im obsess-ed with THE LIL NYONYA..
oni GOD knows how it feels..
i cry-angry-down-happy-
but mostly i feel so in love with the LIL NYONYA's character.
the is the first time of all CHINESE soap dramas(other than THE UNBEATABLES)that amazes me to the core..
esp about PERANAKAN..
maybe i have some PERANAKAN blood..?(i do hv act)
thats the reason why i love watching it again n again..

wen i watchd it.
how i wish i can be bold-brave-strong-hard hearted like YUENIANG N JUXIANG..?
how i wish that i can possess that characters of hers..
can u give in 2 everyone all the times even they hurt u many times..?
most prob not..
i guess it natural 4 human being to b a lil bit protective n aggressive a lil 4 their life..
can u give up on ur love n give 2 other's happiness..?
this is the part where i crie lah..
wen both of u in love..
about 2 be almost together..
dere u go..tinking 4 other's happiness..
like wth..

seriusli..
i applaude 2 those who have this kindness..
even in mi life i sacrifice for others never i go to that extreme..
i guess.
it needs time n courage 2 dat..
maybe i shld learn to b nice n equal even those do evil on me..
it doesnt mind cause..
every EVIL plan/tactics..
usually never end happily..
LIKE IN LIL NYONYA..
who gains at the end..?
LIL NYONYA..
i guess i know waht i wan in mi life den..

NEVER been discourage by other's acts on u..
ALWAYS smile wen others did bad tings on u..
GIVE IN..it doesnt make u lose a thing..

well...
wen i tink about ystd..
i tink life is lik dat..
u feel happy a moment..
then next..
u feel down..
da biasa lah..

i miss bf.
he went chalet..
im so bored..
i wanna go out..
quick..


oh mi shit..i gotta go now..
rai..

Labels: ME-MYSELF-RAI

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