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hey peeps!
after exam just now..
me-yat-makcik-mar-zul n jim
went to buka @ makansutra..
damn it!
our lil suprise very cute lah for mariam n zul..
gueesss wad?
hahaha..
honey drew with candle!!!!
cute lah sei..
lol..
after eating..
konon nye nk lepak at the river bay..
blkg tmpt gig aderkan performance..
haha~
den me n yat chao uh..
go haagen daz and prepare the mini celeb!!
makcik lagi klakar!
haha..
and it turns out nice!
i hope both of them reli enjoi the day!!
aku syg korg!
will plan nxt outing..
but must see schedule ferst k?
went home after dat..
bathe.
den tok in the phone..
arguing lame stuffs!
lol..
den now bloggin!!!
welll exam dis semester kinda lame!
sux..
i kinda hate it!
dis mth reli irritates me to the core..
i nid a breather!!!
nxt week will be september!
den dadie yan n wan will be goin in...
enjoi lah korg kt dlm camp k?
dun miss me..!
hehe..
du ur best peeps~!
hmmm..
i cant wait later..
and sat..
and actuali i dun wanna go for attachment..
alamak..
leceh lah sei!!!
arrgggghhhhh....
bangkok here i cum..
kl nevermind lah..
haha..
okay!
nak tdo..
lol..
rai ralphena
i hate everitink have to be different lah sey..
haha..
mit dyla love..
had our dinner at swesen at MS..
den jalan2 buy our stuffs..
chilled at the steps..
tok shit..
no!
basically serius stuffs..
hais..
wen i look her..
seriusli i can feel that we r gonna be so damn god busy..
and difficult to find time to chill and share probs..
but hey!
promise is a promise..
wont used any excuse to back off our late date ke..dinner date ke..
haha..
den her scandal dtg..
lol..
drg funny sak..
and tanx for jaga kan mi shopping bag..
haha
tmrw is mi last paper..!
weee!
but i dun noe whether i've done well or not..
hais..
sad or wad..
den ATTACHMENT!!!
mangkuk seh..
but nvm..
gonna enjoi after tmrw...
u noe i noe..
gonna mit nenek soon..
(actuali im kinda miss mi late grandpas)
well its hard to move oonn..
i guess its right..
no matter how hard u have to face with it..
u will definitely!
and i like the new environment(actuali its sux at a time!cannot deny uh)
I hope GOD is always dere with me..
amin..
ps:im not so gonna change mi decision..
stick with wad i noe is aite..
damn it!its hard..!!!
haha..
rai ralphena
tis yr gonna be a new chapter for me..
since im leading to a new life..
mi best gui..
i left him for mi own good..
i dun wan to be crying wen im in lates 20s..
cry now nevermind..
cry later lagi menyusahkan..
i wanna tanx sum pple who patiencely tried to understand us..
especially me..
but bfr i tried to make pple happie..
i have to start from mi self aite?
am i aite?
i dun deny i do love the rship..
but because i love the rship..
i took alot of courage n sacrifices to let go..
tak semestinya kiter tk tgther lagi we tk cinta itu org kan?
i guess its time for me to be a lil bit selfish now..
exam r kinda sucks..
not even siding me..
i noe..
so not gonna let other of mi life to be disappointed with me aite?
so yeah..
i have to move onn..
since the day u asked..
i m really trying to move onn..
i dun mind if u getting farther away from me..
i dun hold any grudges pun..
just hope dat we still can communicate.
lagipun kiter idup sementara dlm dunia ini..
entah esok lusa..
aku atau kau yg pergi..
so ya..
no bearing any grudges with me k?
i better continue with mi studies..
jus missing u..
rai ralphena
please guide me through out this journey..
the only reason i stay strong is that the willpower from you..
may u enlighten my path once again..
am i doing the right thing?
~even if its tough to let the person goes...
i willing to sacrifice once again for happiness..
but if its not, den let him once again in mi life~
im doomed!
i dun know wad shall i do now..
rai in delimmas..
(watever i did its jus for the better)
rai ralphena
dun interrograte mi life animore plish..
i jus wanna end it like u said..
plish..
understand..
WE R NO LONGER LOVERs..
tc..
i jus wanna love myself..
can?
hehe
i hope watever happened lately is jus another challenge in life...
i jus wanna movee onn..
cos dat person challenges me..
i know its hard..
but im trying..
wen i mit this new partner..
i jus wanna wish dat he doesnt ask me to change for his good..
instead he accept me the way i am..
i will find this man..
i will..
i jus love miself..
i miss this babe..
lol..
i cant wait to tell her sumting..
hehe..
as usual..
kata gf kan?
so must tell her..
hohoho..
cant wait to mit..
=)
im gonna miss dis biatch!(mar nxt time plish owaes dere in our photo session)
its kinda like a mth i left this blog..
lol..
alot of things happen..
cant deny that even dat sum moments of time.
i feel like shit..
but i jus wanna tanx dis few people..
tanx:
1)gf dyla
2)dadie yan
3)tasha-mariam-fatimah
4)faisal
oh god..
i choose this path.
just enlighten this path wen i nid u..
just like me tink dat this is the right path..
of all..
i choose this path..
because u lead me to..
i may not be urs anymore..
but adlest i have put u down back at mi heart..
andAND i dun wanna open it..
not even remember it..
most of all..
wen u said im no longer urs..
den i wont..
same goes to u..
u forced miself to movee onn..
so i moving onn..
if u tink im ******
den go ahead..
im leading a better life aite now..
all tanx to this person..
tanx..
well i jus hope dat one day..
alll of u peeps will noe the secret..
cheY!
MCM SECRET tu besar nah..
ACTtually tklah..
suprising ader lah..
just hope everything will be fine..
i love miself can?
hehe..
well i miss mi classmates..
i wanna cry but i tried to hold back mi tears..
its not easy to get separate after 3 long years..
im gonna miss eating lunch with them..
im gonna miss sitting beside mi 3 besties..(u guis shld noe)
im gonna miss mi biatch taitais!!!and strangers=)
lastly im gonna miss being the supre-duper irritating kid in class.
well..
fri went zoo..
i jus love zoo..
the last time with...
nevermind den..
went with dyla..
since sum guis cannot make it last min..
well we had alot of fun lah sei although the 2 of us!
i jus ♥ her can?haha..
den headed to vivo after dat..
can u imagine frm one corner to another corner..
we talk things dat we never talked..
and i love our oni me n u noe!
hehe.
sat..
went out..
movie marathon after he finished werk..
kiwak..
klakar lah sei..
waktu GI JOE..
haha..
oni kiter2 je tau..
den citer ORPHAN agi..
baik uh..
haha..
lagi mcm siak!
jln citer ader..
p ending aper sak..
tanx for the treat..
mine nxt time?
hehe..
syggg kau..
k lah i guess..
i stop here..
nid to study..
i love u..
yesh u..
♥rai ralphena♥
although i had to face all the shit all by myself..
afterall thats not really bad.
Im so thankful to HIM..(i noe i noe..aku nie kan setan paling besar!)
cos of him..
although i may lost sum1 dat so significantly to mi life..
but adlest he gave me sum1 who i reli shared tings with.
i dun wan history to repeat itself..
neither i wan it to happen again..
we learnt frm our mistakes..
i shall said dat..
i do miss bby..
but wad can i do to salvage the rship wen the person...
nah..
last end it..
im so super duper happy..
cos ystd
9-8-09
i got to see firewerks!!!!
im so damn happy..
tanx soo much..
i reli enjoi that day..
=)
just now met dyla gf..
wee..
go town..
watched UP!
abis kelakar-fun-nice-sentimental..
i cry lah sei..
hahaha..
hmm..
go n watch lah eh..
den u noe..
hehe..
well i saw this gui..
i mean..
mcm pernah nampak..
but jus dat i reli cant figure out who dat gui is lah..
hais..
well..
zoo outing next..
i cant wait!!!
muahahhahahaha..
den out on sat with ROMEO..
hahaha..
mcm paham..
saper lah aku nie kan..
EXAM around the corner..
ask dat sum1 to help..
tak le harap..
nvm..
i understand..
saper lah aku nie kan?
da lah..
blaja ngn kwn k pe..
dri aku tok merepek..
aku blah lagi bagus..
lol..
i slip dulu..muackz
♥lots of love♥
rai
-dewa(dealova;ONCE)
I JUS LOVE THIS SONG..
i jus dun wan mi life to be like in dat dealova story..
tol ya..
i cried wen i watched it..
its so meaningful!
if u pple dun like it..jus turn off dat player(pink ninja)
i say STOP!
im quite PISSED Off with whoever tagged at mi box..
its kinda sux
cos..
1stly:U DUN HAVE UR OWN IDENTITY!!use mi sis name sumore.fcuk!
2ndly:U PROBE MI LIFE(PERSONAL!) WITHOUT even noe the real story!bitch!
3rdly:CAN U MESS UR PROB insted of mine?
4thly:I KNOW WHO U ARE k?hais
i DU NOT WAN 2 see any of ths happen!
or else i take charge!
i du not wan to pin pointing anyone..
its jus dat luck its not on us animore..
but adlest be nice with me..
everyone noes dat i tried to do the best to kip the rship goin on..
but dere it happens..
saying dat we shall not go on this rship..
ohkay den..
but den why u make mi life miserable?
making me to do alot of things but at the end of dae..
u said we r off?
its like u making an idiot out of me.
nah!
i jus feel unfair..
dats all..
andAND for ur info readers..
i DU NOT have any SCANDAL.!
as matter fact..
i DU NOT have any guis while i was in rship with him!
i wasnt!
im not dat type of gal dat cheat-fcuk around with other guis..
i dun UNDERSTAND y tings like to turn into sour?
its like..
IRRIT lah!
andAND it doesnt matter if we r nowhere..
cos i says again n again..
being in rship is not easy..
SAPER2 yg aru nk masuk 8 bulan ke..12 bulan ke..
jgn nk step idup korg fairytale k?
skali silap hari bulan..
laki/bini korg larikan diri..
aru aku gelak kan..!
andAND d werst is wen u noe that other life of urs for a very long time..
and no MATTER wad happen..
how cruel he/she was to u..
how annoyin u r to them..
love for each other is definitely still dere..
and to me..
i will remain with wat i have promised..
but after 6 years..
if i found the 'one'..
i will jus let the sweet-bitter memories behind..
i noe its kinda hurt..
but we have to move on..
just hope dat wen hes in camp..
he still remember me..
hope dat he will still put a photo of me in his wallet(i did k)
embracing the love we had bfr..
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
jus now after sch..
went to have AYAM PENYET..
with taitais yiting-c'maine n js..
makcik n yat..
wah!
so shiok lah..
i wanna have it again..
=)
den we took pics..
tons of pics in ION orchard..
like bloody irritating lah..
hahaha..
we enjoi lah seh!
pics can be seen once its tagged in FB..
hehe..
around 5 den..
me-yat-makcik proceed to MING ARCADE
to cash studio..
for?
KARAOKE lah!!!
around 6 plus..
dadie yan n kelip reached!
haha..
as usual..memekak!
but fun!!!
den mariam came down at 7 with min..
and agi werse..
and min reli sing!
wow!
andAND..
rai have to leave..
mit gf dyla...
PS:IM SORRY BABES..nxt time kiter melalak lagi k?
hehe..
syg korg!
lepak with dyla at YOUTH PARK after makan at LJS.
wah!
we talked alot uh..
we shared tings..
i wanna cried..
but i hold back mi tears..
im a STRONG gal aite?
im trying to kip miself busy..
exam is around the corner..
i jus hope he can accompany me to normal hangout to study..
miss dat whole daes..
mi weekends gonna be hectic..
i wanting to go out with him..
but i guess...
hes busy..
i understand..
hope dat soon he adlest wanna mit me..
for the time being..
ZOO!!
HERE I COMMMEEEEEEE!!
hehe..
well i guess i shall stop here..
i feel____.
so i shldnt continue it..
im gonna miss ______.
nites!
♥rai ralphena♥
fickle minded?
no im not..
back due to popular demand!!!
hot like goreng pisang..
hahaha..
=)
IM RELIEVED!!
finally i cant rest in peace..
haha..
all presentation done!
left with revising for the upcoming exam..
den attachment..
den prcp..
den bye NYP..
damn it!
i feel like crying now..
hais..
sianx
im gonnna misss every single of mi classmates.
the laughters..
the crying moments..
the fighting scene..
the arguments we had..
hahaha
love u NR0722
damn it!
i tot i will change for the better and able to be like we used to..
but UNFORTUNATELY..
i jus dun get it..
so now here i amm..
in confusing state..
as usual..
whether to wait or jus leave behind?
but dose who noes me that well..
i love people the way they are..
i treasure them..
their uniqueness..
especiali the abilities of abling to understand the IRRT-ANNOYING of me myself n i..
i reli appreciate it..
but i guess..
its jus sadden me..
kos for all this while..
i have been waiting for a proper mit up..
chillout..
xoxoxo..
tok tings..
share experiences..
hais..
dun noe lah..
jus let it b..
but tears r rolling like eruption of volcanoes..
cannot be blame..
deres a sentimental in part of me..
blame mi mum's genes..
hahaha
well i guess i shall stop here..
maybe i shall just the url den..
tc den..
rai ralphena..
(ps:imhmthd)
can we be normal again?
nah.
