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yeah..
happie cos we made it despite all turbulence dtg melimpaha2 like tornadoes..
haha..
im so in love with mi peeps of STAGEARTERS..
now back to basic..
sch as per normal..
normal routine wake up at 6 n went to sch like zombie..
cant blame anione..
hais..
let me take u guis a short scene of wad happened recently..
weee....
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one of the sch orientation..came down to makeup mi juniors..
im so proud of them..
n but not least me..
mi makeup skills getting better each time..
i cant deny its difficult..
but den im so proud dat i try to makeup different n difficult tpes of face makeup..
i makeup on hanaffi..
as NYAH..
hehe..
cool..
above is him..
den took with liza..as she jus cut her fringe..
we look alike actuali..hehe
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sat was so busy..
pack!
but den made miself free by lepaking with sister love..
erin-lisa-lina n ryan adrian(is dat correct sp lina?)
wah..
we so random..
we so bankrupt that month..
so we chill at alisa's crib..
watched movie..
haa..
with that lil boi above..
hes so kiute can..
nuting to do..
took pics with him..
disturb oni..haha
yeah!
den mit bf..
so sad..bf so sick..
made him sleep den off..
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juliza & darl rai
scandal zul n darl rai(yat jgn marah!=))
frans n darl rai(she so kiute lah)
jac(lil boiboi) n darl rai
yat n darl rai(biatch 4ever)
nadia(i love werking with her) n darl rai
guess who is dat boi?EDWARD CULLEN of stageart!!!!
yanasimplysmallnfunny & darl rai
as usual dis DIVA..me n him owaes DIVA..=)
WAWA & darl rai
drama queen anjana(exco) n darl rai..
tis is OUR FAV DRAG QUEEN(AMIN)..haha..
clown!!its sheila lah..haha..anjana scared of CLOWN!!!ahaha
sharlene & darl rai
ERICKO reli look alike like TAIWAN/KOREA ACTOR..
YAT makeup on JOEY
DARL RAI herself on FATIMAH..(she so GORGEOUS)
who say i dun love mi bf?
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dats it..
have fun lying to me for all as u wan..
but dun ever wish dat u will be forgiven then..
i mean it every werds i said.
cos to me..
u r jus piece of shit dat ruins a lil bit of mi life..
its okay den.
u will get ur karma den.
=)
sch starts officially tmrw..
but im just not ready.
=(
i feel dat __________________.
i miss bf.
i miss ttm maksim.
i miss everyone..
y must sum1 take away watever i love so dearie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate this part!!!!!!!!!!
date:13 april 2009
Im PRACTICALLY cant sleep.
all due to a reason!!
ton-ing at ECP for STAGEART BBQ..
pisc are below..
not arranged in ani position..
lazy to do that..
well..
i can feel dat things are started to be wayward..
lost control in every directions..
i've tried very best to stop it frm being out of control..
but i cant deny that..
i am more weaker than before..
i uphold on the promises we made..
and still keep counting on it...
others see in me like a fool..
but i dun even give a damn on it..
cos i know we belong together..
i've seen changes in us..
but shall i keep to miself..
the fear is growing inside me..
and hopefully it wont happen to me..
a wreck disaster..
i shall hope n pray..
that everitink would be fine in a day times..
picking up all the broken pieces..
n binding back as usual n still..
never i would like **** happen to us ever again..
hold me tightly..
keep me in your dreams..
blow me a kiss..
hug me wen im down..
this is all i need..
just frm u..
i just dun feel like coming back to school in a week times..
but all i could is because to sum reason=)
in all mi life.
i tried to understand people..
but den i guess..
its time for me to really understand mi inner life..
cause..watever bad or good tings hit on me..
im the only person that could ever save her..
im doubting on faith..
but atleast i believe in fate..
i guess dat watever i plan..
jus a lil way further frm mi life..
its time for me to shun away all the plans..
this is mi last day of having soo-much holidaying..
basicallie later gonna mit yat n yana for the upcoming CLUB CRAWL tingy..
lagi satu beban yg tk abis2..
den mit bf afterwards..
i dun noe we can make it or not..
jus wait n see..
tues have to settle tings n mit dadie too..
basicallie..i have to mit them bfr sch reopens..
or else..=)
wed have to visit granny again..
she just went endoscopy..
have not hear ani progress frm uncle..
i hope granny will be fine
jus like ttm maksim says.."byk2 kan bersabar n doa"
thur n fri will be back to school for makeup..
drama performing for SBM..
sat would be OUTING with BABES!!!
dun ever tink dat it would be 8 this time round..
so oni the 4 of nyp-ians babes..
funny..
padahal mon leh mit kt skola..
but still different courses..
so it means lesser time with each other..
den sun will be a good rest day..(hopefuli uh)
andANd wen MON 20 APRIL arrives..
den dats it rai!
no more holidays!!!
no more sleeping late!!
no more of chatting-msn till pagy buta..
basicallly...
more stress coming in!!
tanx..
den aku leh jdi kurus..
cos im gonna hit the gym or the track..
i dun even wan to noe if im fat or thin..
this is mi life..
so i will do watever i tink its aite for me..
well bf seems so ignorant these daes..
i dun noe..
but i can feel we r drifting apart dae by dae..
even if we met..
we seldom talk..
less manja..
n fite alot..
den wen we r okay..
it means okay..
dats it..
i jus noe how long can we be lik dis..
cos in few daes we r turning 36 mths olds..
i treasure this relationship more den i could ever imagined dat..
in a word..
bf is always in the PRIORITY list..
so i cant imagine if tings turn nasty n ugly=)
i hope dat all biatch n slut to move ur butts aside..
i du not wan to see ani of ur ****ing faces in our life..
basicallie..
**** OFF!!!
well im lil bit wear off
=)
i guess i would post in another dae..
like these cute eyes-small fingers have their break..
tyred lah..
i missing..
definitely...
someone that owaes i care...
n owaes in my mind....
dats...
its..
u.
well enjoy some pics frm the BBQ pit..
darl rai n yana stone=)
darl rai with wawa-nafi-yana
all are having chix.darl rai having chilli=)
darl rai with sihah..nafi menyibuk!
darl rai with swit EX Logistic Manager SARA..
makeup babes~weeeeee...
the 3 charlie angels..n one MOJO..!
Bbq-ing!!!smile!
everyone wans a piece of limelight!haha=)
adore this pics..ilham as usual kaypoh=)
the scenery is so WOW!!magnificient!!!
we still have fun DESPITE the rain!
tyred faces!but still we r having hell alot of fun!!!=)
just the 4 OF us...
PS:Let me have a lil bit of u in the presence of HIM..
yesh..
im so HURT..
tanx soo much for hurting me n mi soul..
hurt.huRT.HUrt.HURT.hUrt.hUrT.hUrt.HuRt.
WHEN BOREDOM KILLS..
to drink ur sorrows wen u r sad?
I BEG U plish...haha
it jus one of mi bestie(mummie) website dat jual clothes..
if u loike it..den grab it..
well im bored..
jus randomly uh..
so dis is wad i did..
who do u love?
bf
who do u miss?
alot..
bf..
ttm maksim..
sistas..
bros..
who is ur best galfrens?
mi 8 lil sis..
tty
yat n the gang
who is ur enemy?
SHE
do u have any crush?
duh...as usual..
do ur bf knows?
dun noe..ask him lah.
any special frens?
can i say mi ttm maksim..
wen is ur last msg to ur bf?
just now..
do u miss him?
refer above plish..
do u prefer single or in rship?
argghh..nxt q plish..
if u r in a rship aite now..how long isit?
well coming to 3yrs..
n maybe still counting on..
do u n bf fite?
yesh..
almost everyday..=)
wad colour do u like?
pink!PinK!
which part of a guy's body that u like the most?
hmm..
ass?lip?
are u tall?
uat klakar..pendek..!
which part of ur body that u admire the most?
well..hmm..i shld say..
proud of..is mi ass!
wen was ur last time going town area?
almost everyday..haha..ystd!
do u like hanging out or staying at hm?
a lil bit of both..
do u clubbing?
as n wen i like..
do u believe in 1st love?
i guess so..it was 6yrs ago..
who is dat lucky person?
eh kpo nye..
do u still wait for him/her?
haha..for wad..we already MOVING on..
do u miss someone?
aku malas nk jwb
do u smoke?
i do.long time ago.
how about drink?
not animore..mayb social?lol
is ur hair blonde or black?
neither.pink?haha
who do u wan to meet soon?
bf
ttm maksim
bestie!
whose bdae cumin soon in ur list?
hmm..bf's mom..
wad type of present will it be?
dun noe.must ask bf.
wad if ur crush reveal his/her feelings?
wow!cool..
shld i report to bf?
are u gonna tagged ur frens for this?
hmm..
mostly mi close frens..
anyone lah eh..
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well..
im not going to post last week events..
so the PEmALASssSSSSssssssssssssssssss..
tau tkpe..
haha..
i will.
soon..
maybe later..
haha..
dun keep waiting k?
haha
i missing ______.
im doing soul searching..
yesh..
i admit it..
in the past..
people owaes label/degrade me..
andAnd actual fact is..
they dont know me..
stucked up?
arrogant?
well den try mit me face to face n u will know me well..
try not to have negative thoughts about mi attitude..
if im sucks..
den shall u..
nope..
im not refering to bf..
im not even fiting with him..
yesh..
hes such a great gui..
although sumtimes he is nasty..
but afterall he is the one
who i cherish alot..
thanx..
to those who tries to make me down so badli..
but i will show u guis/gals dat im not weak..
im LOUD..
yesh i agreed..
but adlest aku jaga perasaan hati drg..
dun wurry..
im still me..
rai..
sad..
depends..
i hate suckers..
too much of them make me feel wanna puke..
its okay..
yea..
everitink has to b lik dis n lik dat..
have to accept it..
i will owaes be strong
i will update this few daes outing..
ups n down..
wen i feels so..
jus dun wait k..
i miss the old people.
yesh i do..
well need alot of rest..
damn it..
