as im typing this..im still in great pain..im having abdominal pain..
i tink it mit be the sign & symptoms of coming menses..
but the pain is unbearable..
since went out with wan n ajat.
the pain starts to attack me..
but eventually as i was otw hm the pain is reali killing me..
i walked like an old GRANDMA..
i cant walk properly n cant even have a good upright posture..
so i was waiting for bus..
i reli can feel im about to fall..
but i jus tell miself once reach hm..den i will lie mibed..
so wad happened next..?
wanna noe..?
dis part is so embarrassed uh..
i alighted @ mi bustop n crossed the road..
as i was walking ..den i was so tyred..
aku terduduk sak kt one of the carpark nye kerusi..
den 2 bois saw n asked me im k tk..
i looked at them n cried..
malu lah..
i tink dey live at the same block as me(pernah terserempak dlm lif)
so they helped me naik atas.
reached mi level..
i said to them..tanx..
imagine uh org tk kenal tlg kau n SAW u terduduk kt carpark kerusi tu..
aku nangis..part siak..
sakit siol..
i tol them to leave then by telling them i dun wan mi dad to noe uh..
so drg make sure i reached infront mi door steps n drg belah.
wad happened next..?
open the door went straight to mi bed..
n curled like shit..
while im typing im still curled mi self in watever position just to relieve the pain..
pple wont unstand/feel/tink of the pain..
cause they never experienced it unless uh drg perna kene..
so..
the moral of the story is to take taxi hm n ask sum1 to fetch u hmfrm downstairs..
nie uh..step mana nyer kuat..
padahal lembik..
haix..
all i nid is some peace-Tender loving care(TLC)-rest..

hey wanna tell u den..
had practice for BCLS..
den went to retake the test..
GLAD dat i PASSED..
AMIN..

i watched PONYO!!!
ADORABLE..
SIMPLE..
I LOIKE IT SO MUCH..

well better stop here..
i cant take it with the pain..
i nid some painkiller..
how i wished he cares me then..nvm..

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