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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
i jus wanna give SHOUTOUT 2 these pple..
MUMMIE:tanx for the bear n letter..i reli appreciate it..dun wurrie..jus btwn me n u..u owe me a date k..?
CHA:dun kol urself "kpo"..ure not..tanx for viewing n reading mi horrendous-simple blog..u have mi permission to view as many as u wan..haha..
YANA(vp):babe!tanx for getting d tix for us..i hope nxt time it will b d 4 of us..haiz..y NAd cant eh..?haha..
WAN:b..plish get bck 2 me asap..its reali diff to share things wen we r not mit..but tmrw definitely goin out aite..?sowi for not owaes there 4 u..
HANs:eh dok..tanx lah last min mit me..i was so bored after the show..lukili u were dere wen i give a kol..tanx for rescue-ing me..
LAYAR ANDAYU having production just now..its a MUSICAL production,mind u!
me-yat-yana-rafique(did i spell wrong yana..?beg mi pardon)..
wawa-sihah-ilham-liza
hanafi also..
ash came along with his cuzz..
mariam with jim
suprisingly mummie n nisah was dere too..
da jdi satu family gtu..haha
but it was fun to see them..hehe..
well as i got the tix free frm yana..
so we tag along after we frm TIONG BAHRU..
mit CHIOP n DALIMA..
bet u..DALIMA is so adorable..haha..
so kiutelah dier..
she's 5 mth plus preggy..
hehe..
soon she gonna delivers dat lil active baby boi..
me n tasha had our lunch there..
seriusli shit..
i ate alot..
itupun tasha ask to have MUDDY MUD PIE for our dessert..(4 goodness sake..i jus eaten ice cream ystd)
so we had CHIX WINGS..
tasha had GARLIC CHIX PASTA..
whereas me having SEAFOOD LASAGNE(yummy)
den have STRAWBERRY CHOCO BLEND n NUTTY BANANA individually...
no CHOCO MUFFIN for me!:(
k back to the MUSICAL production..
well its kinda bored to me..
sowie about that..
the storyline..?
nah dun noe how to say it in a werd..
it jus takes me times to swallow the contents of the play..
but i cant deny that the MUSICAL,PROPS,LIGHTING/SOUND SYSTEM was marvellous..
superb..(but if can lower down the music when the actors r singing/reciting poem k?)
humour..?hmm good..TOO MALAY..like duh!its MCG(malay cultural grp)
overall..?OKAY..k..?haha
i prefer last yr den this yr..
but a good try on new ideas..
i hope STAGEARTS will do a better job nxt yr..
well..rai as LM..do ur best to lead ur pple...
YEAH!
well after d show..went hm as bf had to go uma kak long with other bros..so tot of going hm but den kol Hans to mit awhile..den went hm n now im damn tyred..
well...cant wait to COUNTDOWN n WELCOME 2009...
haPpY aDvANce NEw YeAr den!
CONFESSIONS:
1)FRI is a test..as usual i havent study it..(aik pe rai)
2)MON will be mi BCLS pract test..(damn it!)still not confidence..
3)TAUFIK!!! HAIZAD!!!im gonna c u soon n get a hell lot of ur pics n autograph..(can i get a hug/kish frm u..?haha)
so i tink..after COUNTDOWN..i studi k..?haha..
well i rather stop typing..
well wanna say tanx for those reali take notice n concern about mi whereabouts..
tanx so much..
damn appreciate it..(dun believe?den if dun believe........its up to u lah!hahaha..jk jk..)
M.I.R.A.C.L.E.S...HMMM..LET ME TINK IT LATER..
MUMMIE:tanx for the bear n letter..i reli appreciate it..dun wurrie..jus btwn me n u..u owe me a date k..?
CHA:dun kol urself "kpo"..ure not..tanx for viewing n reading mi horrendous-simple blog..u have mi permission to view as many as u wan..haha..
YANA(vp):babe!tanx for getting d tix for us..i hope nxt time it will b d 4 of us..haiz..y NAd cant eh..?haha..
WAN:b..plish get bck 2 me asap..its reali diff to share things wen we r not mit..but tmrw definitely goin out aite..?sowi for not owaes there 4 u..
HANs:eh dok..tanx lah last min mit me..i was so bored after the show..lukili u were dere wen i give a kol..tanx for rescue-ing me..
LAYAR ANDAYU having production just now..its a MUSICAL production,mind u!
me-yat-yana-rafique(did i spell wrong yana..?beg mi pardon)..
wawa-sihah-ilham-liza
hanafi also..
ash came along with his cuzz..
mariam with jim
suprisingly mummie n nisah was dere too..
da jdi satu family gtu..haha
but it was fun to see them..hehe..
well as i got the tix free frm yana..
so we tag along after we frm TIONG BAHRU..
mit CHIOP n DALIMA..
bet u..DALIMA is so adorable..haha..
so kiutelah dier..
she's 5 mth plus preggy..
hehe..
soon she gonna delivers dat lil active baby boi..
me n tasha had our lunch there..
seriusli shit..
i ate alot..
itupun tasha ask to have MUDDY MUD PIE for our dessert..(4 goodness sake..i jus eaten ice cream ystd)
so we had CHIX WINGS..
tasha had GARLIC CHIX PASTA..
whereas me having SEAFOOD LASAGNE(yummy)
den have STRAWBERRY CHOCO BLEND n NUTTY BANANA individually...
no CHOCO MUFFIN for me!:(
k back to the MUSICAL production..
well its kinda bored to me..
sowie about that..
the storyline..?
nah dun noe how to say it in a werd..
it jus takes me times to swallow the contents of the play..
but i cant deny that the MUSICAL,PROPS,LIGHTING/SOUND SYSTEM was marvellous..
superb..(but if can lower down the music when the actors r singing/reciting poem k?)
humour..?hmm good..TOO MALAY..like duh!its MCG(malay cultural grp)
overall..?OKAY..k..?haha
i prefer last yr den this yr..
but a good try on new ideas..
i hope STAGEARTS will do a better job nxt yr..
well..rai as LM..do ur best to lead ur pple...
YEAH!
well after d show..went hm as bf had to go uma kak long with other bros..so tot of going hm but den kol Hans to mit awhile..den went hm n now im damn tyred..
well...cant wait to COUNTDOWN n WELCOME 2009...
haPpY aDvANce NEw YeAr den!
CONFESSIONS:
1)FRI is a test..as usual i havent study it..(aik pe rai)
2)MON will be mi BCLS pract test..(damn it!)still not confidence..
3)TAUFIK!!! HAIZAD!!!im gonna c u soon n get a hell lot of ur pics n autograph..(can i get a hug/kish frm u..?haha)
so i tink..after COUNTDOWN..i studi k..?haha..
well i rather stop typing..
well wanna say tanx for those reali take notice n concern about mi whereabouts..
tanx so much..
damn appreciate it..(dun believe?den if dun believe........its up to u lah!hahaha..jk jk..)
M.I.R.A.C.L.E.S...HMMM..LET ME TINK IT LATER..
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 11:47 PM
well..suprised to see a quick new post frm me..?
i never had this intention to blog it but somhow rather mi heart kips tellin me dat i nid to let go things out asap..or else..i will face the consequences..
tings that happened lateli reali troubles me..
sumtimes i reali wonder if i AM born to have wat i have now.. ?
i may not come frma PERFECTO family..
but adlez this crazy-haywire family members r quite impt to me..(not now uh)
i have bf dat sumtimes..i dun noe..
wen hes happy,he will b nice to me..
but wen he's not..
its not dat im saying dat bf doesnt care for me wen hes unhappy..jus dat sumtimes..
i dun even noe his true emotions..
i dun even unstand him sumtimes..
i may not noe wad lies beneath his self..
he may b showing smiles to me..
but at the back..?
mi babies..(babes,hunks,acquintances..etc)
i dun even noe who r mi real best fren..
wat i meant is..
wen sum1 ask me who is ur best fren..?
i have to give a pause..
kos for all mi life..i have no BEST FREN..
kos all of them r a part of me..n they have their strengths n weaknesses..
so wen time to decide..
i blur out of sudden..
to me all of them r mi PRECIOUS BEST INDEED FREN..
BUT..FOR ALL MY LIFE..
i have been givin in..
make each of them(WHOEVER LAH)happy
wasted emotionally,physically,mentally..
its not dat im asking to pay back wateve i have done..
all i wan to see is dat they appreciate it for wad i have done..
i dun ask much..
I WAN THEM not to take advantage/take things for granted..
sumtimes i HATE being a MIDDLE MAN..
but mi mum says..
if both parties fite..dun jus side one party..
instead u shld nt side neither both of them..
thus until now i have dis prob..
serve me rite...
haha!
but no matta wad happen..
i hope..
theres no more secrets-deception-lies among us family-bf-frens-acquintances-etc...
i hate to be the last one to know..
n i dun wan/need any PATHETIC KECIAN FACE FRM U GUIS..
all i wan is the truth.
it may hurt a lil..
but trust me..
i am one of the gals dat able to take any sarcasim frm any of u..
well.
im kinda hopeless aite..?
haha..
nah..
it jus dat im lil bit suprised d way things happened in life..
i hope deres sumting called TRUST that can instill in us..
well..
it seems ages i have been typing.
gdnites den mi love..
ps:i've let the turtles in the pond swallowed my tears..now im reali sad..they are DOUBLE-HAPPINESS
(extracted frm JOY LUCK CLUB)
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..i fil like...nah its k..
i never had this intention to blog it but somhow rather mi heart kips tellin me dat i nid to let go things out asap..or else..i will face the consequences..
tings that happened lateli reali troubles me..
sumtimes i reali wonder if i AM born to have wat i have now.. ?
i may not come frma PERFECTO family..
but adlez this crazy-haywire family members r quite impt to me..(not now uh)
i have bf dat sumtimes..i dun noe..
wen hes happy,he will b nice to me..
but wen he's not..
its not dat im saying dat bf doesnt care for me wen hes unhappy..jus dat sumtimes..
i dun even noe his true emotions..
i dun even unstand him sumtimes..
i may not noe wad lies beneath his self..
he may b showing smiles to me..
but at the back..?
mi babies..(babes,hunks,acquintances..etc)
i dun even noe who r mi real best fren..
wat i meant is..
wen sum1 ask me who is ur best fren..?
i have to give a pause..
kos for all mi life..i have no BEST FREN..
kos all of them r a part of me..n they have their strengths n weaknesses..
so wen time to decide..
i blur out of sudden..
to me all of them r mi PRECIOUS BEST INDEED FREN..
BUT..FOR ALL MY LIFE..
i have been givin in..
make each of them(WHOEVER LAH)happy
wasted emotionally,physically,mentally..
its not dat im asking to pay back wateve i have done..
all i wan to see is dat they appreciate it for wad i have done..
i dun ask much..
I WAN THEM not to take advantage/take things for granted..
sumtimes i HATE being a MIDDLE MAN..
but mi mum says..
if both parties fite..dun jus side one party..
instead u shld nt side neither both of them..
thus until now i have dis prob..
serve me rite...
haha!
but no matta wad happen..
i hope..
theres no more secrets-deception-lies among us family-bf-frens-acquintances-etc...
i hate to be the last one to know..
n i dun wan/need any PATHETIC KECIAN FACE FRM U GUIS..
all i wan is the truth.
it may hurt a lil..
but trust me..
i am one of the gals dat able to take any sarcasim frm any of u..
well.
im kinda hopeless aite..?
haha..
nah..
it jus dat im lil bit suprised d way things happened in life..
i hope deres sumting called TRUST that can instill in us..
well..
it seems ages i have been typing.
gdnites den mi love..
ps:i've let the turtles in the pond swallowed my tears..now im reali sad..they are DOUBLE-HAPPINESS
(extracted frm JOY LUCK CLUB)
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..i fil like...nah its k..
Labels: ME-MYSELF-RAI
♥escape reality 1:14 AM
sch doesnt seem WOW 2 me!!
2 hrs later...
dis is more funnier..MALAY version agi best..tk waste duit uh klu ngok kt wayang..
but adleas im done with mi presentation..
jus dun ask me why k..
so after sch mit bf..
went FAIRPRICE..
bought chocolate tub ice cream..
went his home..EVERYONE's at home..
watch YES MAN!..
kinda of fun..klakargilerrabak..but den half way stop dun noe y..(but ive completed watchin it..haha..funnyyyyy!!!!)
kinda of fun..klakargilerrabak..but den half way stop dun noe y..(but ive completed watchin it..haha..funnyyyyy!!!!)i love his craziness n her innocence looks..
while watching we eat ice cream..n also CAMPBELL soup made by bf..YUMMy..
2 hrs later...
watch CINTA U-TURN..(MALAY movie)
dis is more funnier..MALAY version agi best..tk waste duit uh klu ngok kt wayang..me n bf lauhghed like hell..but i laughed like monyet buruk uh..
klakar..haha..
go n watch it..
with ur bf/gf lah..
agi fun..kos dis is LOVE movie..
but WARNING...those who is not a great fan of FASHA SANDHA but a great fan of MAZLAN PET PET n AWIE..den better go n watch..dem hilarious..
so in summary..
i watched 2 movies dat gilerklakartkleangkatnkmampos in a day.....geddit..?hahaha
hmm..den after watchin THE LITTLE NYONYA(as usual)..
after dat went hm..
n otw hm we talked about the past..haix..
hopefuli wad happen in the past wont repeat it history once again
hopefuli wad happen in the past wont repeat it history once again
i jus hope dat wateva is in infont of me will b forever in this way..
well bf tanx for owaes dere for me..
tanx for layan mi kerenah..(kata princesh pe..haha!)
tanx for layan mi kerenah..(kata princesh pe..haha!)
will owaes lurve u..
hmmm...
i wish..
its k den...
lots of lurve rai..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..wont it be fun if miracles can b asked n been fulfilled everi dae..?
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 12:09 AM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
lazy to update..
spent time with bf frm 2 plus at abg DEAN's hse..
fold jersey..
eat NASI LEMAK(ada sambal udang..yummy)
den watched TRANSFORMER
help kak LONG with the curry puffs
den watch ROMEO N JULIET..
DEN DATS ALL..
WEN HOME..
DUN wish to talk about it..
im jus pissed off..
i tink i nid a break..
tata!!!
tmrw sch..
SUX BIG FUCKING TIME!!!
NYTX..
MUAX
ps:mi fault eh?
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..?forget it..
spent time with bf frm 2 plus at abg DEAN's hse..
fold jersey..
eat NASI LEMAK(ada sambal udang..yummy)
den watched TRANSFORMER
help kak LONG with the curry puffs
den watch ROMEO N JULIET..
DEN DATS ALL..
WEN HOME..
DUN wish to talk about it..
im jus pissed off..
i tink i nid a break..
tata!!!
tmrw sch..
SUX BIG FUCKING TIME!!!
NYTX..
MUAX
ps:mi fault eh?
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..?forget it..
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 11:16 PM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
IM OFFICIALLY BORED..
i cant believe dat..
1)im still at HOME..saturdays are mi FUN day!
2)sch starting this mon..
seriusli shit..im not in the mood to go to sch..
with presentation still goin on..
bcls pract test..(this for sure is a MUST pass tingy..or else...)
OPEN HSE(but atleast HAIZAD IMRAN will b in sch!OoOoPpsss)
attachment starts on 12 jan(for heaven sake..y on EARTH must they torture us..?)
exam..dun tok about it lah..
i find that my life is been pushed around..
is this dinamakan takdir..?fate..?
how i wish i can plan it MY WAY n happen-ed naturally..
sux mani2 times...
n d most fuck-up is dat..
MY GORGEOUS 19TH BDAE (23 FEB)IS ON THE SAME AS MY ATTACHMENT..
ARRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
PLISH SOMEONE..RESCUE ME DAT DAE..
BRING ME TO SOMEWHERE DAT I WONT THINK OF NURSING FOR A MOMENT..
WELL..
i dun ask alot..
but how i wish someone showers me with dslr or nikon cool pix camera..
den i tink i will b happy..
the rest i will manage mi self..
cheh cheh rai..
byk spelling eh kau..haha
well bf played soccer jus now..
at GREENVIEW SEC..
lost 2-1..
its k den bf..
nxt time lah eh korg..
jus now watch this HINDI film..weeeeweee...JANNAT(I dun noe if it spells dat way)
well i kinda like the storyline..i cried k..but lil bit lah..touching babe!how i wish i can help mi loved ones if he reali in addiction state..but choi!haha..
oh ya..ystd i blog hopping n saw this website uh.
but i wont tell the person's identity..
wen i read it..
omigosh..
i cant believe dat my IDOL is fucking _____(fill in the blank)
how could IDOL cheated..esp to the loved one..
if i were in that loved ones' shoe..i definitely will sepakteranjangmakihamun to IDOL..
HAIZ..too bad..although IDOL did that..IDOL still mi number 1 in that area..(contradicting eh?)
i tink i have to put mi "HOLIDAYS MOOD"in a low mode..Mon starting of sch..arrrggghh..
i better stay revising sumting or else during attachment..aku bet aku yg melalak..haha..
well.dats all folks..
gtg..
rai understands the meaning of PATIENCE.
i cant believe dat..
1)im still at HOME..saturdays are mi FUN day!
2)sch starting this mon..
seriusli shit..im not in the mood to go to sch..
with presentation still goin on..
bcls pract test..(this for sure is a MUST pass tingy..or else...)
OPEN HSE(but atleast HAIZAD IMRAN will b in sch!OoOoPpsss)
attachment starts on 12 jan(for heaven sake..y on EARTH must they torture us..?)
exam..dun tok about it lah..
i find that my life is been pushed around..
is this dinamakan takdir..?fate..?
how i wish i can plan it MY WAY n happen-ed naturally..
sux mani2 times...
n d most fuck-up is dat..
MY GORGEOUS 19TH BDAE (23 FEB)IS ON THE SAME AS MY ATTACHMENT..
ARRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
PLISH SOMEONE..RESCUE ME DAT DAE..
BRING ME TO SOMEWHERE DAT I WONT THINK OF NURSING FOR A MOMENT..
WELL..
i dun ask alot..
but how i wish someone showers me with dslr or nikon cool pix camera..
den i tink i will b happy..
the rest i will manage mi self..
cheh cheh rai..
byk spelling eh kau..haha
well bf played soccer jus now..
at GREENVIEW SEC..
lost 2-1..
its k den bf..
nxt time lah eh korg..
jus now watch this HINDI film..weeeeweee...JANNAT(I dun noe if it spells dat way)
well i kinda like the storyline..i cried k..but lil bit lah..touching babe!how i wish i can help mi loved ones if he reali in addiction state..but choi!haha..
oh ya..ystd i blog hopping n saw this website uh.
but i wont tell the person's identity..
wen i read it..
omigosh..
i cant believe dat my IDOL is fucking _____(fill in the blank)
how could IDOL cheated..esp to the loved one..
if i were in that loved ones' shoe..i definitely will sepakteranjangmakihamun to IDOL..
HAIZ..too bad..although IDOL did that..IDOL still mi number 1 in that area..(contradicting eh?)
i tink i have to put mi "HOLIDAYS MOOD"in a low mode..Mon starting of sch..arrrggghh..
i better stay revising sumting or else during attachment..aku bet aku yg melalak..haha..
well.dats all folks..
gtg..
rai understands the meaning of PATIENCE.
Labels: ME-MYSELF-RAI
♥escape reality 8:30 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
its fun to be a lil galHALF OF MI SWEET DAY WAS SPENT ON SCH JUS NOW..
FUN ISN'T IT..?HAIZ..
I went to sch in the morning to finish up our grp's last ever project.
weeweee...
den we r done with that n den on jan we have to go back to hosp!
i hate this part!
ishk..
why on earth did i accept nursing as mi career..?
better dun complaint..or else...
we were so ENTHU(in malay translation:SEMANGAT BABI) with our proj n we end at...
guess wad time we end...
5 plus..can u imagine dat..?
FRM ELEVEN TO five..it jus like u go to sch aitee..?
haha..
but atleast we having fun..
i noe they r damn tyred..
sowi darlx..
den after dat mit bf..
supposedly mit mi fwen but she cant make it at last min so its k den..
lukili bf's around..
so mit bf at CENTRAL..
walked around..bought stuffs..
den ate at LJS..
planned to go NUH to see grandma..
but we scared it oreadi late cos..
bf nid to b back early kos tmrw havin soccer match(if im not wrong lah)
so we strolled down along the river..
den passed Sir Stamford Raffles..VCH..coleman bridge..THE FULLERTON HOUSE..
took pics while waiting for bus..
hehe..
seriusli shit i hate taking bus frm CENTRAL district..
omigosh..
i sleeep sak..
but den bf wake me up by disturbing me..he owaes does it!hmmphh!!
stopped at Tampines..
searched for ankle guard at ISETAN..bought it at last..
n wen we r rushing to go to toilet...
haha
we saw COTTON ON SALE..
i mean i owaes saw COTTON ON SALE..but this is sumting wow!
i tol u..if u have 1oo bucks in ur wallet..
u can get shoes-shirt-pants-accessories-shawl-cardigan-
jus name it..
can u believe the cheapest is 5 buck..
aku aper lagi..amik sana sini..
i bought shoes..
again..as usual lah..haha..
den after paying we go toilet..haha..funny sak..
bla part nampak sale..leh tahan..da bayar..
air kencing nk berterabuh...
hahaaha..
uat klakar je uh kau rai..
k..bf listen here..
im gonna shop again..weeeweee
duit finish..aku aim kau k..haha
well dats all about todae..
it all randomly seh..
well..
to mi dat fren..its k..
we shall mit soon..
feb or march..
or if im free..
den we shall mit k..
btw im currently watching TWILIGHT again..
tanx eh..
EDWARD CULLIN..im f***ing in love with u..
y on Earth MUST u act that way..?
its not ur looks im after..
it jus d way u STARE..ur stareness melts mi heart..n i go layu mcm bunga kuyup...
haiz..
if u were now sitting beside me n jus staring me with that "stare"..
i bet u i can get HEART ATTACK..!!
well actuali YES i am aite now..
haha...
bf ur stare tk mengancam..haha..but ur gyler je aku suka..haha
jgn mrh ye..gurau senda je..
well..im still wanted to watch that "movie"..but bf tnk..
ishk..not fair..
its k..i wan to watch HARRY POTTER k..?
bf....i dun wan to go to sch so soon..kos i cant spend time with u wen im in sch..
boohhooobooohooo..
but u can pick me frm sch aite..?
weeeeweeee....
kla..i rather stop here..
aku nie da mcm nenek sak..boal tk henti2..haha...
nenek pun kalah..
btw..
i wan this:
1)camera/dslr
2)a pair of VANS/LACOSTE
3)a BILLABONG/RIPCURL/PUMA beg
4)a tix to ride the HIPPO boat
5)a set of VICTORIA SECRET items
6)a discount voucher on SOMETHING SPECIAL
7)a VINTAGE bag
8)a UNIQUE wallet(i promise i will forever use it)
9)many2 tub of COOKIES DOUGH
10)a pair of tix to ZOO/NITE SAFARI again
wah!!!checklist of 2009 bdae's wishlist pe..?haha..
hopefuli sumone yg murah hati nk belikan ke..donate ke..
im willing to take..hahaha
or sum1 willing to bring me out for a date..
or DAMN rich..
i appreciate it alot..
haha
k rai stop it..
irather sign off here..
im loving every single sec of mine kos u will never noe wen ure leaving this werld..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..for this moment..i dun wan to rely on them...
Labels: ME LOVE U
♥escape reality 11:47 PM
X'MAS & 32 MONTHSARY!!!!!
it marks the end of X'mas and also 32 monthsary with BF..
but i reali enjoi it..
mit bf at tamp stadium around 1030..but as usual bf lmbt..
den we headed to ViVo..
reached there we saw SECRET RECIPE..
so we had our breakfast cum lunch..
we ate till we cant take it..
plus with the ice cream sum more..
DOUBLE ulak too..
den we jalan2..bought some stuffs at DIASO...
i bought pen paper stockings...etc..etc..
den we jln2..stop for awhile to have ice cream(again!) and smoke break..
after dat back to ViVo..
bought donuts..YUMMy...!
sat at the water park..i mean the level where kids love to play with water...(btw those monsters r not playing..dey swim.i hate it sey!)
enjoyin our time..
den we headed to bugis..
not sure the name..
but we having fun..
tiring-hungry(am i?)
after dat..its about 8..
after dat..its about 8..
we plan to go hm..
bf goin his famili bbq..
while i nid to go mi aunt's kenduri..
but it was reali malu lah..da mlm gyler..haha
well..im havin fun todae..
we tend to go MARINA BARRAGE but no time..nxt time k bf...?
i hope u enjoi todae..will owaes love u...
hmm..imloving every sec with u bf..
tanx..
nxt monthsary..
i wan to have mi btt k n a dslr...k..?
dats all.
dats all.
i nid to catch some sleepz..
kos tmrw..
jeng jeng...
i have to go to sch..den miting mi best fren..
impt beb!haha..
kla..
chao romanio..
ps:bf..i love u..muax
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..hehe...
Labels: ME LOVE U
♥escape reality 1:20 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
HAPPY 32 MONTHSARY BF!!!!
stay crazy and IRRIT with ME!
weee...weeee.weeeeeeeeeeeeee...
today goin out..later...
hmm..
gtg..
will update soon den..
btw plish do a survey at the HOME page..(tankiuez)
AnDddddddddddd..........
MERRY CHRISTMAS PPLE!!!
ENJOY UR DAE DEN...
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..?let wait n see k...
Labels: ME LOVE U
♥escape reality 9:50 AM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
i reali wan to post this..
im wanting sumting to happen to my life aite now..
sumting dat make me go wow!..
sumting dat reali breaks me..
but still i wont care..
well..
i have this "no feeling"...
senang kata uh..
takde perasaan uh..
well..im better den sum gals dat tk tau nk pki d "rite feelings" at the rite time..
aite..?
i dun mind wat would likely to happen..
kos im 1/2 prepared..
for the worse or the good..
im dun even wan to cry..
sad..
depressed..
psych..
all i wan to do is laugh..
a good laugh..
telling miself..
u deserve it!
2009 is around the corner.
i wont have any resolution cos wenever we plan-strategies-watever shit..
we tend to go to another directions..
so i declare miself..
i wont have ani resolution..
except to accept the real me..
its hard..
but i reli tryin to accept it..
im starting to love miself..
im not afraid to voice out..
im may seen wild..
but deep inside..
im soft...
i owaes give chances to pple around me..
until they start to take tings for granted..
its k..
i dun lost anitink..
all i need is in return a good hugs,tankiues..
dats all..
i dun nid hypocrites in mi life..
such a backstabbers..
no one's perfect!i know dat..
but dun use this quote as a opportunity..
its not a good weapon at all to protect urself..
indeed a stupid excuse..
well wad can i say..
kip doin with ur tactics n u will end up doom-ed!
haiz..
so sad..
k..jus now went to airport to study with bf..
but suprisingly we sat at GLORIA JEANS..
had our BLUEBERRY BAGEL and COOKIES N CREAM..
yUmMiES!!!.
plan-ed to study..
but ended up do other stuffs..
haha..
den we headed to T3..
bought groceries..headed mi hse..
sent the tings den went to bf's hse..
everyone's dere..
hmm..
i do mi shoes..
i bought white shoes..
n i did the design miself..
trust me..its so cool..
im proud of it..
kata rabia!hahaha..
den went home after eating..
well..
if i make u angri bf..imjus typically sorie...
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..plish gimme him the lite!!
im wanting sumting to happen to my life aite now..
sumting dat make me go wow!..
sumting dat reali breaks me..
but still i wont care..
well..
i have this "no feeling"...
senang kata uh..
takde perasaan uh..
well..im better den sum gals dat tk tau nk pki d "rite feelings" at the rite time..
aite..?
i dun mind wat would likely to happen..
kos im 1/2 prepared..
for the worse or the good..
im dun even wan to cry..
sad..
depressed..
psych..
all i wan to do is laugh..
a good laugh..
telling miself..
u deserve it!
2009 is around the corner.
i wont have any resolution cos wenever we plan-strategies-watever shit..
we tend to go to another directions..
so i declare miself..
i wont have ani resolution..
except to accept the real me..
its hard..
but i reli tryin to accept it..
im starting to love miself..
im not afraid to voice out..
im may seen wild..
but deep inside..
im soft...
i owaes give chances to pple around me..
until they start to take tings for granted..
its k..
i dun lost anitink..
all i need is in return a good hugs,tankiues..
dats all..
i dun nid hypocrites in mi life..
such a backstabbers..
no one's perfect!i know dat..
but dun use this quote as a opportunity..
its not a good weapon at all to protect urself..
indeed a stupid excuse..
well wad can i say..
kip doin with ur tactics n u will end up doom-ed!
haiz..
so sad..
k..jus now went to airport to study with bf..
but suprisingly we sat at GLORIA JEANS..
had our BLUEBERRY BAGEL and COOKIES N CREAM..
yUmMiES!!!.
plan-ed to study..
but ended up do other stuffs..
haha..
den we headed to T3..
bought groceries..headed mi hse..
sent the tings den went to bf's hse..
everyone's dere..
hmm..
i do mi shoes..
i bought white shoes..
n i did the design miself..
trust me..its so cool..
im proud of it..
kata rabia!hahaha..
den went home after eating..
well..
if i make u angri bf..imjus typically sorie...
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..plish gimme him the lite!!
Labels: ME-MYSELF-RAI
♥escape reality 2:24 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
YESTERDAE..
went sch to mit SARA(SENIOR) to discuss about logistic tingy..
im glad she willing to tell me tings dat im noe familiar on..
hey!tanx anwae..
appreciate it alot..
den help tasha(president) and yana(v.president) with the clubrm..
i bet the room is becoming sumting lik..hmm...home..?
haha
but it reali makes me happy to c dat the rm is clean n tidy..
about 3 met bf @ bugis..
we headed to TONG SENG coffeeshop to mamam..
well..
i got miself a sliced fish soup again..
i cant resist the taste..
haha.
worth it k!
ampai burp Mcm BABI..
haha
well den we bought caps for both of us..
if u wanna see it..
look @ bf's blog..
i got miself the pink grey..while bf took the black white..
we walked around..
nuting to buy..
all not nice for the time being..
so we headed to bf's hse..
berlambak org dtg..
so me n bf duduk dalam n edit his blog..
k bf..i stay with u n bros till 10 45 k..i pai uma 11 plus..
aper je..
dun noe to c time pe..?haha
so now..
im still dun noe wad to do..
but goin to airport soon..
hmm...
i tink betta go n get readi..
well..im not goin to put all the pics frm alumni nite t0 sis outing..
but if im HAPPY..den i shall put the pics..
btw i love mi CUPCAKES!!!!
yummmies
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s....waiting him to realise it..
went sch to mit SARA(SENIOR) to discuss about logistic tingy..
im glad she willing to tell me tings dat im noe familiar on..
hey!tanx anwae..
appreciate it alot..
den help tasha(president) and yana(v.president) with the clubrm..
i bet the room is becoming sumting lik..hmm...home..?
haha
but it reali makes me happy to c dat the rm is clean n tidy..
about 3 met bf @ bugis..
we headed to TONG SENG coffeeshop to mamam..
well..
i got miself a sliced fish soup again..
i cant resist the taste..
haha.
worth it k!
ampai burp Mcm BABI..
haha
well den we bought caps for both of us..
if u wanna see it..
look @ bf's blog..
i got miself the pink grey..while bf took the black white..
we walked around..
nuting to buy..
all not nice for the time being..
so we headed to bf's hse..
berlambak org dtg..
so me n bf duduk dalam n edit his blog..
k bf..i stay with u n bros till 10 45 k..i pai uma 11 plus..
aper je..
dun noe to c time pe..?haha
so now..
im still dun noe wad to do..
but goin to airport soon..
hmm...
i tink betta go n get readi..
well..im not goin to put all the pics frm alumni nite t0 sis outing..
but if im HAPPY..den i shall put the pics..
btw i love mi CUPCAKES!!!!
yummmies
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s....waiting him to realise it..
Labels: ME LOVE U
♥escape reality 11:59 AM
Monday, December 22, 2008
k let me start with this..
today was fun-sad-geram dae 4 me..
well..
sis outing went okay..
kos sum tarik diri..
dun wanna elaborate that..
so end up me-eryn-lyna-lysa-amirah
like incomplete gtu..
k never mind..
so pagy2 mit alysa to buy the things to make cupcakes..
den went to amirah's hse to bake the cakes..
wow..!!!amazing..
it reali turns good sak..
cannot believe it sak..
i will post u d pics soonn......
so proud of us..
weeeeweeee...
well..
den mit the rest @ botanical garden..
it was like dun noe wad suprise..
but we do enjoi..
den suddenli we plan to watch soccer..
SINGAPORE vs VIETNAM
k this is reali shit..
im reali not happy with the score..
VIETNAM jus won b'cos of the 'KESIAN' score..
if not SINGAPORE da menang da..
its k SINGAPORE..
atleast im proud dat u guis reali fite till d end
i adore u ALAMSHAH..INDRA..REDZUAN..
and others...
TEAM SINGAPORE..
nxt yr k..?
haha..
k dun tok about it..
nxt is...
we go makan ad SIMPANG BEDOK after send lina..
k well i admit it..im angry kos firstly SINGAPORE didnt win..
n den sumting happen last min dat ader tk jdi turn up..
k its k..
had tom yam mee..
nice!
k..
random speaking..
i miss bf badly..
it has been a week dat we never mit..
cause of drama..den class bbq-nite cycling
den ystd watched BISIKAN NADIM..(well done BUSU!!)
n todae sis's outing cum dun-noe wad outing..
haha
i miss n love bf..
bf..
plish mit up today..
i wan to crie..
haiz...
well elaborate more den..till here..
nytz..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s doesnt happen....
today was fun-sad-geram dae 4 me..
well..
sis outing went okay..
kos sum tarik diri..
dun wanna elaborate that..
so end up me-eryn-lyna-lysa-amirah
like incomplete gtu..
k never mind..
so pagy2 mit alysa to buy the things to make cupcakes..
den went to amirah's hse to bake the cakes..
wow..!!!amazing..
it reali turns good sak..
cannot believe it sak..
i will post u d pics soonn......
so proud of us..
weeeeweeee...
well..
den mit the rest @ botanical garden..
it was like dun noe wad suprise..
but we do enjoi..
den suddenli we plan to watch soccer..
SINGAPORE vs VIETNAM
k this is reali shit..
im reali not happy with the score..
VIETNAM jus won b'cos of the 'KESIAN' score..
if not SINGAPORE da menang da..
its k SINGAPORE..
atleast im proud dat u guis reali fite till d end
i adore u ALAMSHAH..INDRA..REDZUAN..
and others...
TEAM SINGAPORE..
nxt yr k..?
haha..
k dun tok about it..
nxt is...
we go makan ad SIMPANG BEDOK after send lina..
k well i admit it..im angry kos firstly SINGAPORE didnt win..
n den sumting happen last min dat ader tk jdi turn up..
k its k..
had tom yam mee..
nice!
k..
random speaking..
i miss bf badly..
it has been a week dat we never mit..
cause of drama..den class bbq-nite cycling
den ystd watched BISIKAN NADIM..(well done BUSU!!)
n todae sis's outing cum dun-noe wad outing..
haha
i miss n love bf..
bf..
plish mit up today..
i wan to crie..
haiz...
well elaborate more den..till here..
nytz..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s doesnt happen....
Labels: 8 lil sista
♥escape reality 1:06 AM
Friday, December 19, 2008
BFR I proCEED..let me sayout thIs!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERYN!!!!!
LOTS OF LURVE, rAi....
k..let me tell ya sumting..
jus now had our alumni nite..
and im still in shocking state!
i got a post!
as a LOGISTIC MANAGER!!
Like hello!!!!!
Like hello!!!!!
i hate keys..
n d SENIORS knew it..
but its k..
i reali appreciate it..
adlest i know dat i never ask for it but it cums naturally..
not lik sum others pple..
dying to get the post DESPERATELY!!!
no nid to mention name lah eh..
who bite the chilli,he himself feel the hot..
haha!!!
well..
as A LOGISTIC MANAGER..
I promise..
chey!!!haha..
i will do mi best lah..
haha
hmm..will update more with pics..
now im still tired frm the nite cycling n alumni nite..
so taking a break..
nite den
tata..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..isit reali miracle..?
Labels: ME-MYSELF-RAI
♥escape reality 1:33 AM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
OKayYyYyYyyyyyyyyy..
i reali have not time to elaborate the fun part..
haha..
mi class had bbq ystd..
den at nite we hadour FIRST EVER 0722 NITE CYCLING..
cool or wad...
i reali lik it..
although its damn tired..
im enjoyin it ever sec of it..
d fun part..the excitement..
the fuck-ed up..
the no-mood face..
the realxing mood..
weeeeweee
will elaborate more after mi alumni nite!!!!
and it will be in few hrs later!!
aarrrghhh..
haven mentally prepare...!
oh shit..
gtg..
well..
kip playing ur "games"
n u will get it soon frm me..
den frm dere..
dun label me as a "BAD GIRL"..
i had enuf of it..
k.
signin off....
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..?cant be bother aite now..!
i reali have not time to elaborate the fun part..
haha..
mi class had bbq ystd..
den at nite we hadour FIRST EVER 0722 NITE CYCLING..
cool or wad...
i reali lik it..
although its damn tired..
im enjoyin it ever sec of it..
d fun part..the excitement..
the fuck-ed up..
the no-mood face..
the realxing mood..
weeeeweee
will elaborate more after mi alumni nite!!!!
and it will be in few hrs later!!
aarrrghhh..
haven mentally prepare...!
oh shit..
gtg..
well..
kip playing ur "games"
n u will get it soon frm me..
den frm dere..
dun label me as a "BAD GIRL"..
i had enuf of it..
k.
signin off....
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..?cant be bother aite now..!
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 3:34 AM
Monday, December 15, 2008
next movie...
TWILIGHT...
weeeeweeee..
not watching at cinema..
haha
but after watching it i tink i wanna watch it @ cinema..
seriusli..
it reali touches mi heart..
oh man..
Edward. u robbed my heart..
haha..
weeweee..
i like his stare..
its kinda sexy man..
haha!
well...it was all about this young gal named Bella(Kirsten Stewart)who was send to live with her father in the little town of Forks wen her mum marries again. Bella then meets the mysterious and dazzlingly awesome Edward Cullen(Robert Pattinson)- a boy unlike any she's ever met. Intelligent and witty, he sees straight into her soul. Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance, for Edward is a VAMPIRE. BUT..he dun drink blood..he dun have fangs..Edward and his family are unique among vampires in their lifestyle choice. cool huh..?
To Edward, Bella is his truly his soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. weeeeweee...awesome..but wen another family comes to noe dat Edward having A human in the part of family..Edward tries to save Bella..but...
lovely Edward & Bella
well..watch it n den u noe wad actuali happen to them..will they able to b togetha..?i wan to watch it again n again..i fall in love with EDWARD..haha...haiz..ystd was Robbie..NOW is Edward..
den how about tmrw..?Bf dun b mad eh..haha..
kk..i rather get sumting to watch now..haha..
rai stop watchin..
kk..i rather get sumting to watch now..haha..
rai stop watchin..
u got other tings to be done..
haha..
now im addicted to online movies..
i tink i nid to use THOUGHT STOPPING!
i tink i nid to use THOUGHT STOPPING!
haha!
p.s:well...tanx bf for the cooks..SUPERB..MARVELLOUS..
ESPECIALLie the omelette cheese..
ESPECIALLie the omelette cheese..
yummy..
weeweee
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s...i shall tanx for wateva i have now..shld be glad..amin.
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 12:32 AM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
time check....
5 mins to 6am..
i havent slip since i wake up sat morning..
dats so cool..
haha
well i jus finished watching angus thongs and perfect snogging...
i wanted to watch it in cinema..
but i cant resist to the temptation due to the fact that STIFF DYLANS is in the pict!
so..itchy scratchy hands typed down the title of the movie..
logged in..
n tada!
i watched..
i loike it..
hmm..basicallie..this GEORGIA(GEORGIA GROOME)with other 3 gorgeous frenz JAS(ELEANOR TOMLINSON) r like normal teenage gals..basicaliie..Georgia had a crush on a gui name ROBBIE(Aaron Johnson)..but unfortunateli..a biatch has got him first..so in a way..Georgia tinks she cant compete to get Robbbie..
so all she can do is daydreamin..planning to get close with him..on the other hand..JAS is over for TOM(SEAN BURKE),Robbie's brother..haha!perfecto!so wen JAS n TOM start to lovey dovey..GEORGIA tot tat it will b a lil bit closer for her to get Robbie..den....haha..jus watch it lah..
so all she can do is daydreamin..planning to get close with him..on the other hand..JAS is over for TOM(SEAN BURKE),Robbie's brother..haha!perfecto!so wen JAS n TOM start to lovey dovey..GEORGIA tot tat it will b a lil bit closer for her to get Robbie..den....haha..jus watch it lah..haha..im givin it 4 1/2 OUT OF 5.
I TINK WATCHIN IN CINEMA IS THE BEST..
trust me..
I TINK WATCHIN IN CINEMA IS THE BEST..
trust me..
weeeweeee
i fall in lurve..
how i wish all guis r like ROBBIE!!!
BUT HEY..
bf is also like Robbie!!weee.wwweeeee.
bf is also like Robbie!!weee.wwweeeee.
i dun nid to be so stress-ed..
i found mine..
well..nxt is IGOR(Eee-GOR)..tis movie is nice-innovative masterpiece..
totali different frm other pict hse production...
i cant describe it very well..
but wad i can say dat..
the director wans us to see aother side of life..
if u wan to noe wad im talking about..
if u wan to noe wad im talking about..jus watch it!
i gave it 4 out of 5..
storyline is kinda out normal..
but the creative n awesome perspectives in the movies make mi heart says 'wow'..
seriusli..
it reali makes u stop n tink..
we r owaes shown by media on beautiful side of life..
IGOR is sumting dat diff frm our normal life..
i loike it..
so guis wanna watch it..hmm..
this i recommend u to watch at hm..
i dun noe..
kos it sumting for u to take time n enjoi it..
hmm...
i raher stop here..
my eyes r hurting..
i nid a good sleep..
well..
i wan to watch more movies plish....
mi.r.a.c.l.e.s..tanx so much..
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 5:54 AM
guess wad..?!
haha
i changed again mi blogskin..
now the skin look simple n plain..
but kinda of nice..
how i wish i can change dat pic frm d couple to me n bf..
weeeweee :)
so anyone see mi blog..jus comment..
i mean nice comment..
dun like it..?
jus GET LOST..
EASY AS a-b-c..
maybe sooner..im gonna edit the skin again..
waaaaaa
so the FICKLE-MINDED eh kau!
haha
i wan to change sumting..
catchy-sophiscated-gorgeous..
hahaa!!!!
rai's crazy..
crazy over skin.!!!
well..
i cant wait 251208..
not oni for christmas..
it means dat i wont have to survive with lil money animore..
omigosh..
can u believe dat i've been surviving with a meal per day..?
deserve a tap at ur back rai!!!haha..
actuali..im training to consume wad act mi stomach requires..
other den dat..
i nid to look out..
or else..
sumone will kol me MOK!
BOYOT lah..
PIG lah..
BONCET lah..
haha
hmm...
tmrw i feel lik goin to beach lah..
dun noe y..
hahaha
kla..
gtg..
i kinda mish the previous skin..
haha..
but this one nice pe!
rai loves skin changin!
haha!
p.s.:miss-ed him again!
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..............shall thee..?
haha
i changed again mi blogskin..
now the skin look simple n plain..
but kinda of nice..
how i wish i can change dat pic frm d couple to me n bf..
weeeweee :)
so anyone see mi blog..jus comment..
i mean nice comment..
dun like it..?
jus GET LOST..
EASY AS a-b-c..
maybe sooner..im gonna edit the skin again..
waaaaaa
so the FICKLE-MINDED eh kau!
haha
i wan to change sumting..
catchy-sophiscated-gorgeous..
hahaa!!!!
rai's crazy..
crazy over skin.!!!
well..
i cant wait 251208..
not oni for christmas..
it means dat i wont have to survive with lil money animore..
omigosh..
can u believe dat i've been surviving with a meal per day..?
deserve a tap at ur back rai!!!haha..
actuali..im training to consume wad act mi stomach requires..
other den dat..
i nid to look out..
or else..
sumone will kol me MOK!
BOYOT lah..
PIG lah..
BONCET lah..
haha
hmm...
tmrw i feel lik goin to beach lah..
dun noe y..
hahaha
kla..
gtg..
i kinda mish the previous skin..
haha..
but this one nice pe!
rai loves skin changin!
haha!
p.s.:miss-ed him again!
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..............shall thee..?
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 2:07 AM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
well wad can i say..
im not gonna elaborate on sat..
dun ask me y..
dun eva ask!
friday-12/12/08
well let me wish this bdae gal
FATIMAH...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL..
STAY HAPPY AND SMILE OWAES..
tanx for being such a wonderful fren..
without u..
i dun tink mi attendance will be 100%..
weeewweeee
so let me start with friday..
im done with behavior modification and leadership presentation..
it may not be mi favourites!
BUT HEY..
not bad for them..
even doin leadership presentation..
the so semangat PAP
never sound lah..
he angguk agi ader..
in a way he agrees with wateva i say..
weeeewweeeee
k no more stress..
but another streesssss....
1)alumni nite
2)MENTAL HEALTH presentation
3)BCLS PRACT----btw i PASSSSSSSSS 4 mi theory!
after that..
mit bf..
well..so SWEET-CARING of him
although its not expensive..
but it so NICE of him..
to cook sumting for me..
HE MADE A PIZZZZZZZA!!!!
BOUGHT ME ICE CREAM..
MOCHA NESCAFE..
maybe others tink..
wala wei..so cheap..!
but tink again..
bf reali noe every details of wad i lik..
weeeweee..
except no PRAWNS on pizza..haha!
so after eating dat 'mini food'
we headed to TM..
decided to watch hindi movie..SHAH RUKH KHAN k!
but full lah..sum more u wan to sit first row..?
so we bought tix to watch IGOR(eee-gor)
wen at first i tot the story line is kinda of normal kind of kids stories.
but hey!
the movie is so innovative lah..
i even scared with the evil tingy..
haha
can u imagine dat..?
den after dat...
we chill out for a while..
btw..
tanx soo much bf..
for making the mini tingy and the movies..
so AWESOME of u..
muax
i wan more k!!!haha
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s happen again..
im not gonna elaborate on sat..
dun ask me y..
dun eva ask!
friday-12/12/08
well let me wish this bdae gal
FATIMAH...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL..
STAY HAPPY AND SMILE OWAES..
tanx for being such a wonderful fren..
without u..
i dun tink mi attendance will be 100%..
weeewweeee
so let me start with friday..
im done with behavior modification and leadership presentation..
it may not be mi favourites!
BUT HEY..
not bad for them..
even doin leadership presentation..
the so semangat PAP
never sound lah..
he angguk agi ader..
in a way he agrees with wateva i say..
weeeewweeeee
k no more stress..
but another streesssss....
1)alumni nite
2)MENTAL HEALTH presentation
3)BCLS PRACT----btw i PASSSSSSSSS 4 mi theory!
after that..
mit bf..
well..so SWEET-CARING of him
although its not expensive..
but it so NICE of him..
to cook sumting for me..
HE MADE A PIZZZZZZZA!!!!
BOUGHT ME ICE CREAM..
MOCHA NESCAFE..
maybe others tink..
wala wei..so cheap..!
but tink again..
bf reali noe every details of wad i lik..
weeeweee..
except no PRAWNS on pizza..haha!
so after eating dat 'mini food'
we headed to TM..
decided to watch hindi movie..SHAH RUKH KHAN k!
but full lah..sum more u wan to sit first row..?
so we bought tix to watch IGOR(eee-gor)
wen at first i tot the story line is kinda of normal kind of kids stories.
but hey!
the movie is so innovative lah..
i even scared with the evil tingy..
haha
can u imagine dat..?
den after dat...
we chill out for a while..
btw..
tanx soo much bf..
for making the mini tingy and the movies..
so AWESOME of u..
muax
i wan more k!!!haha
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s happen again..
Labels: ME LOVE U
♥escape reality 6:54 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
I was so close by nature to crie out mi tears..
i dun noe y..
but it seems dat things r not expected to be like i wan..
instead it makes me tink more harder n deeper..
wad will happen to mi life ahead..?
will i still be with mi loved ones..?
nah..deep down..
the answer lies on the flat surface..
its so perfect!
but jus on the surface..
misconception of lies..
i cant deny dat..
well..
tryin to figure out whats actuali botherin mi self..
been tinkin hard
i tink its d time to act it right now..
dun wurie..
i will..
soon..
ps:tanx kak long and abg dean for the SWENSEN treat..so kind of u pple.
i dun noe y..
but it seems dat things r not expected to be like i wan..
instead it makes me tink more harder n deeper..
wad will happen to mi life ahead..?
will i still be with mi loved ones..?
nah..deep down..
the answer lies on the flat surface..
its so perfect!
but jus on the surface..
misconception of lies..
i cant deny dat..
well..
tryin to figure out whats actuali botherin mi self..
been tinkin hard
i tink its d time to act it right now..
dun wurie..
i will..
soon..
ps:tanx kak long and abg dean for the SWENSEN treat..so kind of u pple.
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 1:27 AM
Monday, December 8, 2008
i changed the skin again!
after quarrelin..
i will owaes changed it..
now the skin lik (FILL IN TH BLANK URSELF)
DUN NOE WAD TO SAY..
but its kinda of cute isnt it..?
haha..
bf ure forgiven
but if it happens again..
den 4get it..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s mit happen again..
after quarrelin..
i will owaes changed it..
now the skin lik (FILL IN TH BLANK URSELF)
DUN NOE WAD TO SAY..
but its kinda of cute isnt it..?
haha..
bf ure forgiven
but if it happens again..
den 4get it..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s mit happen again..
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 11:45 PM
jus sux to the CORE!!
HARI RAYA HAJI..?
DUN wanna say it..
malas nk elaborate..
bf is reli too much..
we planned to mit evening
but to his reason..
theres pple cumin to his hse..
fyn den..
now sms-ing me tellin me dat hes goin to town..
with his family..
lik wad #@$%
k pause..
im too unreasonable..
but hey!
den wat d point of planning with me if u cant make it..
i hate plans..
i started to hate plans..
so whoeva wan to tri havin plans with me..
BIG FAT F***IN HOPE!!!!
I dun wan plans..
how i wish jus now..
i hangout with mi guifrens..
fuck lah..
wastin mi time studyin-doin project..
dun wan to mit said lah..
no nid to PLAN..
DEN NEVA SAY SOWI!!
I HATE WEN PPLE NEVA SAY SOWI WEN DEY DID WRONG..
FUCK OFFFFF!!!!
JUS pardon mi vulgarities..
i reali cant control it..
feel shit k!!!
if i reali noe it gonna happens..
i will jus drop by @ mi fren's werkplace..
by now..
we r chillin with sum cigars n mocha frappe..
bf u r jus too much..
wen u wan to learn ur mistakes..?
tol me dat u will try o understand me
but HEY!U R NOT EVEN TRYING..
Wen on earth r u goin to do it..?
dun let mi heart each dae passed by with cruelty n loneliness..
i jus wan u to understand me..
even if its a bit!
aRGGGGGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
sum1 help me..
i kinda hate of rship..
doesnt bring nowhere..
all we could do is fite-reconcile-fite..
no compromise at all..
im damn tyred..
dun u..?
WELL..i tink im kinda of sux 4 awhile..
its k den..
i tink i betta say sowi to him..
for wad..?
not mi mistakes anwae..
jus wait he say sowi..
bet u he will neva say sowi..
all he will say..
NOT MI FAULT..
WTH..
I NEED HOT CHOCO plish..
f.@.t online plish.!!!!
i nid to tok..
bfr mi u-noe-wad nite happens again..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s let c if he say sowi to me..
HARI RAYA HAJI..?
DUN wanna say it..
malas nk elaborate..
bf is reli too much..
we planned to mit evening
but to his reason..
theres pple cumin to his hse..
fyn den..
now sms-ing me tellin me dat hes goin to town..
with his family..
lik wad #@$%
k pause..
im too unreasonable..
but hey!
den wat d point of planning with me if u cant make it..
i hate plans..
i started to hate plans..
so whoeva wan to tri havin plans with me..
BIG FAT F***IN HOPE!!!!
I dun wan plans..
how i wish jus now..
i hangout with mi guifrens..
fuck lah..
wastin mi time studyin-doin project..
dun wan to mit said lah..
no nid to PLAN..
DEN NEVA SAY SOWI!!
I HATE WEN PPLE NEVA SAY SOWI WEN DEY DID WRONG..
FUCK OFFFFF!!!!
JUS pardon mi vulgarities..
i reali cant control it..
feel shit k!!!
if i reali noe it gonna happens..
i will jus drop by @ mi fren's werkplace..
by now..
we r chillin with sum cigars n mocha frappe..
bf u r jus too much..
wen u wan to learn ur mistakes..?
tol me dat u will try o understand me
but HEY!U R NOT EVEN TRYING..
Wen on earth r u goin to do it..?
dun let mi heart each dae passed by with cruelty n loneliness..
i jus wan u to understand me..
even if its a bit!
aRGGGGGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
sum1 help me..
i kinda hate of rship..
doesnt bring nowhere..
all we could do is fite-reconcile-fite..
no compromise at all..
im damn tyred..
dun u..?
WELL..i tink im kinda of sux 4 awhile..
its k den..
i tink i betta say sowi to him..
for wad..?
not mi mistakes anwae..
jus wait he say sowi..
bet u he will neva say sowi..
all he will say..
NOT MI FAULT..
WTH..
I NEED HOT CHOCO plish..
f.@.t online plish.!!!!
i nid to tok..
bfr mi u-noe-wad nite happens again..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s let c if he say sowi to me..
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 8:21 PM
Sunday, December 7, 2008
yesterdae was a bit wrecked-awesome dae for me..
supposed to go out around 2..but that bf of mine had his soccer game..
&&#%#&(@!!
its k den..
mit around 7pm..
headed to doby ghaut..
to FORT CANNING GREEN!
4 the CHUNK FEST..
of BEN N JERRY..
love-peace-ice cream..
the band totali superb..
ice cream..?
lik duh..
me n bf owaes have this lil fite over the cookie dough..
while me video-ing
he feed me & didnt realised that all the ice cream r mostly in mi mouth..
haha..
left with him a tiny weeny lil bit of ice cream..
well after dat..
headed to bugis to buy a new shoes/slippers cause of the wet mud..
it ruins mi shoes..!
den we headed to our makan spot..
ARTISTE coffee shop lah..
eat like pig..
huahauaha..
after eating..it seems too early to go home..
so we walked frm bugis to town(orchard)
fun!
talk-scold-camwhoring
well../
bf so sowie..
i have mood swings
so sowie..
i didnt mean to hate him..
u noe dat..
awww..
well..
shld hangout more bf..
k gtg..
watchin wildchild..
weeeeeweee
PICS WILL BE UPDATED ONCE IM IN A GOOD MOOD..TADA!
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s exist?
supposed to go out around 2..but that bf of mine had his soccer game..
&&#%#&(@!!
its k den..
mit around 7pm..
headed to doby ghaut..
to FORT CANNING GREEN!
4 the CHUNK FEST..
of BEN N JERRY..
love-peace-ice cream..
the band totali superb..
ice cream..?
lik duh..
me n bf owaes have this lil fite over the cookie dough..
while me video-ing
he feed me & didnt realised that all the ice cream r mostly in mi mouth..
haha..
left with him a tiny weeny lil bit of ice cream..
well after dat..
headed to bugis to buy a new shoes/slippers cause of the wet mud..
it ruins mi shoes..!
den we headed to our makan spot..
ARTISTE coffee shop lah..
eat like pig..
huahauaha..
after eating..it seems too early to go home..
so we walked frm bugis to town(orchard)
fun!
talk-scold-camwhoring
well../
bf so sowie..
i have mood swings
so sowie..
i didnt mean to hate him..
u noe dat..
awww..
well..
shld hangout more bf..
k gtg..
watchin wildchild..
weeeeeweee
PICS WILL BE UPDATED ONCE IM IN A GOOD MOOD..TADA!
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s exist?
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 3:59 PM
Monday, December 1, 2008
im kinda dun noe wad to say expression..
im jus tyred..dats all..
tmrw will be pharmaco presentation..
but jus oni 1 time we rehearse..
lik wth..
but i trust mi members..
we can do it!!k apart frm this presentation..
i love bf lateli...
dun noe y..
dun just ask me..
we have been spending alot of time togetha..
apart frm sex lah pple..
we went out..hangout..chill out..
hmm..
wasting our time together..
jus went to VivO ystd..
we bought ben n jerry's ice cream..
yummy!
chocolate chips cookies dough..
fuyoh..
bf ate lik pig..
gobble all the dough..
oink..oink...
haha
den we went down to bugis to buy his beg..
hmm..quite nice bag..simple.
to me lah.
den headed hm..
cant stand the heat..
well lateli im so tyred.
jus reali no mood..
can i quit sch..?
i cant concentrate dat well...
i dun wan to STTTTTTTTTTTTTTYDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDY..
STUDY K..?
I HATE SCH..
but I LOVE MI FRENS...kk..
stop here..
start to spout nonsense..
weeee
wwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
lame rai..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s MAY exist soon
im jus tyred..dats all..
tmrw will be pharmaco presentation..
but jus oni 1 time we rehearse..
lik wth..
but i trust mi members..
we can do it!!k apart frm this presentation..
i love bf lateli...
dun noe y..
dun just ask me..
we have been spending alot of time togetha..
apart frm sex lah pple..
we went out..hangout..chill out..
hmm..
wasting our time together..
jus went to VivO ystd..
we bought ben n jerry's ice cream..
yummy!
chocolate chips cookies dough..
fuyoh..
bf ate lik pig..
gobble all the dough..
oink..oink...
haha
den we went down to bugis to buy his beg..
hmm..quite nice bag..simple.
to me lah.
den headed hm..
cant stand the heat..
well lateli im so tyred.
jus reali no mood..
can i quit sch..?
i cant concentrate dat well...
i dun wan to STTTTTTTTTTTTTTYDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDY..
STUDY K..?
I HATE SCH..
but I LOVE MI FRENS...kk..
stop here..
start to spout nonsense..
weeee
wwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
lame rai..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s MAY exist soon
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 9:48 PM