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Friday, August 29, 2008
-jus frens-
i realised dat "just frens" r not qualified to b mi frens ad all..
1stly bkos they r jus a bunch of nuisance pple..
2ndly bkos they r jus a bunch of destroyers..
3rdly bkos they r jus a bunch of backstabbers n hipokrits..
4thly bkos i jus cant tolerate animore with their fakeness..
well hello this pple..u may/may not noe who am i refering to..but adles i do..frankly speaking i jus wanna noe..what is ur motive afterall wen u backstab,hiprokrit,steal other pple's happiness or minding other pple's bsnes..?any rewards..?
not oni dat..seriusli..u dun even noe how to act as one..haha..do u nid ani help in acting..?
u dun have to act cool,nice,sweet n so wateva infront of me..kos i had enuf of tis game..u guis dun even nid to b so fuckin frenly or kind cos it doesnt help ad all..mayb nice tri to others but not to me..i dun mind wat u guis wan to do.but as long im aint a prob to u..so dun do to me..i hate it wen i noe dat is u n i hate it to quarrel wit u..if u eva backstab,tell lies abot me n i noe..plish..its either u apologise to me(depends on wad kind of crime) or stop ur fuckin nonsense..dun b FON..geddit..?
i jus cant take it with this stuffs..u pple r a grown up teenagers..n i expect the maturity in u..dun eva let me make u embarrassed infront of pple..u wont like it aite..?once again i say tis..if i dun disturb ur life..dun poke ur nose on other pple's life..dun b such a hipokrit,backstabbers,liars or so wateva..it doesnt make u fame for heaven's sake..it worsen u lah!
-love-
im practically dun geddit with this nature of life n love..
one day ure k with dat person..
d nxt dae u noe ure quarrelin with dat person..
so wad actuali goin on with this nature..?
my heart moans for a stop..
to stop all this bullshit..
it aint go ani better..
but jus a worsen to our life..
i tried so hard to let u understand
d situation btwn me n u..
but the prob lies on u..
n u stil wont deny..
wad am i supposed to do..?
wad am i supposed to say..?
i jus kip miself quiet n let u do the talk..
i tried mi best to make u agreed with wad i say..
but it jus end up a failure frm me to u..
it seems dat the situations starts to filled us with hatred n unhappiness..
neither of us can save it..
well life r destined to b that way..
so why shld i lamented on it..?
am i aite dear fellow pple..?
haiz..
mi mum is tryin to make me lose temper eva again..
im fedup wit it..
i cant stand it animore..
arrgh..
im askin u..do miracles happens..?
i realised dat "just frens" r not qualified to b mi frens ad all..
1stly bkos they r jus a bunch of nuisance pple..
2ndly bkos they r jus a bunch of destroyers..
3rdly bkos they r jus a bunch of backstabbers n hipokrits..
4thly bkos i jus cant tolerate animore with their fakeness..
well hello this pple..u may/may not noe who am i refering to..but adles i do..frankly speaking i jus wanna noe..what is ur motive afterall wen u backstab,hiprokrit,steal other pple's happiness or minding other pple's bsnes..?any rewards..?
not oni dat..seriusli..u dun even noe how to act as one..haha..do u nid ani help in acting..?
u dun have to act cool,nice,sweet n so wateva infront of me..kos i had enuf of tis game..u guis dun even nid to b so fuckin frenly or kind cos it doesnt help ad all..mayb nice tri to others but not to me..i dun mind wat u guis wan to do.but as long im aint a prob to u..so dun do to me..i hate it wen i noe dat is u n i hate it to quarrel wit u..if u eva backstab,tell lies abot me n i noe..plish..its either u apologise to me(depends on wad kind of crime) or stop ur fuckin nonsense..dun b FON..geddit..?
i jus cant take it with this stuffs..u pple r a grown up teenagers..n i expect the maturity in u..dun eva let me make u embarrassed infront of pple..u wont like it aite..?once again i say tis..if i dun disturb ur life..dun poke ur nose on other pple's life..dun b such a hipokrit,backstabbers,liars or so wateva..it doesnt make u fame for heaven's sake..it worsen u lah!
-love-
im practically dun geddit with this nature of life n love..
one day ure k with dat person..
d nxt dae u noe ure quarrelin with dat person..
so wad actuali goin on with this nature..?
my heart moans for a stop..
to stop all this bullshit..
it aint go ani better..
but jus a worsen to our life..
i tried so hard to let u understand
d situation btwn me n u..
but the prob lies on u..
n u stil wont deny..
wad am i supposed to do..?
wad am i supposed to say..?
i jus kip miself quiet n let u do the talk..
i tried mi best to make u agreed with wad i say..
but it jus end up a failure frm me to u..
it seems dat the situations starts to filled us with hatred n unhappiness..
neither of us can save it..
well life r destined to b that way..
so why shld i lamented on it..?
am i aite dear fellow pple..?
haiz..
mi mum is tryin to make me lose temper eva again..
im fedup wit it..
i cant stand it animore..
arrgh..
im askin u..do miracles happens..?
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 7:06 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
>REMINDER: DON'T BOTHER TO READ IT..the writer herself dun bother to read it lah..<
im not likely suprised if im being labelled as a ignorant,bimbotic or other negative remarks..
kos i noe im one of them..
i cant deny it..
i cant disagreed with it..
sumtimes i tink im being a stubborn-pathetic-irritating-annoying gal..
wen can i start realising my mistakes..?
i lost once..
i hope i wont lose another chance eva again..
its easy to tink great of urself..
but its aint easy to make pple tink ure a great wen they see u otherwise..
its easy to tink so highly "innocent" of u..
but its aint easy to make them tink that a "devil" like u do hav the good side..
afterall it aint easy to make tings up to their standard..
i tink i betta shut up n do sum soul searching again..
im sorry to whoeva i have make mistakes to..
im sorry of being rude..
im sorry of being ignorant..
im sorry of being fuckin irritating..
im sorry of being fuck up..
im sorry of messy up tings..
im sorry of being aint no me..
im sorry becos im sorry..
shut up..
stop..
listen..
tink..
dats wad i tink i shld do frm now onwards..
even if its mi mistakes..im not oni the ones who create the mistakes..its compromise of u n me..
so am i rite to say dat ure a part of my wrongdoings..?
if aint rite..den who shld i blame on..?
just miself..?
haiz..
stop it rabia..
ur mistakes..
no ones mistake..
just own up..can?
isnt that ends the quarrel that u create among ur loved ones..?
am i aite..?
arghh..
wateva uh..
aku pe salah..
aku angkut sendiri uh..
bye..
i miss him badli..
tissue plish..
boohoo..boohoo.
do miracles happen..?
Labels: ME-MYSELF-RAI
♥escape reality 7:24 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
haiz..2 werds to describe attachment..
KONFIRM MENDAK...
haiz..not oni us;the year 2..p deres accelerated studens,ite..udak year 1 pun ader..so how..?
mcm gtu uh..wad to do..?lik dat uh..
can u imagine duin nutin instead..haha..uat klakar pe..lebih mulia aku start uat kuih raya n yang lebih2 tu leh bagi2kan kt saper2 nk..haha..
nie kali attachment da tkle sorok sana sini..ader udak year 1..must show guddit example.as if!
jus now aku ajar udak year 1 mcm mana nk pki bp set..mcm paham..eh paham uh..haha..kool or wad..?
eh seriusli aku da start bual2 mepek n sot..kpala otak aku penat uh..haha..aper ke tdk..smlm tdo kul 3 lebih..angun kul 6..gerek kape..haha..blaja sgt lah nie uat kpala ngetngot..kuangkuangkuang..
seruisli i nid to stop..
bfr another nonsense frm me..
nwae..anwae willing to blanje(treat) me to mana2..?kol me eh..haha..
k..bye..muaxz..
bye k..
byezzzz
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz..
KONFIRM MENDAK...
haiz..not oni us;the year 2..p deres accelerated studens,ite..udak year 1 pun ader..so how..?
mcm gtu uh..wad to do..?lik dat uh..
can u imagine duin nutin instead..haha..uat klakar pe..lebih mulia aku start uat kuih raya n yang lebih2 tu leh bagi2kan kt saper2 nk..haha..
nie kali attachment da tkle sorok sana sini..ader udak year 1..must show guddit example.as if!
jus now aku ajar udak year 1 mcm mana nk pki bp set..mcm paham..eh paham uh..haha..kool or wad..?
eh seriusli aku da start bual2 mepek n sot..kpala otak aku penat uh..haha..aper ke tdk..smlm tdo kul 3 lebih..angun kul 6..gerek kape..haha..blaja sgt lah nie uat kpala ngetngot..kuangkuangkuang..
seruisli i nid to stop..
bfr another nonsense frm me..
nwae..anwae willing to blanje(treat) me to mana2..?kol me eh..haha..
k..bye..muaxz..
bye k..
byezzzz
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz..
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 9:41 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
♥escape reality 4:06 PM
*the opening of show*Khilaf was such a nice,catchy performance to me..although theres sum idiotic pple who sat aite behind me..doesnt know how to appreciate theatre at all!waste their time n money aje cumin to that theatre..(but i dont like the ending lah busu..hehe)
*the ticket booth is cool or wat..imaging me wearing baju kebaya lining up to buy tikets..haha..*well..Khilaf is a malay drama theatre wic is directed by mi uncle(KEATER HM)together with Reduan..hela at kreta ayer's performace club..wateva uh..its 2 CHINATOWN..hmm..Its about the 50s struggling wit their daily hassle n that generation of women was seen as a low,useless category..wad i mean is..men see women as a weakest point..i hate it k..NOT FOR THIS GENERATION ANYMORE K!
basicallie mi uncle trying to showcase that woman's title in that generation was so low that guis take advantages on them..Infact at that time..women who werk as a cabaret singer is totali seen as the low status of all..Pple have this misperception tat those women werkin there have no dignity and respect on themselve..it's such as sad actuali..i mean if i were in that time..i dun tink werkin as a cabaret singer is so sinful as long i no mi limitation n i noe wad im doin..its oreadi a fine to me..A WERK is not sinful...the tings that make it sinful is the way how pple brought the werk as a sinful..kk..i tink i betta stop spouting nonsense..haha
well..after d show went to the backstage..took sum pic..haha..n while waiting busu..we camwhoring..haha..enjoyin our dae..hmm..
this gramphore tingy is so kiute!
old trishaw..?
beca anyone?
i love the 50ans...IM so CRAZIE with it..haha..
i rather stop here n get readi to c mi sis gettin engaged todae..hehe..wen will mi turn eh..?haha..hit u soon..
why must u done tis to me.?
i hate it!
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happen
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 1:17 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
paper pharmaco wasnt dat bad..i tot the questions mit be difficult to be handled..wen i said difficult..it mean DIFFICULT..but i managed to finish it 45 mins..suprisingli uh...haha...
Den after exam..me-tasha-ash-mariam(bdae gal)-
*pink adidas watch*
* a random pic of me*
Den after exam..me-tasha-ash-mariam(bdae gal)-
*mariam*
joey -suee went to amk..to celebrate mariam's bdae at pizza hut..actuali it is a suprise bdae celeb..hehe..while our way to the place..tasha n me acting as if sum1 has to mit us-but actuali..we went to primadeli nearby to buy a cake..hehe..we bought choco truffle for her..nice..but the taste 
*choco truffle*
yummiez!
like a bit of durian..maybe its durian!euueueueu...haha..de best part is dat she didnt noe it..we ordered our meal n happily enjoyin the feast..haha..den the part cums whereby we ask the staffs to comeout with the cake we bought.haha..The best part!-they sang happie bdae song to mariam..n she broke into tears..haha..maybe shes too shocked ou of it..haha..adles she happie on her advance bdae..hehe..me n tasha bought her bdae present..a perfume!she loike it..(u like it aite mariam?)
after tat..each of us heading to our own ways..me went to tamp to mit mi galfren..passing sumting..HIM doesnt want to mit..kos he can oni go out after everyone;s at hm..haiz..sianz..so around 4 plus 5 lik dat..went hm..chattin,watchin cds with mum until now..i decided not to go for the fireworks..kos mi mum is alone at hm..i rather accompanie her..well..even if i wan to..hes not there..wteva!
oh ya..finali i have mi belated bdae present frm m galfren..haha..cant mention that person name..haha..but nwae..tnx alot..i reali appreciate it..its mi fav colour,brand watch..hehe..ORIGINAL k...haha..tanx once again fren..
*the box of a suprise*
*pink adidas watch*well attachment this comin mon is aint in mi list..i dun wan to go bcos i wan to rest n have fun..geddit..?im tyred..haha..k..fine..jus go ur attachment rabia..oni for 3 wks..argghh..dats long k..hmm..im gettin impatient dae by dae..haha..
boredom even makes me go insane..i even cut mi fringe into bangs..haha...got nutin betta to do lah..haha..but i tink i make a gud bang adles..but jus dun cum near me..haha..
* a random pic of me*k..i tink i rather go n find mi attachment nursing booklet..haha...tata!
ps:wan kol me!!!!
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz..
Labels: ME LOVE U
♥escape reality 9:42 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
y must i deserve this wen i tol u niceli dat we nid to b away..?
y must u try to tink i will say sowie eva again to u..?
y must u treat me dis way..?
i've been veri nice yet u tink im tryin to make u hate me..
then wad's d point of me tryin to get u back once..?
if u tink mi fault den its..mi fault..
y must u overboard it..?
aren't u sick n tyred of it..?
i do..
well..u try to hate me..
but its doesnt hurt me alot..
kos dis have been said by u over n over again..
now u say..
u gonna hate me to the hell..
den y must u ask mi whereabouts..?
isn't it contra..?
lie to me..but u cant lie to urself..
i neva eva say..im gonna go 4 him..
neither he goin 4 me..
it jus dat me tink..
u n me..
nid alot of time..
reconsider..
we still young..
7 years ahead..
jus let the time cumz..
i wanna say..
stop ur foolishness..
4 once..
kos it will hurt u more..
no one will help u.
except urself..
take ur time to tink it...
well..papaer bio wasnt dat bad but i cant ans confidently lah..
wad's wrong with me..?
im sick n tyred of studyin..
but wad will i get if i dun wan to skool animore..?
gettin a prince..?
haha..
dream on..
k got to hit the books...lalala..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s. do happenz
y must u try to tink i will say sowie eva again to u..?
y must u treat me dis way..?
i've been veri nice yet u tink im tryin to make u hate me..
then wad's d point of me tryin to get u back once..?
if u tink mi fault den its..mi fault..
y must u overboard it..?
aren't u sick n tyred of it..?
i do..
well..u try to hate me..
but its doesnt hurt me alot..
kos dis have been said by u over n over again..
now u say..
u gonna hate me to the hell..
den y must u ask mi whereabouts..?
isn't it contra..?
lie to me..but u cant lie to urself..
i neva eva say..im gonna go 4 him..
neither he goin 4 me..
it jus dat me tink..
u n me..
nid alot of time..
reconsider..
we still young..
7 years ahead..
jus let the time cumz..
i wanna say..
stop ur foolishness..
4 once..
kos it will hurt u more..
no one will help u.
except urself..
take ur time to tink it...
well..papaer bio wasnt dat bad but i cant ans confidently lah..
wad's wrong with me..?
im sick n tyred of studyin..
but wad will i get if i dun wan to skool animore..?
gettin a prince..?
haha..
dream on..
k got to hit the books...lalala..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s. do happenz
Labels: ME LOVE U
♥escape reality 8:08 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
18-8-08
the number seems cool huh..
haha..
well paper jus now quite reasonable..
questions that r predicted comeout..
guddit!
but to a certain extent too much of system that i studied..
i barelie remeber all of them..haha
not that easy k..
but adles im not that stupid.Duh!
hopefuli i can get B+..HEHE..
expectation not that i lah..
manageable..
went hm with him..haiz..i tol him not to..kos mi headache often comes..
n yesterdae bareli have nice slip..all tanx to dad n brother.
i scloded him kos i waited for so long..ArGhhh..
i hate to fite with him..
kos ad the end..
i nid to say sowie.
ishk!
nah nvm...i dun wan to amik tau..im sick n tyred of all tis stuffs..
i wan to b freed..
actuali im tinkin of becumin org ade wawasan..
p mcm slenge..hehe..
k tak..?
nk jadi muker buruk.
so guis will stop disturbin me..
nk low profile..
so pple wont b so kpo to noe ur bisnes!
haha..
lol..
bye..
muax..
tk btol.
ps:he say hi to me..yeah!!
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz...
the number seems cool huh..
haha..
well paper jus now quite reasonable..
questions that r predicted comeout..
guddit!
but to a certain extent too much of system that i studied..
i barelie remeber all of them..haha
not that easy k..
but adles im not that stupid.Duh!
hopefuli i can get B+..HEHE..
expectation not that i lah..
manageable..
went hm with him..haiz..i tol him not to..kos mi headache often comes..
n yesterdae bareli have nice slip..all tanx to dad n brother.
i scloded him kos i waited for so long..ArGhhh..
i hate to fite with him..
kos ad the end..
i nid to say sowie.
ishk!
nah nvm...i dun wan to amik tau..im sick n tyred of all tis stuffs..
i wan to b freed..
actuali im tinkin of becumin org ade wawasan..
p mcm slenge..hehe..
k tak..?
nk jadi muker buruk.
so guis will stop disturbin me..
nk low profile..
so pple wont b so kpo to noe ur bisnes!
haha..
lol..
bye..
muax..
tk btol.
ps:he say hi to me..yeah!!
random pic of me n tt near house last sat..
nutin betta to do lah nie..haha!
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz...
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 5:20 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
im sad..
im jus sad..
i jus cant tolerate it anymore..
y must pple cum n disturb mi life ever again..?
arent they r tyred of doin tis ..?
if they r not tyred..
but i do..
im tyred of handling it again n again..
mi feelings again..been evoked..
i cant express it well..
all tanx to tis..
y must they b fakin their sincerity towards me..
frm primary skool..
theres owaes pple who r not happie wit me..
im k with it..
but i dun like it..
wen they start realise their mistakes..
they tend to seek for forgiveness..
n not that i dun wan to forgive em...but..
its too much pain for all i've bear tis while...
i guess im SeEkin heLP again..
but i dun wan..
i dun wan to b isolate away frm the society..
i prayed to HIM..
Wishin tat one dae..
i wont b disturb eva again..
ps:all i can say..i wont forgive..tanx to those pple who have done it to me..i suffered psychologicallie..mentalie..im exhausting..im tyred.haiz..
oh..nwae..paper med n ppr is so okay to me..able to answer all..tanx Allah..amin..
sasha is addicted to SIMS..Hah!
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz.
Labels: ME-MYSELF-RAI
♥escape reality 10:42 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
There's a kid in meim tyred of studying..hehe..
can i stop studying now..?
now..im studying+playing psp(lol)
yesterdae..?study also k..haha..i mean frm 11 plus to around 5 plus..
i studie the PPR module kos the Sociology has alreadi covered the dae bfr it..
i studie with him..
@gloria jeans T2...(nice cocoa!)
i almost sleep k..
i mean the book is so annoying me..
so dry..
so plain..
but deep in it..
its so WOW!
Den wen to Vivo city for awhile..
nid sum entertainment aite..?
we jus went there to sit @ d pool...
jus play with the water..hehe..
while i was taking pic of the place..
tis lil gal say HI 2 me..
den she smiled @ me..
i took d opp to taker her pose..haha..
so kiute..
after palyin with water(lile kids sak!)
i took our footprints...
so wich is mine..?haha..
after dat..
window-shopping..
den happen to c this pinkie watch..
hehe..
i browse..hehe..
den i bought it lah..
haha!
nice..?betta say pwettie k..
we took bus home..
wen i tink again..
we seem to b lik normal..
lik nutin happen..
for all..
i tink he knoes me d best..
he can tahan mi att..
can stand with mi sarcasism..
can layan mi nonsense..
no other guis can kip to dat standard..
(if there is..that will b gud..hehe)
oh ya..
suprisingli..
mit yiting+samuel
in the bus
hehe
so kiute..
i guess hanging out
like us aite..?
ps: tanx for teman me studying n hang around!
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz
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♥escape reality 6:24 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
THIS NUMBER 08-08-08 WILL OWAES BE IN MY HEART..
It shld be the luck for Beijing Olympic n maybe for S'PORE too..
but not for mi famili n me..
this beloved person left us at this part date around late morning..
its hard to believe n hard to receive her back
kos i oreadi planned to mit her dat dae late afternoon..
infact i do mit her..but not in the hosp..at her own HOUSE..
I tink im such a selfish gal.
a selfish daughter..
a selfish cuzin
a selfish niece
a selfish grandaughter.
I am...
What's the use of crying n lamenting ur fault
wen the person oreadi left in this werld..?
Atleast bfr she left us..
I oreadi have the time with her.
wen i tink back how we sumtimes ignoring her due to our tiredness..
how i wish we can help her den..
i noe i hv done mi part..
i noe she's understand mi life..
i noe she's gonna go there safely..
in fact mi grndpa(15-04-08) has alreadt kol her to join with him..
im happie..
she's goin there with sum1 she knew..
tanx alot 4 wad u hav done for me-mi sis-br0-
we reali appreciate it..
tanxz 4 gettin us nice kain for baju raya.
tanxz 4 givin us sum money(we reali pampered by u)
tanxz 4 bringing us jln2 4 hari raya to ur customers n frenz hse.
ur kindness will b repaid..
im gonna miss u...
al-amin....
im not suprised if sumone died in shocking state or in a stable state..kos i believe..our death is oreadi in the hands of ALLAH..HE's the STRONGEST,THE ALMIGHTY..he forgives our mistakes..O ALLAH..plish place mi aunt in a place that together with the good pple..
al rabbah al amin..
wella..9 -08- 08..i miss fireworks event..i mean i neva miss any celebrating events..p its k..There's more imp ting to handle on..i rather pray for her..4 her to have a safety journey ahead..Life's so unexpected..but the oni ting we can do is to realise our mistakes earlier n repent wen theres still a time to repent..haiz..i missing the pple i loved..mi great grandma-mi grandma-grandpa-mi other grandpa-her-..sumtimes i fil guilt..kos i do spend time with them..but the time i spents wit them is not enuf..sumtimes i tink im such a selfish person..yes im such a SELFISH person..i oni care for mi life probz..haiz..i realise..without them..i cant even live in this werld..datz the reason y i tried not to be stubborn u rude to mi parents esp mi mum..haiz..i dun wan to say it m0re..if not mi tears will rolled down again..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz
Labels: ME LOVE U
♥escape reality 10:41 AM
Friday, August 8, 2008
Im relieved...at last..i finished my presentation..although its fun to my teacher..but i tink its sucks..i fil i left out sum ting..n suee's lappy out of sudden shutdown..batt low..arghh..i mean wad can b done aite..?we jus cont with the presentation den..without lappy..haha..
PSYCHO paper was such a pain in the ass..its damn difficult man..i cant even do it lah..wateva i learnt it jus a waste of time..i wan to pass with excellent marks..not jus a average marks..but as long i believe i can pass den its gud..the oni ting im scared is my bond term with CGH..i cant fool around..they r hiring me..i nid to show to em dat their money is wisely been used..if i noe dis gonna happen i wont bond leh..but..wait a minute..it gonna helps me in the future sey!wad am i tokin sak..?haha
Finalie i got to watch Mummy:the tomb of emperor..it was superb..extremeli fantastic..much betta then the previous THE MUMMY..The contents,the humours..the hunks...haha..brendan fraser still a hot piece..well JETLI n MICHELLE YEOH have done a good job on their roles..i mean they can become the real of it..shld watcha it again sey..hehe..ThE best part is dat Mummy vs Mummy..so hilarious lah..they fought like hell..not suprisingli,of course,the goods always triumph over the evils..duh!as usual..wateva it is..i reali enjoi it..I love mummies..haha..(i hope they wont come n find 4 me)
Less than a week mi paper will be commenced(actual todey oreadi started) n i still not reali prepared..i oni start with med..dats all..not even completing the whole book lah.haiz..rabia..rabia..slack again..?hmm..seriusli i nid to pull mi socks..i dun wan to fail..i wan to finish mi sch asap..i dun wan to make miself miserable ending up an extra year in sch..rabia can do it...yeah..haha..k im goin to start now..k bye!haha
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz
Labels: ME-MYSELF-RAI
♥escape reality 12:19 AM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
the best eva costume-made in nyp!!!
joey-yiting-tasha-js
tai-tai rai 
tai-tai tasha
tai-tai xoxo
tai-tai c'maine
**him**
**rai**
joey-yiting-tasha-js 
tai-tai rai 
tai-tai tasha
tai-tai xoxo 
tai-tai c'maine6 -8-08
Let's start with todae..i would like to tank foremost..my beloved grp 22..u guis such a wonderful colleagues..i cant imagine daes in sch without u pple..i mean..u guis reali paricipate the events although the nxt dae is our paper..haha..enthusiatic..willingness..teamwork..dats the spirit guis..i reali apologize to u guis if i eva scolded u guis during the eventz..i noe we worked hard not to win..(aite?)but to hav tis time to bond n interact with each other..tis is the onli least i can do as a asst leader together with mayping..hope this will b one memorable event in our life..tanx to the models(tasha,yiting,joey n js) n not least the rest..tanx for doin such a wonderful job..we r the best among the rest..no one can beat as lik we beat them!!!
5-8-08
Wella basicalie me n tasha..as usual went to our werkplace to get our paycheck..not oni dat..we hv a motive k..hehe..we ate alot..From calamari rings to chix wings..frm chix wings to fresh fruit fondue..not oni dat we order our drinks respectiveli..mango peach smoothie n nuttie banana..we r reali mad man..haha..the pics r not up yet..coming soon..so do watcha 4 it..(lame kn aku?!)we camwhoringlah..wad else den aite..?
after taking our own swit time..i went to bugis to mit up him..we planned to watch Mummy..but still..until now we haven watch it..i tol him i wanna watch it asap..we took pics..accompani him to buy his bag..window shoppin,eat(again!) n den he realised he wanted to buy shoes..
As i typin this post..my heart starts to trembling..haha..i mean we took mrt to go to tampines wheres he saw mi dad n titi..haha..i didnt realise until this irritating Indian man pissed me off!cant tahan sak..they saw us..but i jus ignored kos i mean im with him..(oni certain pple noe my reason)not dat im skared..but i jus dun wan him to tink hes mi gui..i mean..i would rather show his future son in law one of the daes..not these daes..so i jus ignore it..lik nutin4 happenz..lil bit scared..(mayb alot?)..but i noe my dad is such a reasonable daddy..i mean this is the 3rd generation..dun aspect me to mix with gals alone..haha..wateva it is..its doesnt bother me alot..jus wurie 4 the test on thur n presentation..haiz..Angels(pray for me)..hehe..
**him** **rai** m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz
Labels: ME LOVE U
♥escape reality 10:07 PM
Monday, August 4, 2008
seriusli..out of mi mind..i miss u babes..im refering to mi lil 8 gorgeous-fab-bitchy galfrens(eryn-lysa-shama-lyna-mira-mummy-il-pinkgal)..do u noe how much i miss them..?haha..dey r mi gems..wheneva i am..dey r owaes dere..dere 4 each other..how can i don mish them..we treasure our frenship alot although we seldom mit..i miss netball.i miss bein noti among them..disturb others..alwaes eager to participate ani act..oh ya..very the semangat in DANCE..haha..remember it gals..?seriusli how i wish we can hav dat memorable time again..i fil lik cryin now..i mis the old us..now..we r mature lil young gals..have our own life n probz..no longer to mit up every single daes..den how about in 10 years time..?haiz..time passes reli fast..i assume..wella gals..if u read dis fuckin spot..shall we hav our lil hangout again..?haha
eryn:owaes the gorgeous..
lysa:the merepkz n "slow"(hehe!)
shama:the idealistic
lyna:the lovable
mira:the lil princesh
mummy:the next-to-me-in-class
il:the swit smiley gal
pinkgal:owaes there to share a secret..
well..i reli hope we can mit up once again..spend the time..away frm the daily hassle..babes..do u stil remember we all end up in the toilet whereas others @ parade square..?hehe..u noe wad i mean aite..?tc..muax babex..mis ya gals..
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♥escape reality 5:17 AM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
-blac maria-
**whitish snowy**Im aint no suprise of having familie outing..im not that kind of spending time with mi familie..maybe firstli im not into this bondin session..haha..but adlez..i take d initiative to go out with them..After studyin n enjoyin @ airport terminal 3..as usual..eating ice-cream(mi favourite!)..went to parkway parade to mit mi famili members..
the best part is mi dad's treat..hehe..pay for our dinner..gave us some money to buy our clothes(as usual..wad else den aite..?)buy mi mum tings..he himself bought a new shoes..mi bro..haha..reali enjoi his dae..bought alot of tings..mit as well he buy the whole shoppin mall aite..well..went to charles n keith..the shoes r superb f***ing nice n gorgeous..hehe..how i wish i can afford dat now..i mean its jus $40 plus..but wen i saw the rest of the shoes..i fil lik buyin all of the..temptin me sak!..haha.but seriusli..the service is reali bad..i mean its jus a quarter to ten..the salegal was such a fuckin att to us..bad service..mi mum wans a size for a shoe.d first time she attends to our needs..but den..due to alot of customers..all could she does is tellin us dat theres no size 4 mi mu..wtf..i jus kip quiet..i mean theres nutin i can do..if i wen to confront her den it
the best part is mi dad's treat..hehe..pay for our dinner..gave us some money to buy our clothes(as usual..wad else den aite..?)buy mi mum tings..he himself bought a new shoes..mi bro..haha..reali enjoi his dae..bought alot of tings..mit as well he buy the whole shoppin mall aite..well..went to charles n keith..the shoes r superb f***ing nice n gorgeous..hehe..how i wish i can afford dat now..i mean its jus $40 plus..but wen i saw the rest of the shoes..i fil lik buyin all of the..temptin me sak!..haha.but seriusli..the service is reali bad..i mean its jus a quarter to ten..the salegal was such a fuckin att to us..bad service..mi mum wans a size for a shoe.d first time she attends to our needs..but den..due to alot of customers..all could she does is tellin us dat theres no size 4 mi mu..wtf..i jus kip quiet..i mean theres nutin i can do..if i wen to confront her den it
**isit nice on me?**
will be another issue..aite..?sumtimes pple werk for the sake of werk..money..not enjoyin @ all.i wont fil suprise if Spore to b ranked as the lowest in excellent service..i mean i do werk in tis kind of line..customers jus wan the best..thats all..if u tri hard enuf..customers will c dat their needs is being attended..wen they r happie..so do us..aite..?well enuf of dat..
seriusli tokin..am i wrong to b cold n insensitive to sum pple who once break,hurt mi heart?half of mi intuition say no,while d rest say yes..i noe..i believe in karma..deres a time the person will pay the price of his/her wrongdoin..but den the evil inside me makes me rot..makes me wanna take revenge on them..yeah..i noe dats wrong..jus sayin..i mean im oreadi 18..i noe wad wrong n wad gud..so wateva happen to me..it jus a test frm HIM..but all i can say..piss of u bastard n bitches..jus take care of ur probz..well seems dat i nid to go out here now..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happen
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♥escape reality 10:51 PM
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Why its so difficult for girls lik us to get things..?im one of such a fickle minded person..haha..not oftenli..DUH!i was so frust with miself wen gettin a new hp..i mean i dun care whether its cheap or expensive..i jus mind about the size n weighs..thats all.it takes me a long time to den agreed on the e250 samsung..its kind of old model but the colour attracts me..its lik askin me to get her rid off the shelf..haha..its k..wen the rite again..im gonna get miself a fuckin nice-fab-gorgeous hp..hehe..
wen bugis jus to get a new lapppy bag..dyin to get it cos mi lappie is such a huge ass..not onli dat..heavy too..me myself cant carrie it lik dat..i nid to put it in mi bag-dats the reason y i nid to get it a bag cos mi bag is small-accessible for mi books..i guess so..haha..den window shoppin..dats all i can do wit him..i mean its about the time a mall to be closed..wad else can i do..?i mean..i hav no mood to do else tings..i was too tyred walkin here n dere..watchin mummy..?definiteli other daes..even if we plan todae..definiteli deres limited seats for us to choose..
i tink i gotta wake up frm mi wonderful relaxing aite now..exams around the corner..yet i still can take tings slowli..i mean i did sum studyin..but not up to a standard..jus a browse tru..haha..wad wrong wit u rai?haha..speakin of it..i fil i reali nid a break esp in personal matters(heart matta,wad else den..?)i had enuf of this shitting tings..i jus kip quiet..wad happens in the past is stil a nitemare to me..wen suddenli remember the past..i fil lik cryin..start to confuse miself den start to hav this hatred feelings..but den the love feelin seeps slowlie..crazie aite..?yes it happens to me..wad can i do to it..?express to someone..? .gif)
kippin to miself..?its kind of stress but no matta wad happen..i will neve let matta of heart takes control of mi life..aite..?aite..wateva happens.im still who i am.. rai ralphena
kippin to miself..?its kind of stress but no matta wad happen..i will neve let matta of heart takes control of mi life..aite..?aite..wateva happens.im still who i am.. rai ralphena m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happens
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♥escape reality 12:58 AM
Friday, August 1, 2008
arggh!!
1 aug 2008
11am
jus woke up frm beauty sleep
realise that she's late 4 class
wad did she do..?
SCREAM!!
CONFUSED!!
Finalie took her hp n sms her frenz to help her..
haha..
ya..
funnie aite..
laugh..
seriuslie..i was shocked to death wen i looked @ the watch jus now..i mean..damn it..even if i overslept..deres a time for me to rush out frm the house asap..but not today!i stil can sit down n tink..idiotic aite..?maybe im reali sick n tyred after yesterdae class..maybe dats the reason..or isit bkos of mi sis irritating alarm dat makes me awake n den makes me slip soundlie again..?probably yes..haha..
now im figuring out how to this f***ing box..irritates me..nwae its 1 aug..4 heaven sake..national dae is cumin..yea yea!im not happie for it but its so nice to c pple hangout togetha to mesmerize of that dae n the FIREWORKS!!COOL..HYPE..dats wad i called SINGAPORE..im not proud of it..but im glad dat deres a place where we can reali call it Home..am i aite..?aite..?haha..
well im guess i nid to go n do sumting useful now..like studying..?haha...chao romanio..
m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s do happenz
Labels: One of the DAES
♥escape reality 12:52 PM