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its kinda like a mth i left this blog..
lol..
alot of things happen..
cant deny that even dat sum moments of time.
i feel like shit..
but i jus wanna tanx dis few people..
tanx:
1)gf dyla
2)dadie yan
3)tasha-mariam-fatimah
4)faisal
oh god..
i choose this path.
just enlighten this path wen i nid u..
just like me tink dat this is the right path..
of all..
i choose this path..
because u lead me to..
i may not be urs anymore..
but adlest i have put u down back at mi heart..
andAND i dun wanna open it..
not even remember it..
most of all..
wen u said im no longer urs..
den i wont..
same goes to u..
u forced miself to movee onn..
so i moving onn..
if u tink im ******
den go ahead..
im leading a better life aite now..
all tanx to this person..
tanx..
well i jus hope dat one day..
alll of u peeps will noe the secret..
cheY!
MCM SECRET tu besar nah..
ACTtually tklah..
suprising ader lah..
just hope everything will be fine..
i love miself can?
hehe..
well i miss mi classmates..
i wanna cry but i tried to hold back mi tears..
its not easy to get separate after 3 long years..
im gonna miss eating lunch with them..
im gonna miss sitting beside mi 3 besties..(u guis shld noe)
im gonna miss mi biatch taitais!!!and strangers=)
lastly im gonna miss being the supre-duper irritating kid in class.
well..
fri went zoo..
i jus love zoo..
the last time with...
nevermind den..
went with dyla..
since sum guis cannot make it last min..
well we had alot of fun lah sei although the 2 of us!
i jus ♥ her can?haha..
den headed to vivo after dat..
can u imagine frm one corner to another corner..
we talk things dat we never talked..
and i love our oni me n u noe!
hehe.
sat..
went out..
movie marathon after he finished werk..
kiwak..
klakar lah sei..
waktu GI JOE..
haha..
oni kiter2 je tau..
den citer ORPHAN agi..
baik uh..
haha..
lagi mcm siak!
jln citer ader..
p ending aper sak..
tanx for the treat..
mine nxt time?
hehe..
syggg kau..
k lah i guess..
i stop here..
nid to study..
i love u..
yesh u..
♥rai ralphena♥
-dewa(dealova;ONCE)
I JUS LOVE THIS SONG..
i jus dun wan mi life to be like in dat dealova story..
tol ya..
i cried wen i watched it..
its so meaningful!
if u pple dun like it..jus turn off dat player(pink ninja)
i say STOP!
im quite PISSED Off with whoever tagged at mi box..
its kinda sux
cos..
1stly:U DUN HAVE UR OWN IDENTITY!!use mi sis name sumore.fcuk!
2ndly:U PROBE MI LIFE(PERSONAL!) WITHOUT even noe the real story!bitch!
3rdly:CAN U MESS UR PROB insted of mine?
4thly:I KNOW WHO U ARE k?hais
i DU NOT WAN 2 see any of ths happen!
or else i take charge!
i du not wan to pin pointing anyone..
its jus dat luck its not on us animore..
but adlest be nice with me..
everyone noes dat i tried to do the best to kip the rship goin on..
but dere it happens..
saying dat we shall not go on this rship..
ohkay den..
but den why u make mi life miserable?
making me to do alot of things but at the end of dae..
u said we r off?
its like u making an idiot out of me.
nah!
i jus feel unfair..
dats all..
andAND for ur info readers..
i DU NOT have any SCANDAL.!
as matter fact..
i DU NOT have any guis while i was in rship with him!
i wasnt!
im not dat type of gal dat cheat-fcuk around with other guis..
i dun UNDERSTAND y tings like to turn into sour?
its like..
IRRIT lah!
andAND it doesnt matter if we r nowhere..
cos i says again n again..
being in rship is not easy..
SAPER2 yg aru nk masuk 8 bulan ke..12 bulan ke..
jgn nk step idup korg fairytale k?
skali silap hari bulan..
laki/bini korg larikan diri..
aru aku gelak kan..!
andAND d werst is wen u noe that other life of urs for a very long time..
and no MATTER wad happen..
how cruel he/she was to u..
how annoyin u r to them..
love for each other is definitely still dere..
and to me..
i will remain with wat i have promised..
but after 6 years..
if i found the 'one'..
i will jus let the sweet-bitter memories behind..
i noe its kinda hurt..
but we have to move on..
just hope dat wen hes in camp..
he still remember me..
hope dat he will still put a photo of me in his wallet(i did k)
embracing the love we had bfr..
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jus now after sch..
went to have AYAM PENYET..
with taitais yiting-c'maine n js..
makcik n yat..
wah!
so shiok lah..
i wanna have it again..
=)
den we took pics..
tons of pics in ION orchard..
like bloody irritating lah..
hahaha..
we enjoi lah seh!
pics can be seen once its tagged in FB..
hehe..
around 5 den..
me-yat-makcik proceed to MING ARCADE
to cash studio..
for?
KARAOKE lah!!!
around 6 plus..
dadie yan n kelip reached!
haha..
as usual..memekak!
but fun!!!
den mariam came down at 7 with min..
and agi werse..
and min reli sing!
wow!
andAND..
rai have to leave..
mit gf dyla...
PS:IM SORRY BABES..nxt time kiter melalak lagi k?
hehe..
syg korg!
lepak with dyla at YOUTH PARK after makan at LJS.
wah!
we talked alot uh..
we shared tings..
i wanna cried..
but i hold back mi tears..
im a STRONG gal aite?
im trying to kip miself busy..
exam is around the corner..
i jus hope he can accompany me to normal hangout to study..
miss dat whole daes..
mi weekends gonna be hectic..
i wanting to go out with him..
but i guess...
hes busy..
i understand..
hope dat soon he adlest wanna mit me..
for the time being..
ZOO!!
HERE I COMMMEEEEEEE!!
hehe..
well i guess i shall stop here..
i feel____.
so i shldnt continue it..
im gonna miss ______.
nites!
♥rai ralphena♥
its up to me whether to have continues this blog in another url..
or jus reli stop bloggin..
kos i hate bloggin wen i cant even have the space to express everitink..
i hate it..
andAND to prevent hatred..
i shall do watever is the best..
well..
i will try to blogg the very last moments..
chey..
i was so relieved dat mi pract test r over..
alhamdulillah..
amin.
hehe..
another beban is the 3 proj..
dats include of fyp..
rabak pe..
stress level meningkat..
waduh waduh
pening ya kepala ini..
=)
i have to write here a lil bit...
to release everitink dat i kept in mi heart..
jus dat i cant take it animore..
so why not spilled it here..
im just a simple babe..
the one dat next door to u..
friendly-bubbly-outgoing
but this has its price..
people take advantage on mi sincerity..
basicali im the type dat cares for frens n family..
but now..
i guess i will put family ferst den frens..
cos i realised for this whole life of mine..
i gave alot of atttention to frens..
but sumhow rather pple take for granted..
so i realised i have to step aback..
if u wanna said im cold-hearted..
den wads isit all about of the care n love i gave to u pple?
if u said im arrogant stucked up..
den at the ferst place how do u fren with me?
if u said dat i lead in a BEAUTIFUL LIFE..
dats totali a lie..
if u tink im RICH..
IM NOT..
if u tink i chase for hot stuffs
IM NOT..
if u tink i buy oni BRANDED materials..
IM NOT..
as i said..
im just simple next door babe..
i do buy 10 bucks shirt-skirt-shoes.
and im not embarrased about it..
i do eat at coffeeshop(i du admit i go for a lil bit good environment)
and im dun mind..
and mind u pple..
i dun own FABULOUS tings with the help frm mi FAMILY!!
i save-werk-do anitink dat i can have wad i have now..
andAND dun ever tink i have alot of money..
i have no prob?!
dats totali wrong!!!!!~
i have to tink of mi expenses.
transportation
food/drinks
a bit of groceries..
hello..
if u subtract here n dere..
i left with bareli 200 plus to have entertainment..
such as buying mi clothes and extra etc..
wah..
i hate pple dat makeup stories..
fcuk lah..
and werse..
dun ever tink i have good stuffs at hm..
i dun..
see..
who say im RICH???
i du admit i du sumtimes eat at a lil bit high standard of food places..
i du buy expensive stuffs..
but dats not like EVERYDAY!!!
mind u..
im jus sick n tyred..
the last ting i wanna post is..
tings happen for a reason..
i noe i made mistakes..
but frm dat mistakes it makes me realised..
dat i shld pause n look around me..
i dun mind losing sum of U aite now..
but wad matters..
i still respect n accept u the way u r..
i can forsee miself of not getting married.lol
sampai ke situ..
bareli im scared to get marry..
as mi frens said..
dey dun mind marrying to FAMILY MAN..
but not MUMMY'S BOY..
den wad if i kene a gui like dat?
mati leh..
evryday i kene reprimanded..
den mi hubby oni listen to mummy..
den i shld go to who?
mi daddy?
or mummy?
wah..
i scared sei..
hahahaha..
funny aite now..
not later part..
i tink i will definiteli cry..
lol..
i guess everitink will be over soon..
i love gf dyla..
both of us like lesbian couple..
but we r not..
we jus have same mindset dat guis sumtink nid a break ffrm us..
basicali we love our dearies..
but dun understand wen dey gonna change for the better..
i love mi besties sista..
i noe u noe..
although long time never met..
i oweas try to contact them..
i miss them.
i love every single of mi classmates..
i du hate them sumhow..
but hey..
i see them everyday..
fun outgoin pple..
i love mi sis tty..
for being such a pain in the ass..
i love mi family too..
but hate it a lil bit.
lol
i du love those who i never mentioned..
basicali its alot..
its not mi will any way..
haha..
lastly..
i cant deny dat i dun love wan..
i du..
but its a his-tory..
jus a part of him in mi mind n heart..
i dun noe until wen it can stay long..
hopefuli forever..
i dun noe..
jus sit n watch..
i shall said dis..
i cared for those dat create mi life beautiful..
esp with the presence of u pple..
i dun ask alot..
jus be sincere with urself n ME..
dun who i tink jus a FCUKER-SUCKER..
i wont ask u guis to leave..
i myself will leave u pple..
i dun deserve dat such a fren..
well i guess i shall stop here..
i hope i wont hurt anyone with mi harsh werds..
i hope this post doesnt affect ur rship-frenship-watever ship with me..
tc..
love rai
geek in me!
lol..
i have soo much fun this few days..
i guess its depends on who u with..
awesome-understanding peeps!
andAND imy..
ily..
haha..
CHINA babe?
mi luv ying said dat i look like a chinese girl..
i am!
chinese blood mah..
but dun wan to be chinese..
im proud to b who i am..
chey wah!
haha
i wished dat watever happened ystd will remain forever..
as i look into u..
i see the gleamy eyes looking back at me..
how i wished everitink will b fine..
justme&u
muackszz!
hey u!
well if u tink i dun noe dat babe..
hehe..
hell YESH! man..
hoho..
i knew the full name..
wheres she sch..
whats her age..
lol..
like a stalker eh aku?
haha..
well..
dun mind den.
gdluck with the date..
but must remember me hor..
blueks..
well i have to go bck to sch..
or else i will doom-ed to mi own laziness..
yesh!
i am now..
imy.
did i said dat jus now?
lol..
i miss alot of pple..
mi loves..
mi biatch..
mi enemy!
mi decent-nocent
mi sluts..
mi lesbi partners
mi porn star..
mi lurvey..
haha..
well
rai missess n loves every single of u no matter how UGLY,SHORT,TALL,FAT,BLACK,WHITE u r.
hehe..
mcm mian pun ader..
mentel?
lol..
i guess i got to stop..
or else..
mi lovelies gonna kill me for being late..
i miss u~
yesh u ..
haha..
ps:to those who tk tau malu-jealous of mi life-tk pernah senang ngok aku happy..
AKU TK KISA..!!!aku suka ngn idup aku..seratus percent!lalalalallalala..
muax.
rai
xoxo
weeeee...
i cant deny dat i miss mi home tons..
miss mi bed eventhough i brought mi bantal busuk(fav pillow of mine)
miss mi cat although im scared of him..
miss mi bro n sis(wad can i say?siblings mah)
miss mi mum n dad for not nagging at me..(hhah!)
just love to be HOME..!
LET ME RECAP WAT HAPPENED DURING THE 6 DAES
CAMP+ CHALET..
BFR THAT LET ME blogg about ASH'S celeb bdae n PIZZA HUT..
its so sad theres no pics to show..
kos im too tyred n LAZY big times to uploaded it..
u can see sum pics in fb or even at mi others fren's blog..
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CELEB ASH'S bdae..
IT WAS A SUCH A SUCCESSS!!
haha..
we planned so specificalie..
scared another GUGUGAGA frm previous bdae celeb for YATASSHA..
HAHA..
so kol ASH saying to him dat I have major prob with mi life..
reli nid to mit him..
so he believed..
so he said okay mit him at SEMBAWANG..
so dat dae..
after sch..
me-yat-mariam-fatimah-js-joey rushed to buy the cake...
mit zul n sheikh den..
den proceed to ash's blok..
the rest went level 7..
while me waited for ash downstair..
wah..
so classic..
d rest enjoi upstairs..
left me alone downstairs.
tiring seh waiting for ash..
haha..
den we he arrived..
d rest went to his hse..
haha..
well it was a pleasant suprise..
i was so enjoyin miself lah..
i ate all his mum's cook..
SUPER DUPER NICE..
i miss his mum cook seh..
haha..
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class end aroun 1..and we have bareli 3 hrs break..
so sum of us..
me-yat-mariam-fatimah
taitais yiting n c'maine plus js went to PIZZA HUT to tuck in..
wah..
seriusli we have no table manners lah..
as usual..
lol..
but it was nice lunch..
except ash wasnt with us dat time..
i hope we shld make this lunch date often..
lol..
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CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well..
3days 2 nite in the sch campus..
sux mani2 times..
but wad can i say..
its CAMP!
lol..
well basicallie mi grp WANTED 4s won at 3rd place..(baek uh plus points)
im so happy for them..
although im not owaes dere for themm..
i noe dey can do it!
dey reli prove to us dat dey can managed themselves with 6 of them..
now we r frens..
nice aite?
haha...
i jus wish dat SA pple can be forever 2gether...
owaes dere for each other..
i hope juniors able to understand our view of points..
able to c dat we all care for them...
how bad our fite-argument was..
we still are a FAMILY!
hmm..
i guess SENIORS r getting closer..
i hope so..
andAND..
i was so delighted-shocked to c mi seniors cuming down to c our camp..
tanx SAHARA-WAWA-SIHAH
esp for the advise..
im stiilll tinking dat im still one of the babies..
hehe
well the best part of our camp is dat we seniors..
slept beside carpark..
ahha..
2 hrs of sleep..
is dat we called sleep?
haha..
we played babi attack..
crack joke..
how bad dat situation hit us..
we still enjoi our stay..
=)
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CLASS NR0722 CHALET!!!!
basicaliee every tings owaes end with sumting happens aite?
lol..
nuting wow or sad happen..
jus dat i was amused with mi classmates..
haha.
fun-annoying-crazy-irritating.
1st dae had our bbq..
slept aroun 630..
less den 2 hrs of sliping..
2nd dae went karaoke
with yat n mariam..
mit dadie yan n alif..
haha
funny..
lol..
sang like nobody business..
chill-ed at mac cafe..
den dadie n alif went to our chalet..
played babi attack..
haha..
funnie sak..
den so damn tyred..
tot of sliping..
den.
whoooshh..
cute-annoying incident happens..
wad can i say more?
haha..
bareli i knockout soon after went up to the room..
haha..
tyred man..
can u imagine for 6 DAES..
bareli had a good slip..
like zombies..
PLUS WITH STUPID GASTRIC PAIN(idk uh..stomach pain?)
i hate it..
cos i will turn out to b cranky..
i hate cranky pple..
haha..
im so much relieved dat everitink is over..
now im sooo the broke..
got outing with frens
hais..
im dead
plish..
i nid money..
haha.
well i cant waitt to mit
prem-shaq-dylla-lisa-eryn-lina-mummie ril-
well wan..
wen u gonna date me out?
hehe..
well adiq IQAH..
wen gonna ton?
lol..
im still wondering..
y do u still have to noe mi whereabouts wen we finali said we r tru..
isit because we still nid each other..
or isit u hate me to the core n wanted for revenge?
for all means..
i dun even care ani more..
im sick n tyred of it..
im not letting pple down..
i wanna be happy again..
i dun wan to mask mi self with fake happiness..
andAND seriusli..
i hate it..
get the fact rite pple..
im not having another affair with ani guis..!
i guess i shall stop here..
im getting tyred..
pics shall uploaded..
wen im free..
ahaha..
well pple..
ani good spot to hangout with ur loved ones?
im so sick n tyred with TOWNS-MARINA BARRAGE-east side-SENTOSA..
boring..!!!
lol..
rai muax
