Never did i expect that life can turn this way..
for all this time..
all i could ask is jus a trust n support..
never did i ask alot..

i wonder where was mistakes den..
since i never have any problems with people..
am i too nice dat i deserve to get this..?
or jus irrittating biatch dat deserve to get hurt.?

i've try to be the best of the best for them..
i've try to change for the better..
yet still why do i still deserve to get this shit..
where have i went wrong this time?

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since the incident happened to me for the past few weeks...
i guess i see myself useless sometimes in everything..
but i tried to cherish every moment of life with smile n happiness...
its hard..but i know i cant succumb to fate..(line sape eh nie..?haha)
even if mi loved ones..who ever lah..
leave me one dae..i still have to go on with mi life..
cause i am who i am..
i lead the journey of my life..
i shall not let anyone breaks enter mi life n destroy it..
it hurts wen pple try to down u..
esp on ur efforts..
i shall live up mi life..shall not on others' expectations..
well..
life okay..
frens..?i missing everyone..
esp mi nyahz...(whoever in mi list lah eh..)
8 lil gorgeous sis..
boifrens..(i know i let u guis down..sowie)
but adlest i hv good frens in the ward..(tanx)
rship?i guess im k with bf..k means we still contact-mit up-msn-..but the rship.?let me tink den.
haha..
home?cant be bother..for all i noe..i hope i still have a shelter for the time being..
well..
my next post..
i will make A FUCKING CONFESSION..
that might startle u pple..
im sowie if the post will be a disturbing one..
but who cares aite..?mi blog..
i write here..so hack off..

ppsstt..gueesss i had to stop here..

i will not let u ever hurt my life-feelings again..
if u dun wish it to be happen..just say so..
i dun have any grudge on u..
plish lah..
im a mature lil babe..




m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s...
i guess it doesnt help me for the moment..
its k den..
i will try to handle it myself..

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