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date:13 april 2009
Im PRACTICALLY cant sleep.
all due to a reason!!
ton-ing at ECP for STAGEART BBQ..
pisc are below..
not arranged in ani position..
lazy to do that..
well..
i can feel dat things are started to be wayward..
lost control in every directions..
i've tried very best to stop it frm being out of control..
but i cant deny that..
i am more weaker than before..
i uphold on the promises we made..
and still keep counting on it...
others see in me like a fool..
but i dun even give a damn on it..
cos i know we belong together..
i've seen changes in us..
but shall i keep to miself..
the fear is growing inside me..
and hopefully it wont happen to me..
a wreck disaster..
i shall hope n pray..
that everitink would be fine in a day times..
picking up all the broken pieces..
n binding back as usual n still..
never i would like **** happen to us ever again..
hold me tightly..
keep me in your dreams..
blow me a kiss..
hug me wen im down..
this is all i need..
just frm u..
i just dun feel like coming back to school in a week times..
but all i could is because to sum reason=)
in all mi life.
i tried to understand people..
but den i guess..
its time for me to really understand mi inner life..
cause..watever bad or good tings hit on me..
im the only person that could ever save her..
im doubting on faith..
but atleast i believe in fate..
i guess dat watever i plan..
jus a lil way further frm mi life..
its time for me to shun away all the plans..
this is mi last day of having soo-much holidaying..
basicallie later gonna mit yat n yana for the upcoming CLUB CRAWL tingy..
lagi satu beban yg tk abis2..
den mit bf afterwards..
i dun noe we can make it or not..
jus wait n see..
tues have to settle tings n mit dadie too..
basicallie..i have to mit them bfr sch reopens..
or else..=)
wed have to visit granny again..
she just went endoscopy..
have not hear ani progress frm uncle..
i hope granny will be fine
jus like ttm maksim says.."byk2 kan bersabar n doa"
thur n fri will be back to school for makeup..
drama performing for SBM..
sat would be OUTING with BABES!!!
dun ever tink dat it would be 8 this time round..
so oni the 4 of nyp-ians babes..
funny..
padahal mon leh mit kt skola..
but still different courses..
so it means lesser time with each other..
den sun will be a good rest day..(hopefuli uh)
andANd wen MON 20 APRIL arrives..
den dats it rai!
no more holidays!!!
no more sleeping late!!
no more of chatting-msn till pagy buta..
basicallly...
more stress coming in!!
tanx..
den aku leh jdi kurus..
cos im gonna hit the gym or the track..
i dun even wan to noe if im fat or thin..
this is mi life..
so i will do watever i tink its aite for me..
well bf seems so ignorant these daes..
i dun noe..
but i can feel we r drifting apart dae by dae..
even if we met..
we seldom talk..
less manja..
n fite alot..
den wen we r okay..
it means okay..
dats it..
i jus noe how long can we be lik dis..
cos in few daes we r turning 36 mths olds..
i treasure this relationship more den i could ever imagined dat..
in a word..
bf is always in the PRIORITY list..
so i cant imagine if tings turn nasty n ugly=)
i hope dat all biatch n slut to move ur butts aside..
i du not wan to see ani of ur ****ing faces in our life..
basicallie..
**** OFF!!!
well im lil bit wear off
=)
i guess i would post in another dae..
like these cute eyes-small fingers have their break..
tyred lah..
i missing..
definitely...
someone that owaes i care...
n owaes in my mind....
dats...
its..
u.
well enjoy some pics frm the BBQ pit..
darl rai n yana stone=)
darl rai with wawa-nafi-yana
all are having chix.darl rai having chilli=)












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