i have Obessive Complusive Personality Disorder(OCPD).
not only that..i even have Bipolar Disorder.
only certain pple know that diagnosis..
but wat about others..?
guess wad..
look at the dictionary in ur bokk,internet sources,ask ur frens..
den frm there u will learnt the causes,symptoms n how to deal with it..

i wonder on others..especially married couples..
how can the partner cope with a partner that having any kind of mental sickness..?
like for example..
if u have a partner that owaes have high n low mood swings..wad would u do..?
i guess the answer is u guis will end-ed up fighting,quarelling n den broke up..
dats so sad isnt it..?
how about if u hv a partner who alwaes dere n den keep sms-ing,calling for u..
jus to make sure u're okay..
get it rights..sumtimes wen ur partner alwaes do dat..it tires u..
but about on that person..?
he/she wont want to keep sms-kol u every time..
it jus dat u could be so impt 2 them..thats the reason they kip doin dat..
wad would u do if one day they stopped caring for u..?
regret it..?
human being is always like dat..
i jus dun unstand it..
beg mi pardon with mi intriguing endless questions..
how i wished i have a very long sleep n never woke up 2 these such questions..
i shall den slip again..
forget about all these definitions..
wake up with a new resolutions..
what hurt the most is..
wen u finally understood the meaning of love n life..
d other life of urs vanish-ed totali frm ur life..
n den u get back all square one 2 ur fuck-ed life..
horrible aite..?
i guess this is LIFE..
how sucks it is..
we stiill ned 2 go on with this life..
i guess this is fated..
but not 2 succumb frm fate..
well i noe the ans now..

i guess i can go back 2 mi sleep..
im sorie bf 4 irritate u..
it jus dat im wurie 4 ur safety..
missing u more den u do..

rai..
i see a rainbow at the end of the day..
now i noe the meaning of it..

Labels: ME LOVE U, ME-MYSELF-RAI

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