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mi laptop dropped on the floor..
and theres no lite wen press on..
so how the hell am i suppose to use it wen the screen is damn DARK?
mmg suay!
aku ingatkan day aku end with a good smile..
p mcm babi!
aku da mcm malas nk kisah..
gasak uh.
so how now?
duit kene kuar lagi!
babi!
i cant wait for tomorrow onwards..
weee...
hols here..
can slip late..
can go out pai mlm..
ENJOY!!!!
WEEK 1 (26/09-4/10)
out with sum frens..
going ICA for passport..
sending fren to airport..
shak going philipines.
jalan raya with fam n pri sch
WEEK 2(5/10-11/10)
jalan raya with sistas n fam
hang out with bestie
sleepover(maybe)
WEEK 3(12/10-18/10)
finishing up the houses with frens n fam
hang out with dearies
mit up crazy assholes
WEEK 4(19/10-25/10)
partying?
hangout with love
sleepover?
karaoke?
celebration
den back to werk..
like so BORRRING!!!!!!!!!!
but nvm..
2weeks oni..
den yippe!
WAITING FOR THE DAYS!
bangkok here i commmeeee
let me have a good hols bfr PRCP.
wah some1 is so damn angry with me..
apologised also nvr repli..
like nvm uh..
dun wan to quarrel..
if pple tink im hot headed..
i guess ada org lagi yg hot headed
tol tk?
with no money..
i guess i shall rot at mi fren's hse soon..
maybe movie marathon..
=)
haha
ps:tanx for the wish..but its over btwn me n u..maybe u wanna said it with ur new love?
♥rai ralphena♥
i dun even care if she reads this post!
TOMORROW is our last day at that hosp.!
so?
WHY must she ask us to cum down on sat?
WTF!
i have appointment lah seh!
CBNBKIA!
feel like slapping-punching-stepping her!
u tink we have NO LIFE LIKE U ISIT??
pple have life man!
I DUN WANT TO GO!
geddit?
tmrw i will talk to her..
aku sembur dia ngn ayat yasin n kursi..
HOPEFULLY she can be tolerated!
or else..
im GONNA rot!
i dun care!!!!!!
sumtimes it make me wanna puke with this kind of attitude!
I CANT WAIT TO HAVE MI 1MTH BREAK!
YIPEE..
i wanna spend time with mi loved ones..
im gonna rot like hell..
im gonna have fun as much as i can!
yg penting kiter HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dun care wad pple gonna said!
cos if dey r gonna interfering mi LIFE..
den don find fault with me if anitink goes wrong in their life!
aite?
lol
but adlest i noe wen im gonna quit all this activities.
maybe wen i found him..hehe
do u ever realise something in couples?
if u dun..
den i will den..
saying "I DO" is so common..
den after dat dey will go with this"I WILL FOREVER N EVER LOVE YOU"
or "I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU"
or "NO ONE WILL REPLACE YOU IN MI HEART"
sound similar?
i bet u do..
its so typical.
YESH i admit i did dat bfr..
but after i learnt it..
I REALISED wad is TRUE LOVE MEANS now..
its not jus about u n that person..
its about u-that person n GOD..
correct me if im wrong..
wen u said "I LOVE U FOREVER N EVER..NO ONE WILL REPLACE U..ONLY YOU THAT I LOVE"
isnt dat unfair on ur others loved ones?
and how SURE r u dat she/he is the ONE for u?
i cant stand it wen couples said..
"im urs hubby/wifey.."
i feel like vomiting sak..
not even legally married sumore!
haha..
i dun mind if u said dear-darl-love..
BUT HUBBY OR WIFEY?
haha..
cute or wad?
or it could be means dat both of u r hubby/wifey cos u guis have fcuk each other..
so tellin others..
hes mine hubby..
shes mine wifey..
lol
funny..
beg mi pardon..
but it jus too wrong..
den wen u guis officially marry..
wad will u guis call each other den?
still hubby/wifey?
BORING!
lol..
this is a lesson for me to take note..
never ever label hubby/wifey with mi loved one bfr kawin.
haha
never ever made promises..
cos watever promises wont bring to reality.
instead the other way round..
MAYBE i could say.."I WILL NOT PROMISE..BUT I SHALL WORK HARD FOR OUR LOVE AMPAI ke ATAS PELAMIN.."
amaciam?
classic tk?
haha
aku rasa cinta ROMEO N JULIET jugak paling CLASSIC!
SETUJU?
WEEE
I GUESS i shallstop about this or else..
pple gonna fcuked me upside down..
haaha!!
can i say sumting?
klu aku kawin..
G R.O.M den cabut ke honeymoon..
wiithout telling anyone..
dosa tk?
haha
nites!
ps:i reli enjoi mi day with miss dyla..cant wait next week..=)
♥rai ralphena♥
haha
i was so suprised wen i opened it..
miss ya..
lol
im soo not welcoming tonite..
cos i have to werk nite shift later..
luckili MARIAM love is with me..
or else..
rot n die dere!
haha
im kinda pissed of with sum pathetic pple..
do watever u guis wanna do.
said watever u guis like..
cos at the end..
i dun lost anitink..
(nk kasi aku jealous pun madai2 uh lah beb)
i jus dun get it.
semalam hari paling aku susah nk lupa kan..
chey!
nk telan air liuh pun susah.
haha..
jus wanna tell them dat me n him da abis.
p mcm mana nk ckp eh?
takut malu ulak..
so iye kan je lah..
nnti sooner or later drg tau lah tu..
lol
okie okie.
update later.
nk mkn n bath..
den off to werk..
shit!
aku suka kuih muih..
sedddaaaaaaappppp!
yum..
ps:aku rindu sama kamu
♥rai ralphena♥
esp no pics...
its not dat i dun wan to post pics..
the reason behind it is dat im PLAINLY LAZY to upload the pics..
so jus let it be lah..
once i have the cable..
i promisee to post as many pics as i can..
even jus now while heading to mak ngah's hse..
me n sis camwhoring in the bus..
no one else sitting behind us.
=)
RAYA-ing this time is kinda slow n dragg..
but adlest im able to mit mi grandma the most..
she's the only grandparent i have aite now..
and i hope i can support her while she still alive...
cos i noe its hard for mi aunts n uncles to support her..
talking about grandma..
i missed grandpa alot..
i missed them alot..
that somhow rather i knew they r owaes around us..
i can feel dat dey r watching us..
if everitink can turn back..
how i wish i can hug both atuks..
hmm..
otherwise..
im
HAPPY!
EXCITED!
c0s someone dat i reli idolise..
someone dat i tergila2 kan..
someone dat i owaes tink of..
kirim salam me n mi adik..
its none other den..
TAUFIK BATISAH..!!
tanx faisal..
hearts u..
=)
ps:nxt time jgn lah malu2..bwk i g uma dia..leh ngok muka dia without ani org mengacau je..=)
im crazy over BOF..
basicallie not over the actors..
but the story line..plot of the story..
the emotions..
its so similar like METEOR GARDEN..
jus dat now much more hip n more action..
how i wished..
i be able to mit this type of gui dat reli love u no matter wad happen..
sacrifice for the rship..
protect u from harm.
care for u dearly..
but overall..
able to accept the way u r..
aww...
so sweet kan?
aku nk boleh?
hehe..
miss him tons!
im getting impatient with life sumtimes..
and i reli hate it..
im scared i will get hypt lah seh..
asyik mengamuk je..
seram tau..
kene byk beristighfar..
faisal pun ckp...
aku nie kpala batu..
mmg pun..
semua org pun ckp gtu..
beh mcm mana nk keluarkan batu dri kepala?
aku nga pikir names for anak aku uh..
haha!
berangan tak abis..
lol
p kan..
klu ada rezeki..
aku nk 2 da cukup..
=)
ckp sal nama..
aku rasa..
fahrin nama sedap..
mcm fahrin ahmad..
handsome ulak tu..
mcm gni aku bagi nama kat anak aku uh..
tak kisa uh klu tak ikut first letter of mi hubby's name..
aper aku kisa
lol
hmm..
well..
i cant wait to mit u..
cos im crazy aite now..
and i hate missing u..
pape uh..
lol
selamat hary raya..
duit raya amaciam?
♥rai ralphena♥
PUASA DA ABIS!
AMIN~
BESOK RAYA..
HAPPY?
OHH tidak..
klu boleh tanak raya..
but i tink its gonna be fun..
cos jus kemas mi bilik..
mi bilik is super cute with STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE BEDSHEET plus CARTOON STICKERS paste on part of the bed..hehe..
saper2 yg mau nikah ngn saya..mesti tolerate mi childishness..lol
aku SITI RABIA'TUL' ADAWIYAH RAMBLY(sedap tak nama umi bagi?p prangai setan)aka MRS JOHNNY DEPP ingin memberitahu korg semua..
dat im not gonna said sorry eh..watever apologise tingy..
cos its not appropiate..
i will DEFINITELY do it wen i mit u guis..
so dun WURIE..
saper2 yg rasa aku buat jahat kt korg..
den tunggu je k?
SELAMAT HARI RAYA..
WHOOOSSH!!
sok pki baju itam ngn tty!
yipee..
ps:sok ader org tu kene g keje seh..
kecian dia..
takpe.
i kasi xoxo k?
miss ya
tc..
♥rai ralphena♥
i was jam packed with activities-events-social life..
and im reli enjoi it too bits!
and i wont regret with this moment!
jus move on~
i have a lil secret here..
i wanna quit clubbing..
aww..
too bad bois..
no more dancing around..
and i wanna LOSS WEIGHT!!!!
im serius..
we shall see den..
=)
im happy..
wen i noe u r happy..
even if ure not..
adlest im happy..
cheer up!
ps:i love LOVE..but hate the journey of it..
♥rai ralphena♥
LIKE FINALLY!
FUN!
AWESOME!!
im soo tyred with life..
and i jus wish sumhow rather i can trade with other choice..
failed in rship..
falied in frenship..
failed in family bond..
seems dat im such a failure..
like wadever..
and i noe..
it just ALL ABOUT MI FCUKED UP behaviour.
just shut up.
i don nid ya sympathy..
i tot u were once mi fren..
but i dun tink so now..
wen im happy..
u r happy..
wen im sad-down-nid help..
where were u?
i dun even noe am i ur truly fren..
but all i noe..
i really treasure u..
just like other frens in mi life.
pple says i dun care for mi frens..
any prove to show dat im not?
truthfully said..
im owaes dere for mi frens..
maybe not literally dere..
but adlest i did mi best to be owaes dere for them..
all i jus wan frm dem..
is the thoughtful mind..
im off people.
rather go out n have fun.
u may rot n die
for all i care!
im living in a werld with full of hatred-guilt-sin
so watever.
its not new to us though.
like i said..
fcuk off!
♥rai ralphena♥
arrrgghhhh...
i learnt mi lesson.
be cool with watever happen in ur life.
no matter how bad it was..
must cool down n relax..
breathe in n out..
but for sure.
watever happened recently..
deres a certain limit lah!
we knew about it.
i cant deny the fact we keen for each other..
but..
once it hurts me deeply..
i cant reli help it.
i noe im SUX big time.
but i hope u understand it..
adlest i believe in fairytale..
apart for a moment..
but maybe will mit up again?
like mi dearest bff..
omgd!
im so happy for him!!
hes back with his best ever sweetie..
awwww
i feel like huggin him..
(dun be noty2 k sweetheart?)
but must owaes remember me!
=)
as rite now..
i realised with mi inner alter ego.
sum1 voice it out..
and im not angry..
instead im so gonna change..
for the better lah..
tanx love
andAND i read it..
it reli touches mi heart..
but love..
everitink changed for a reason..
even if we r with another partner..
but i believed..
GOD is testing us..
i believe in 2nd chance..
maybe we shall mit again if GOD reli wan us to mit..
not dat i dun love u..
i du..but it jus dat..
we r surrounded with too much of hatred n guilt..
maybe i shld reli damn change..
=(
i learnt sumting vulnerable t0day..
i dun care whoever reads dis..
u guis wanna comment-gossip neagtive/positive..
jus go ahead..
kos its mi life dat im dealing with..
afterall..
bfr wanna judge mi LIFE..
better go n judge urself k?
esp in ur R'SHIP LIFE..
cos deres no point of mengumpat mengutuk mengeji hal peribadi aku..
if kau pun mcm sama jugak...
sng ckp uh..
PANTAT KALAU HITAM PERGI PUTIH KAN DULU..DEN BARU BOLEH PUTIHKAN PANTAT AKU K?
(sorry being harsh..but this is REALITY)
AKU SYG KAMU..
aku rindu kamu..
tapi aku mau JOHNNY DEPP..
nites!
♥rai ralphena♥
too much of watching fantasy movie..
will turn ur love life upside down.
haha!
I GUESS its right..
correct me if im wrong den..
in movies..
THE LOVER WILL MAKE A PROMISE TO THE OTHER..
"we shall be together no matter wad happens..even if we r separated..u still in mi heart.."
yadah yadah..
wad a piece of shit..
do this happens in reality?
haha..
NO WAY!
not at all..
jus like me n r..
it wont be the same..
PROMISES r just nuthing to us..
we all noe dat..
nxt time..
dun trust this piece of shit..
a lesson for me..
shall not believe in fairytale..
just let fate do its job..
hopefully i get sum1 dat better in sum aspect..
lol
maybe..
watever lah..
byk2 aku pikir..
aku yg jadi tk betol..
betul kata org..
klu member da mcm gtu.
lupakan sua..
cari jodoh baru sih..
mcm gni aku perlukan bantuan
dri WALI BAND..
carikan aku jodoh ya..
haha..
ini masa nye..
aku tidak boleh cerewet..
dapat tua or muda..
grab je..
haha
precisely i wan 20 odds yrs old..
matureed...(yummy!)
jus now went GEYLANG.
not with DADIE YAN.
but with mi sis n bf..
as usual..
tmpt paling aku BENCI!!!!!
klu tk krana nk li brg..
aku tk ingin nk tron..
DA LAH PANAS..
MINAH N MAT ulak..
aiyoh..
udah lah..
me n sis bought same bayu kebaya..(ijal:black!=))
ohkie lah..
sok gonna start with practising..
malay dance for the event..
hehe.
12 sept ulak SA PRODUCTION..
hmm..
packed..
(kecian member..sabar ye.wen finished..we ca mit everyday..mcm paham.haha)
nites!
aku mau jadi pacar mu bole?
kish..
muah
♥rai ralphena♥
tiring!
tanx nana..
syg kau
=)
sahur now!!!!
im missing JD n ROMEO..
if u guis wanna noe..
its actuali d REAL JOHNNY DEPP n ROMEO in shakespeare..
yesh..
fantasy abis..
i mean..
who else can be like dem?
not dat i hate REAL guis..
but not for the moment..
jus let me be in this state..
mana tau..
sooner or later..
i found the rite person..
up to HIM..
2 MORE DAES..
den mi beloved babies bois..
masuk NS!!
Tc tau dadie yan n wan..
syg korg..
mish korg byk2..
muah
muah
lol
i hate this part aite now..
aku in delimma..
ITS NOT ABOUT RSHIP OR LOVE STUFFS..
its about personal life..
jus dat im rather confused den knowing it..
hais..
how i wish..
tings around me oni happen for the goods.
k pape uh.
aku penat!
bye
♥rai ralphena♥
andAND run away from reality for a moment?
how.i.wish.
i know what has happened around me..
but i jus rather keep mum..
its hurt to see firewall amongst love..
but what can i do?
if i said sumting to it..
surely confirm dey shoot me back..
so right now..
silence is the best.
im gonna be cool towards with anything.
im being taught to be patience and laidback..
im trying to restrain myself from using vulgarities(too much!)
im learning to forgive and forget(but also depends on wad kind of situation)
mi 2 best gui frens are going ns really soon..
andAND it reli dreads to see them go in..
one is MUHAMMad SUFYAN
another one is MUHAMMAD RIDHWAN
aww..
im gonna miss them..
lalalalalala..
wen dey gone
i no fren..(nampak sah bedek)
i mean..
DADIE YAN is owaes dere for me.
even how irritating annoying i can be..
still he tolerate mi nonsense..
layan mi stupidest lame joke..
wen im down..
owaes dere to cheer me up..
now he will be in camp like 5 days in a week..
im sureli gonna disturb MUMMIE RIL..
lalalallalaala..
be good MAN k dadie?
plish contact me every weekend..
if not..!
haha
BLACKIE WAN,im gonna miss u too..
its like mcm susah nah nk kip in touch
afterall with wad had happened..
hmm..
dun wurie..
im still owaes dere for ya no matter wad happen..
jus beep me lah..
if wanna hangout..(tel the rest den we hangout k?)
muax to both of u..
i realised life is not easy..
nor its difficult..
it jus how you u tackle the situation in ur life..
it like almost the same as wen u flies kite..
u nid to know wen n how to fly the kite on the desire wind..
it seems simple..
but wen u face the challenge..
baik uh!
haha
i feel like im putting my fate on god's hands..
i jus dun give a shit on planning everitink..
wen i planned..
i will start to remember the past..
den will cry to slip..
so better not..
must just let it be..
as saying goes..
"aper nk jadi jadi lah!"
too much memories really kills me inside.
just ystd i saw footprint of my patient..
reminds me of it..
nah..
gooddnnnniiiteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeess
ps:MAY I MISS U?
can i dream of u..
if not..
adlest u dream of me k?
;)
♥rai ralphena♥
i miss both of these guis..
they are owaes dere wen i nid them..
but now?
dun wurrie..
i wont disturb u bois again k?
=)
tanx for being the relax-chill buddies..
not oni 2 bois..
actuali dere r andrew-ayam-din-(nie dulu semua lepak bwh blok p skrg masi jugak lah!)
serius uh..
dey are fun loving pple..
helped me wen me n sum1 quarrelled lik WWIII
HAHA!
JUS MISS-ed our lepaking session esp u bois singing jiwang..
she awe jus like her name..
=)
never ever underestimte a person..
i tot she minah ke..
skali shes not(same goes to her on me)
haha
muky!MUKY!
tanx for letting me knowing her..
i love u n her k?
haha..
its has been a long time seen i nampak dia..(d last time was with her n frens at whitesands)
still not enuf for us..
should reli hangout soon..
i miss ya..
n definiteli miss the esah n eton!
last BUT not least..
these r the people dat mi life happy in sch..
so far aku syg uh drg bla kt skola muka aku mcm siak..
tetap drg gila mcm aku jugak..
AKU MISH ASH!!(sorry tk post gmbr kau)
i mish siting beside drg in lectures.
miss eating tgther outside(pizza hut-nasi ayam penyet..)
hais..
miss mi taitais..
miss makcik..
miss minah aku
miss syg aku..
miss bff kiter(zul!!!)
miss semua org uh..
i guess i should really stop here!
byk sgt mish2..
menyampah..
p APER aku tau..
aku MISS johnny depp agi rabak dri korg(sowie)
andAND also ROMEO..
APER CITER NIE?
hahahahah..
ps:i wanna mit u but damn it.i hate it uh.da pape uh.
jump peeps!weeeeee
♥rai ralphena♥
