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its kinda hard to accept the reality that a fren dat age of 18
left us to go back to HIM..
eventho i may not be close with him..
but every lil effort of him tryin to communicate with me is reeli playin in mi mind..
i cant imagine it dat it reli happened to him..
to some of u who read the BERITA HARIAN...
yesh MUHAMAD NAZIM ISMAIL aka SAKAI was drowned at ECP and only was found
after 1 day+ in the seawater..
at ferst wen mi bro asked how long can a person stay in the water?
i was taken back with his question..
barely because i noe sumting bad happen..
wen he said SAKAI is missing in the water and still not found.
aite in mi mind..
im sureli feel dere slightli chances of him survivin..
i feel so scared out of sudden..
all i could do was tellin miself they will find him alive despite knowin he cant survive
and wen dere found his body..
i noe he has to go..
painful for his parents(mum) n some of his frens
MAY ALLAH BLESS HIM
al fatehah
beside with this terkejut incident plus some at mi aunt hse..
i bet its gettin suckier n suckier each dae..
it makes me feel more down sad n paranoid..
the feeling to hang around as usual reli make me feel uneasy..
alot of things happened..
and i bet GOD is telling me to change mi lifestyle n attitude..
and werse the feeling of goin bkk was like______.
but dun wurrie sha n makcik..
we will still go..
its kinda shit..
but all i could do is tell miself dat time will flies fast n i have to wait patiently for a better days..
i believe HIM made us equally..
so i guess having bad n good luck have to be equal too..
i wonder why some guis wen they age..
their attitude n mind reli different then the normal teenage guis..
i wonder..
isit because they aredi experience it?
or isist normal dey act like dat?
confused...
guis r complicated too uh..
lols
ps: i will miss his smile n asking about mi whereabouts..
♥rai ralphena♥
