im jus glad dat disputes between bf n me have ended..
amin.
im learnt frm mistakes..
and im still learning..
all i could say..bf is such a wonderful gui fren..
a waste if i lost him..(am i?)
hmm..
i missing bf..
jus for 3 daes we havent mit..
im oreadi lovesick..haha..
so lame uh rabia..
well wad can i say..
bf somehow rather interlinked in mi life..
without him i feel lost..
pple seems to see that im ignorant towards love..
but actual fact they r just totallie wrong!
im miss-lurve him more den he does..!
im being selfish..
dats because i hav mi own reason..
sumtimes guis dun unstand gals..
im jus a bad girl..i love to play around with emotions and expressions..
i jus love suprise..
yet sumtimes bf cant reali understand wat i wan..haha..
too bad uh..
dats y we ended up quarreling..
but no fuss!
we just ended the disputes..
n it wont happen again..
trust me..
jus wont happen again..
haiz..
i feel lik crying now..
bf..can i mit u soon?
i hate love..


theory test..basicali i have no comment cause..
i jus dun noe..
the paper aint too hard..
able to answer the questions..
hopefuli pass..
dats all..

next beban:
1)pharmaco class test(isn't it too serius?)
2)pract lab(i jus nid bf to b around)
3)presentation..(all straight in the weeks!)
4)bio pract test(y on earth must we studied micro bio?)


im jus wonndering wad will be mi life ends as?
foreva devoted nurse..?
do i get to marry bf n stay 4eva with him?
can i still able to mit mi darls wen we started to werk n have families?
will i able to take care of mi parents(its totali a must to me)

im jus hope..
hoping aite now..
im will be foreva with bf..
i cant describe the feelings..
but sumhow rather i nid him in sum part of mi life..
ridzraiz..



i jus loving him more..



m.i.r.a.c.l.e.s..im still waiting....

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