contract @ $1k on MARCH(im waiting)
2)THAILAND?
3)graduate frm dip in nursing(insyallah)
4)gettin new life partner.
5)more bonder with cousins
6)stay closer with appreciating frens
7)BATAM/BINTAN outing
8)see TAUFIK personally.
dats for the time being.
haha.
let see if it werk it out within 6 mths.
den i will add more wishlists.
=)
wad urs den?
cant wait to mit the rest dis few days..
5 straight days off.
i DESERVE it.
very much.
haha
signin off
-sleepy-
♥rai ralphena♥
