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Friday, February 27, 2009

Well supposely 25/02/09 we celebrate our 34 month Anniversary

But he was sick down with stomach flu . .

Ngok uh muke die . .Mintak kene jotos kan ?

Well . .this Sat we r goin to enjoy ourselves by goin out shoppin , slackin etc etc etc . .

I'm gonna buy some stuff from myself

Beli b'dae present for myself la kate kan . .

Lots of think to buy on my mind actually stuff like . .

MP3 Player , Webcam , New Clothes bla bla bla . .

Well after my b'dae will be Mak Wan nye b'dae but before that our 35 and 36 months anni

Fast forward to MAY >>> Wan B'dae ( turning 21 dh tua kerepot )

Bile eh you wanna go NS . . Hurry up la . .Dah 21 tau . .

Aniwae . . between march til july , dengar2 ade great movie

For example like :



Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

Alien VS Monster

Transformer 2

X Men Origin Wolverine



A lot more . .



Btw , i miss BF can?

Hahahahaha . .

Ok Rabia cut ur crap , attachment about to end soon i guess can't wait for that day

But , after that must continue attachment at IMH . .

Haizz sian la !!

___________________________________________________________________



If you think that Rabia wrote this post

U'RE a FOOL !!!

It was me !!!

Ridhwan !!!

Hahahahahahaha . . .

Gd Nite People and Good Morning Folks !!!!!




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♥escape reality 1:37 AM


Monday, February 23, 2009



23 FEBRUARY 2009....


TIME CHECK: 1055PM..


JUS CUM BACK FRM WATCHING MOVIE...


I TINK IM CRAZY OVER MOVIES.
LOL.

WELL I CANT DENY THAT IM STILL TINKING

ABOUT THAT FABULUS show.

damn it!

i love this piece of story..

it reali open mi mind out there n reali made me realised dat MONEY is the root of everything..

i cant stand the sight of how a country is full of corruption..it reali disgust me..REALLY!!!

I shld have known dat in this werld..

rite frm the beginning..

pple are only chasing of one ting..

MONEY..

without it pple would do anything jus to get it..

so is this the PURPOSE of life?

wad i have learnt n been taught is dat we live in this werld because of HIM..

we r actuali were to seek KNOWLEDGE & the REAL meaning of LIFE..

i reli cant take the way INDIA is in this century..

I mean other progressing countries are growing for a better..

but INDIA..?

I knew dat INDIA has been a GOOD MARKET..

but whad has actuali happen to the urban life?

oh mi shit...the living people in the kampung state..

i almost cried..

im glad SINGAPORE is so LUCKY to be wad it is now..

i reali appreciate that everyday wen i woke up..

i get to bath-brush teeth-eat-go to sch-have entertainment here n dere..

well..

hopefuli frm dat movie..

pple will start to realise..

especially the rich ones..

to share wad dey have with the poor..

cause wen u give away with wad u have..

GOD will GIVE BACK DOUBLE THE AMOUNT..

i guess mi merepekness IS cuming back..

lol..


23 FEB..

nineTEEN..

happy.?

sad..?

haha..

dun noe leh..

suprisingli..

im not reali dat satisfied with wateva i have today..

i mean i do appreciate with watever were given to me..

TANX FOR ALL THE APPRECIATE THOUGHT-WISHING-GIFTS-SUPRISES..

but all i was waiting for..

i dun noe..

MAYBE aite now i wont get the meaning of it..

hopefuli GOD helps me to ease mi mind

i m reali tankful dat im still able to live up to 19..

able to get wa i wad..

im reli appreciate it..

i will do the details how i celebrated mi bdae at the next posting k..?

haha..

well..

tanx EVERYONE 4 WISHING MI 19th BDAE!!!


ps:bf i love u..

muax..

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♥escape reality 10:52 PM


Sunday, February 22, 2009


i will keep smiling..owaes..


im jus lucky despite those bad **** up.

im jus glad dat the black clouds r fading away..

well..

yesterdae while waiting mi mum cumin hm..i decide to go out since im alone n nobody at home.

me n bf planned to watch movie..

so we get readi n mit at 7.

so we bought a tix on..


since late january..i hv been pestering bf i to watch this..

well..mission accomplishment..

wad can i say?

im too eager to watch it..

but as i was watching..

tol bf i du not wan to cont watching it..

all because the scene where SCARLETT JOHANSSON trying so ****ing hard to catch the big fish BRADLEY COOPER...damn it!u noe he has a wife..!n dat bloody bloke reli nid a tight slap frm me!i mean why on earth must a gui-especially the married ones owaes say yes to do this kind of woman..?

well i do cried..a bit..i cant remember well..

but all i noe..

we GALS..do experience the commons that "they" experienced..

so if u wanna watch it..den advisable u bring ur gui along cos even they dun like it..

dey will appreciate atleast that we gals r trying so hard..jus to show them dat we du love n care for the **** rship..lol! just watch it..



after watching movie..we were so hungry..we went down to one of the coffeeshop to tuck in..

seriusli..
i WAS reli mad with the PERSON who served mi food..

i ordered HOKKIEN MEE without the beansprouts..

but the food came with it!!!!

can u believe dat..?

u tink i ask for a change..?

usuali i will..

but due to the fact dat im reli angry..

i jus say..

its k!

but while eating i get pissed off..
i even flung sum out of the plate!

buruk sak perangai..

haha

damn it!

dats the reason why i dun request VEEGIE in mi food..

all due to this unreasonable prob..

lame!

i knew it..

so wad..?





after dat went hm..

n MOM say..

"aik!alik?kata tk alik uma.." in translation..ure home?i tot ure not going hm tonite..?

well..i said..u dun wan me to cumback isit..?haha

den i say..

im goin to take mi tings..

lol..MOM so funny leh..dun wan me to go hm..

i ws tinking to hangout with alisa..n sleep at her hse.

but den i ask bf lor..bf said torn at kak long hse..

so i went to kak long hse n watch stupid TV series..

den wen abg DEAN reahed hm frm werk at around 12?

kak said if wanna watch movie n asked me n bf to join..

i say NO..

but den abg dean mcm2 lah..haha

so we booked tix to watch





the movie is at 2.45am...haha..


can u imagine..?mata half nag steam nk tdo..lol..but i guess.


im reli curious to watch it..


since mi fren say itskinda plain n boring..


but wad others comments on the show totali unexpectedli..


i cant imgaine miself to watch it frm the beginning to ending..


crying here n den frm the middle scene to the end..


its reli touched mi heart..


i guess oni who understand the meaning of love n life will be adlest understand the story line..


i may not say the character of BENJAMIN BUTTONS might/might not exist..


but all i can say...


with the will of GOD..there definiteli such ting..


it jus dat sumtimes we nid to have in faith dat wateve we dream-tink..


it may happen..


cause our actions-mind are written to do so..


DEFINITELY i recommended this show..


seriusli i learnt sumtink frm the clock..


its not a big deal with it having anticlockwise direction..


but the memories we had with our loved ones.


shall be tresured to our last breath..


i shall say its reli open mi view dat for all this while we liviing..


we aint seeking anitink..jus OURSELF..


separation n love is vital in our life..


cheh!


bual mcm nk mintak kene sepak..



well wad can i say..


im tyred..tyred frm crying..


i nid a slip again...


wellin few hrs....


its gonna be...


mi...


19TH BIRTHDAY!!!!


TANX to HIM dat im still able to live on..


amin..



so I HAD A 2 MOVIES in 2 days..

cool..?

part of mi dae present..

tanx..


see im happy...haha..







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♥escape reality 5:11 PM


Saturday, February 21, 2009

IM REALI PISSED OFF..

for all i noe..
i help someone..
but in return aku yg kene..
tanx damn alot..

u ask me to wake u up at 6am..
i didnt sleep at 4 tot dat i will b sleeping n tak akan angun..
so i wait till 6 jus to give u a wakeup kol..
n tanx..
u reject mi kol n off it..
i tot u jus wake up n had ur shower..
so i kol again to re confirmed dat u reali wake up..
but alas..
been reject again..
so i said to miself..
its goin 7..
i shall sleep den..
i mean..i havent had a good slip since exam period..
tak salah pe..

alas dis person wokeup at around 8 n kol me..
unfortunately its not dat i dun wan to pick up the phone..
i sleeep till 6 gtu..
i even ignore all other pple sms-kol
damn it..!
tak reali understand..
even others of mi msn pple understand..

den at nite..
this person say its all mi fault..
i bring bad luck in her life..
tanx uh..
wat the ***k!
lainkali jgn suruh aku kejut uh..

we fite until become lik shit..
i even say sowie k even its not mi fault..
wat is happening to dis werld man!!
pple mistake..
aku yg tanggung..

its k uh u wan to say anitink..
but tk paya ckp aku **** pe..
aku pun ader perassaaaan..
eh fren!
if u gonna read dis..
go ahead finding faults..
i dun du wrong..
i wake up u..

its u dat dun appreciate mi help..
not even a thank..
wat kind of person r u..?
wad kind of fren sak kau..
aku TAK tdo DULU.
jus to wake u up until i get a scold frm mi mum for not sleeping..
wth..
mi fault..?

so if u tink u wan to hate me
or wateva..
uat lah..
EVEN WORSE I SAY SOWI TO U..
wad else..

i hope mi bdae..
GOD is always by mi side..
I WILL BE HAPPY..
tanx..
mi bdae is almost here..
n i get this frm u!!!
BLOODDDDDDDDDDDDDY HEEEEEEEELLLLLLLL...


haix..
im reli mad..
i dun deserve this at all..
tanx pple for adleast understand the situation..

im reli frust..
due to sleep like log..
i dun get to watch hes not jus into u..
happy..?
tanx...


i deserve better tmrw..
i shall treat miself COOKIE DOUGH..
ben n jerry..
here i come..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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♥escape reality 12:29 AM


Friday, February 20, 2009


well tanx to the person that bought me DORA taggie n STARRY necklace..
i do reali appreciated the gifts..i do.
well..
today is not reali a good beginning for a break..
paper wasnt dat OKAY..
but i managed to answer them..
not to extremely extent that i cant answer the questions lah..
well den i tot wen i reached hm dere will be mum..
but alas no one at home..
den at the same time bf said dat hes otw to get me downstairs..
tot goig to WildWildWet..
but den at around 7 plus we ahead with bf's family to MARINA BARRAGE..
it is easy to go there by our OWN transportation..serius..
well wad can i say..
overwhelming?nah not reali..
but adleast im jus a lil bit appreciate wit wad i received todae..
tanx den..
im so GONNA slip the whole dae tmrw..
i guess so..
with this annoying takbolehtido..
seriusli i need a break..
i wan to sleep...!!
haha..
i counting down mi bdae..hehe..
3 more daes..
mukataktahumalu..
but jus counting down wad..
dats all..
da uat plan pun aper nk li present untuk diri sendiri..hahahaaha
wellnext stop is HENDERSON WAVES...
WEEEEWEEE..
IM SO IN LOVE WITH WAT HAPPEN AROUND ME..
SAD-HAPPY-ENJOYABLE-FRUSTRATED..
SO WAD?!

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♥escape reality 12:34 AM


Wednesday, February 18, 2009


TIME CHECK--1:05AM..

in few hrs i will be seating for MENTAL HEALTH paper..

n i still cant sleep..

bagos rabia..

ystd agi worse..

i didnt even sleep well.

jus unbearable 2 hrs n off to take exam..

damn it!

im tyred

but mi brain jus cant let me sleep..

arrggggghhhhhh

n plus with PMS..

agi hot sak aku..

plus menses cramps..

dats Damn good..

aku uat paper ngan pikiran positive dat aku pass..

check jus 2 or 3 times den off aku kua dri to exam hall..

1hr sak aku took d paper..seram sak..

haha!


hopefuli i can answer the questions tmrw..

i guess i hav to force mi self sleep..

or else aku tdo kt exam hall tu..hahaha

wil get back once im free..


i noe u aint looking forward for this..

im sad am i?



im craving 4 GLORIA cookies n creamm..

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♥escape reality 1:06 AM


Monday, February 16, 2009

TOMORROW IS BIO-PAPER DAE!!!
i guess i kinda hate bio since dat MICROBIOLOGY-IMMUNITY came about in mi life..
wen i revised..i kinda feel the eerie..
somehow rather all the parasite-fungi-bacteria coming after me..
euuWWWeeehhhh...i hate it!
its k if u gave me dead chicken or lamb to be examine..haha!

k guess im scared a lil bit although i hv done with bio..
not totali 100%..
still managed to finish understand the topics..
later i will hav to MEMORISE it..
so wen the SAQ question comeout..(hopefuli its exactly lor)
i will VOMIT IT OUT all i have memorise den..haha..
LIKE I SAY..
this round topic is not one of mi fav..
but i hope i can get a gd B 4 d paper..
RABIA can do it!!!

i decided to get mi self pwesent..hehe
1)a pair of sport shoes(bf here i come!!)
2)a camera-phone
3)a new mp3..

for the time being..
i need to get those ferst..
the rest in mi other list will get it end of yr..haha..
unless some one sponsor me..
esp the VANS shoes n a COACH bag..
well..
im still searching a DORA's pencil case..NOT PENCIL BOX..
i reali wan it..
cause..
i jus love it!
well i have the handkerchief..
so i wanna hav the pencil case..
haha!
lame eh?

well
i realise dat we pple in a rship..
dey tend to forget their "single" frens..
how i wished i didnt do dat to mi frens..(i didnt aite?)
n those who reali badli wan to be attached..
i suggest dat go n find the best ferst den fall in love..
its not to be hurried..or else u will be sorie..
i guess dat teenage period is the hardest timeline to conquer..
i realised i do made mistakes out of mi stupidity..
but adles im still in the "right track"
i dun wan to lose mi youth jus lik dat..
i wanna study..
make alot n sensible frens..
influence..?nah..ALHAMDULLILAH..adleas i noe wic is good n wic is bad..
im turning 19..
2 more years den mi youth end dere..
DEN WELCUM ADULT LIFE!!
it means sux!haha..
i guess those who r sec 1..
plish plish..
cherish did moment..
4 yrs in dat SECONDARY SCH is so MEANINGFUL N MEMORABLE..
if u dun believe it..
den try den..
dun be like me moaning for the years to turn ant clockwise..haha

i guess old past r to b remembered...
today n tomorrow..i shall ROCK IT!!
HAHA..

i guess dat i have to either go sleep now..
or else i will b late tmrw to wakeup..

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♥escape reality 12:29 AM


Sunday, February 15, 2009

I HAVE 3 MORE PAPERS TO GO BFR I CAN DISPOSE THE NOTES IN THE BIN!!!

basicallie..for the past few weeks been studying n studying..
revising+revising..
n NOW im HAVING INSOMNIA.....!
well im a night-learner..
so i will start studying aroung 10-11 plus..
till the next morning..
but the problem is..
mi body doesnt automatically shut down..
jus dat my brain say "enuf"..
but mi body say "im not reali going to shut down"..
so i struggled on the bed jus to keep mi eyest shut n go to a deep sleep..
unfortunately.
i opened mi book n jus readtru..
until for about 1 hr den i can sleep..
like FINALLY!!!
BUT THIS IS BAD!!
i sleep around 11 this morning but woke up around 4..
dats so bad k..
i have not been enjoyyin sleeping since ages..
so mi RESOLUTION after 19 feb is TO TRAIN MI EYES TO HAVE MORE SLEEP..
ANIYONE HAVE GOOD TECHIQUES?TACTICS?to make me sleep more..?
no SLEEPING PILLS plish..
haha..

i miss-ed bf n
i wanna say tanx for owaes dere 4 me..
muax.

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♥escape reality 7:41 PM


Saturday, February 14, 2009




You Are Carefree and Passionate



You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.

You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.

Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.



You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
THIS IS MINE!!!








You Are Carefree and Passionate



You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.



You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.



You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

THIS IS BF NYER!!!

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♥escape reality 2:41 AM



When i looked at the youngster..
i mean ages dat are way below 18..
much more younger den me..
seriusli i cant stand it..

How i wish i can say straight to their faces..
STOP ACTING BIG when URE NOT!!
IRRIT..
kiwak..
tkle angkat sak..
prangai mcm jubuh sak..
step akak2..
nie da zaman aper sak..?

not oni dat..
dey wear like sleeveless lah-tube lah..
den cover with cardigan-sweater-jacket..
kental!
takot pe mak bpk nampak..
haix..

den d problem now with them is SMOKING & DRINKING..
nie zaman bla sak..?
nie semua dulu uat..
skrg step je nk act cool lah..
eh klu tk tau aper tu JACKDANIEL-ASAHI-CALSBERG
den jgn togok!bodoh sak.
nk isap rokok p tk tau aper yg dihisap..
G HISAP LOLIPOP SUA..

mcm nk ckp je..
G SKOLA BLAJA AGI MULIA..
jgn nnti da tersesat..
aru nk carik buku..
tol tk..?
nk sedih kan untuk drg pun..
uat pe kan..?
mmg uh menyedihkan..

ITS TRUE uh i used to b noti..
b wild-noti aku tkd pai mcm drg yg pikir drg tu coolrabakgilanakmampos..
masih ingat sak nk blaja..
takde lah nk matair2..
tukar partner..
g clubbing under age..(nie agi kental!)
uat tattoo..(aper maksudnyer..?)
konon2 org ngok..
"cool seh udak tu"..
padahal..
"KIWAK!OTAK UDANG SAK.."
i understand that this is teenage's period..
but must have limitations..
i jus kept quiet but now i cant sak..
i jot down..
so ani of u yg READ..
tak uka..?
bole belah..!
nie aku pe blog k.>?
klu pikir aku ckp yg benar..den good lor..

well..
exam kinda k..
pa ku tau ader questions dat aku tau p aku tkle jawab..
haha
too much in mi brain sal..
overload!!!
as long da leh pass aku k..
well..
tues BIO..
drastically i hate it..
n i nid help!!!
hmm..
jus tink out of box..
or mayb positively..
after nxt week i can enjoi!!!!
weeeeewweeeee

me bought a new beg last few daes..
nice tau..
haha
well bf n me spent quite alot of time together..
blaja sama2..
tlg dier nye proj..
basicalli..
kiter busy with sch stuffs..
haix..

we havent watch movie seen ages..
we havent have a good dae to chill out..
we havent have a wonderful u+me dae out..
jus miss dat..


aniwae..

HAPPY VDAE PEOPLE!!!
ENJOI!

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♥escape reality 1:17 AM


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

i will be studying later with ALYSA..
WEEWEE..
teringat alik sak zaman O's..
nie skrg blaja together but for diff courses nye exam..
im half prepared for ADULT NURSING..
hopefuli the questions wont be @#%^%@!
let me pass da cukup bagus..
cant wait to study!

well i miss bf..
can?
haha..
i dun noe if this heart is missing him every single secs..
does it?
haha..

hmm..
i have this feeling dats todae is someone's bdae..
but i cant sure who dat person..
literally mi fren or not..
jus a happie bdae k?!
haha

well i rather stop here..
im tyred..
i nid a rest..
muax

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♥escape reality 5:17 PM



well i jus love this date..
it seems wonderful to me..
2 of mi frens bdae fall on this very dae..

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO U ILLYANA & IHSAN!!!
HUGS&KISSES..

i spent mi dae todae by studying..
on n off..
den mit bf..
went bugis to buY mi stuffs..
well the dress i bought is nice..
n someone is jealous over a thing!
pfftt..
hehe..

we r no longer fighting..
cool..
i loike..
we tried to avoid it..
n i reli love it..

but i noe where our rship stands..

well my new hobby is..
hehe
changing mi blogskin..
for no reason..
its nice to change it..
but i tol bf dat i wont change animore..
let c den..
haha!
dun wurie..
i seems to like dis hot skin..

PINK!
PINK!

PINK!

mi bdae is next 2 weeks..
mi mum n me have planned where to celeb it..

i guess its time for me 2 consider the person
2 celeb mi bdae..
once sumting happen..i guess its not mi fault for not letting to celeb mi bdae..
mayb wanna try mi sincerity,patience..
but i do hv the limits..
i can b veri nice but wen u mis-used it..
dats d end of the world..
all i can say..
F***k off PLISH!
WELL..
weewweee...
i cant wait to get mi self sumting dat reali cost a bomb to me..
but seriusli i have too many in mi list..
so if u guis out dere tink i nid to buy sumting meaningful..do drop ur ideas down @vomithere.

i guess mi weekdaes n weekends r booked for studying!
ANYONE WAN TO STUDY LAST MIN WITH ME?
HAHA..
adleas after dis i can ENJOI...!!!
WEEEEWEEE..


ps:RAI IS NOT GONNA B SAD..
SPONGE BOB says SMILE!
HAHA..

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♥escape reality 1:59 AM


Monday, February 9, 2009

SOPHIE SCHOLLS is fantastic.!
damn it..
i cant believe dat during NAZIs time..
people are been interrograte like hell!
seriusli i admire the characters of this SOPHIE MAGDELENE SCHOLLS..
yeah..
HISTORY makes u realised dat how fortune it is to live in this world aite now..
FREEDOM OF SPEECH N MOVEMENT..
LAW shldnt take it lighly n take advantage on it..
damn it..

WELL I WILL UPDATE SOON..
im getting headache out of sudden..
gtg..

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♥escape reality 12:38 AM


Saturday, February 7, 2009

-let the happiness wash away the sorrows..





it seems dat nxt week is EXAM PERIOD..


oh shit..


i nid to focus now..


well today gonna go study with darling YITING..


im not sure who else will be joining..


but watever it is..


I NEED TO STUDY..


HAHA..


i have not touch bio ad all..


wen i heard others talk about it..


i start to feel panic..


a lil bit i guess...


but no worries..


I WILL..IF I CAN..





ystd helped bf on his proj stuffs..


managed to do 2 pieces..


i guess we r the confused-IRRIT-lepak item..


haha..


nth lah..


well...


for the time being..


no attachment..


cum back on 23 feb..


which falls on mi bdae..haha


yeah!


hopefuli i dun get irritating bastard on mi bdae seh..


if not i will cry out loud n wont ever tink of celebrating it..








randomly..


im craving for COOKIES N CREAM..(COFFEE,ICE CREAM,CAKE,CHOCOLATE)


oranges(esp the MANDARIN SMALL ORANGES)


HOTCAKES..(THIS i shall eat later morning..haha)



this is also random uh..taken on wed 4 feb while waiting for mimi n khairiyah..we had a good dae dat dae..i guess?haha




rai

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♥escape reality 5:44 PM


Thursday, February 5, 2009

im confused.
what shall i do?
somehow rather B advise reali made sense to me..
wad shall i do?
with that attitude given to me..
shld jus ignore or ask..?
im in delimmas..
if u were in mi place..
den u will feel how i feel..
tanx to this..
im down..

well attachment seems to be so great wen it cums to the end of it..
gerek pe..
im slightly feel dat im prepared for nxy yr PRCP..
cheh cheh..
well im expecting someting to happen soon..
n i wish dat that person wont celebrate mi bdae if dat thing gonna happen..
well i decided to celebrate mi bdae by sleeping..haahaha
nonsense sak aku..
haha

nie random lah seh..
i missing these pple..
1) 8 LIL SIS
2)AFAI
3)AHIM
4)YITING
5)ASH
6)bf..

i wanna mit them soon..well mi horoscope's read is reali accurate..
haha.
im waiting for that person that giving mi heart pounds too hard!
haha

how i wish i can more..
but time doesnt allow me to..
so tc pple..
rai..

ps:if these gonna be lik wad u tink..den jus let it be..
im leaving u.GOODBYE

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♥escape reality 10:09 PM



THINGS THAT I WAN TO DO TILL END OF APRIL
  • Pierce ears
  • F**k back those who hurt me
  • Own VANS shoes
  • Spend time with LOVED ONES(suckers r out of this list)
  • Go clubbing
  • Marina barrage
  • Henderson Waves
  • Bottle tree park
  • Go KL
  • Adapt to a new environment
  • Forgive n forget the past
  • new life

i wish dat those of the above cums true...

random..

i hate tings happen lately..

all i could say..

let me be strong n embrace this challenge without the person i owaes need..

i guess its time for me to be independent..

rai..

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♥escape reality 1:49 AM


Tuesday, February 3, 2009

im happy-mad-elated..
well its all started during shift..
somehow this frenof mine..
his name is BLACK PIG..
well..
all we did was pinching each other n we keep repeating..
"alhamdullilah"..
its sound funny..
n actuali yesh..
it do looks funny the way we did..
den as u noe.
laughing is reali a contagious disease..
so it spreads..
i keep laughing n smiling..
n start to sing butterfly song..
i learnt that song frm bf's niece..
then we started with our crap..
it jus purely random lah..
so we called each other pig..
he's BLACK..
n me as owaes PINK..
funny lah..
even SHANE has the name..
tan pig..haha
well..
adleas they made me laughed..
so wen started werk..i was so smiling..
effective uh..?haha
den around 9..
bf sms..asking to wait cause he taking me hm..
weeeweee..
its has been ages k bf tk amik dri CGH..
happy..?of course lah..
tanx dear...
love u..

im jus a happy kid for today..
reali appreciate it..
i shldnt ask more..
aite khai..?haha..

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♥escape reality 11:20 PM


Monday, February 2, 2009

WELL..
simplify it..
i DELETED mi c.box..
happie PASSERBY..
i deleted it cause..
i dun wan to get attention alot since dat nabei comes into the pic..
i dun care uh wateve he/she wan to say..
i dun even care at all..
aper aku boal..?
ntah lah..
lateli tings happen sucks..
i admit it..
i have to b strong..
but im not dat strong like last time..
dun noe y..


well wen i see the time..
it reali pass damn fast..
next 2 weeks r mi exam period..
i guess i wont b celebrating Valentine's dae..
actuali i dun care about it..
jus dat it falls on SAT..
n i reli wanna go out..
but nvm..
den i will be back for attachment..
23 feb falls on mon..
so i guess wen i cum back frm werk..
im tyred..
n nk celebrate aper kejadah..
so off the mood..
no big deal actuali cause im getting a yr older..
tk amazing langsung..
i dun mind with celerating it..
but i mind if pple make mi day sux on dat dae..
haha..
den 25 feb.?
haha..

wah..i guess feb gonna be stress-happy-busy-sad mth for me.
its better den nuting to do..
haha
come by MARCH n i can relax..
cause...
IM GOING IMH..
yeah..
haizad ade..
haha

den holidae..
part nie yg tk best..
nk g mana seh..?
ani idea..?
haha..

well..
i reli appreciate ur love..
tanx..



rai

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♥escape reality 11:56 PM



it seems dat passerby reali intringued mi life..
but all i could say..
i wont entertain him/her..
to b honest speaking.
it sux..
i write here..
so jus read it n leave if u even tink it doesnt sound aite..
cause all those post is frm me..
wich cum frm mi blog..
n mi blog is under mi name...
n mi name says dat its up to me watever i wan to write!
well..
i hope dis passerby wont ever replied/tag ever again..
cause..
u r making a fool of ur self..
cause..
u r making urself a loser..not me..not bf..
cause..
everyones tink ure totali mad in the brain..
someting is wrong with u man..
cause..
for all this while..
i never disturb pple's life..
even if i do..why dun u contact me in a nice way..
like sms-msn..
adlest tings can werk it out better in a good way..
n appropriateli..
if u r civilised person..
an educated person..
plish lah..
stop this nonsense
k..?
dun ever dream by doing this..
me n bf will start fiting-quarelling or watever shit lah..
we totali have one another..
n we r totali ignorant towards dis matter..
so jus stop this lah k..

well...
attachment..?
haha..
wad can i say..?
fun with the werk..?haha..
oni those werking there will noe it..
n..
i hope bf recovers soon..
get well soon..

rai

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♥escape reality 10:08 PM


Sunday, February 1, 2009

SERIUSLI..
aku tk tau aper demam nie kali..
i have hate taggers yg tktaumaluundangdirisendiri..
tulis mepek2..
tk tau uat citer..
aku tau nie udak,aku sepakterajanghentam muka dier uh..

IT SEEMS THAT DIS PASSERBY SERIUSLI SHIT HAS NO LIFE OF HIS/HER..
KPO..
KPO..
pantat tk clean nk jaga tepi kain org..
kiwak..
after dis..
aper ulak eh..
KLU YE pun eh..
kau benci aku ke..
kau ader hati kat aku atau bf aku ke..
ckp lah..
takya nk tag mcm gtu..
org lain baca..(klu btol info tkpe uh..)
well..i guess dis is frm a gal..
takan LAKI nk tuliskan..
skali BAPOK eh..
well..
PASSERBY..
klu kau nk keje..
kau tanye aku je lah..
mana tau aku leh carik kan..
haix..

i guess dis have to stop..
hmm..
shld i delete tagboard?
or make mi blog private..?
irrit lah nie org2 tkd wawasan..

i guess i will blog another time 4 mi post..
hilang mood aku nk bercerita pjg..
nie passerby..MMG irrit..
dier tag slalu bla aku takd..
haha..
aku uat gelak..
klu dier tag skrg pun aku takan tau..
slenge uh rabia..

da uh..
aku da nk chao..
aku penat uh..
feb..!!!
i guess i have to be alone..
aku g blaja sua..(step blaja)
im goin to off hp..
less usage on internet-msn-watever uh..
idup sorg pun agos..
i guess i have to start with new hobby..
ani idea pple..?

da uh..
bye..
rai..

bla saat aku da k..
org mcm sial..
bla alik..
lagi sial..
agos lah tu..
org tk senang ngok aku senyum happie..
tkpela..
aku sorg pun cantik..

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♥escape reality 11:55 PM



time reali passess damn fast..
now is 1 FEBRUARY..
cool or wad..
in 22 days..
it will b mi bdae..
haha

speak of the devil..
ystd mit mummie(ril)..
one of mi 8 lil gorgeous sis..
mind u..
dis is our first time met in about dun noe yrs tk umpa..
seriusli..
we both r always bz for each other..haha
dats y we r close in class rather than in real life..
guess ystd we both were free den...
so we met up..
n seriusli..
MUMMIE gave me pwesents..
in advance..
its like a few weeks gtu..
d reason is..
where got time to mit up again..
its kinda true..
we can oni mit i about a mths later..
so i got a short dress..
mind u is RED..weeeweee..
a bunch of FLOWERS..
like as if we r goin V.dae..
but i loike it..
kinderbueno.
sweets.
honeystars.
mind u she knows wad i loike..
n the best is she passed me a book..
this book consists of poems..
mind u again..
its has been about 4yrs i neve see dat book eve again..
its all end on during sec 2..
cute memories.
so i gonna keep it n cont jot down all i hve den..
well..we ate at bugis..
n went to watch DOUBT at SHAW hse..(the stroy line is well conversed.i enjoi it..)
hangout..
went wisma bought FAMOUS AMOS..
our day is full of choco here n dere..
well reali enjoi den..

now im stuck with revisio..
im still not reali started..
half here with MH.
den with PHARMACO..
now with AN..
mcm gni bla mau game eh..?

hmm..well recently aku ader hate taggers..
case nuting better to do..
well i hve mi beloved ones tu ajar muka SI PASSERBY tu..
padan muka sak..
tk tau d real story jus shut up..
mind ur own business den..


it seems dat i reli app d meaning of life..
i shall not have any more DOUBTs..
haha..

guess i got to go den..


love,
rai

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