Why its so difficult for girls lik us to get things..?im one of such a fickle minded person..haha..not oftenli..DUH!i was so frust with miself wen gettin a new hp..i mean i dun care whether its cheap or expensive..i jus mind about the size n weighs..thats all.it takes me a long time to den agreed on the e250 samsung..its kind of old model but the colour attracts me..its lik askin me to get her rid off the shelf..haha..its k..wen the rite again..im gonna get miself a fuckin nice-fab-gorgeous hp..hehe..

wen bugis jus to get a new lapppy bag..dyin to get it cos mi lappie is such a huge ass..not onli dat..heavy too..me myself cant carrie it lik dat..i nid to put it in mi bag-dats the reason y i nid to get it a bag cos mi bag is small-accessible for mi books..i guess so..haha..den window shoppin..dats all i can do wit him..i mean its about the time a mall to be closed..wad else can i do..?i mean..i hav no mood to do else tings..i was too tyred walkin here n dere..watchin mummy..?definiteli other daes..even if we plan todae..definiteli deres limited seats for us to choose..

i tink i gotta wake up frm mi wonderful relaxing aite now..exams around the corner..yet i still can take tings slowli..i mean i did sum studyin..but not up to a standard..jus a browse tru..haha..wad wrong wit u rai?haha..speakin of it..i fil i reali nid a break esp in personal matters(heart matta,wad else den..?)i had enuf of this shitting tings..i jus kip quiet..wad happens in the past is stil a nitemare to me..wen suddenli remember the past..i fil lik cryin..start to confuse miself den start to hav this hatred feelings..but den the love feelin seeps slowlie..crazie aite..?yes it happens to me..wad can i do to it..?express to someone..? kippin to miself..?its kind of stress but no matta wad happen..i will neve let matta of heart takes control of mi life..aite..?aite..wateva happens.im still who i am.. rai ralphena

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