i once let u go from my arms..
n i tot i will be all alone..
but den GOD give me someone
to enlighten my life..
dat's all that i could ask..
not too much..
neither less..

but wen im happy with the 'new'..
u come back once again..
hoping to get us back..
but all i could said..
"im his now"..
he just smiled n never returned again..

until lately..
i was hoping for him to come back..
to say that we are meant again..
but all i could do is..
crying all day night..
hoping me n 'new' will jus be better..

i asked 'new' about us..
all he could do is..
"do watever u want"
so i keep telling myself..
let jus give another chance..
praying hard dat everything will be fine..
but if things start to be worsen..
den i wished that he will be there..
saving me from the turnmoil..

all could i say...
i need u..
but where art thou?


TEMPERATURE CHECK:
37.9..

yeah im sick..
this few daes i having fever on and off..
it seems that all i could do is jus keep quiet..
cry at night trying to bear with the fever..
how i wish bf take care of me aite now...
i hate fever..

i missing bf lately..
well..
cant wait 250109..
WEEWEEE..

k those who i have make appointment..
plish take note..
do not change the timing/date..
cause im oreadi packed with the schedules..
im oni free after MARCH.
so those who miss-ed me alot..
n wanna hangout soon..
do not change k!!
haha


well..another NOTICE!!!
THOSE WHO HAVE A TIX ON LIVE@LOADED THIS CUMING 27TH JAN
PLISH..
IF ANY OF U DUN WANT IT..
PLISH GENEROUSLY GIVE ME..
I REALI NID 1 MORE TIX!!!



well..i guess i shall stop here..
fever is so bad..
plus the cough(when cough strike, my asthma comes back..n i hate it!)
n plus the blocked nose..
i HATE IT!!
well..
i rather get sick now den getting sick during CNY...



M.I.R.A.C.L.E.S..
let we start afresh..

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