THIS NUMBER 08-08-08 WILL OWAES BE IN MY HEART..

It shld be the luck for Beijing Olympic n maybe for S'PORE too..

but not for mi famili n me..

this beloved person left us at this part date around late morning..

its hard to believe n hard to receive her back

kos i oreadi planned to mit her dat dae late afternoon..

infact i do mit her..but not in the hosp..at her own HOUSE..

I tink im such a selfish gal.

a selfish daughter..

a selfish cuzin

a selfish niece

a selfish grandaughter.

I am...

What's the use of crying n lamenting ur fault

wen the person oreadi left in this werld..?

Atleast bfr she left us..

I oreadi have the time with her.

wen i tink back how we sumtimes ignoring her due to our tiredness..

how i wish we can help her den..

i noe i hv done mi part..

i noe she's understand mi life..

i noe she's gonna go there safely..

in fact mi grndpa(15-04-08) has alreadt kol her to join with him..

im happie..

she's goin there with sum1 she knew..

tanx alot 4 wad u hav done for me-mi sis-br0-

we reali appreciate it..

tanxz 4 gettin us nice kain for baju raya.

tanxz 4 givin us sum money(we reali pampered by u)

tanxz 4 bringing us jln2 4 hari raya to ur customers n frenz hse.

ur kindness will b repaid..

im gonna miss u...

al-amin....

im not suprised if sumone died in shocking state or in a stable state..kos i believe..our death is oreadi in the hands of ALLAH..HE's the STRONGEST,THE ALMIGHTY..he forgives our mistakes..O ALLAH..plish place mi aunt in a place that together with the good pple..

al rabbah al amin..

wella..9 -08- 08..i miss fireworks event..i mean i neva miss any celebrating events..p its k..There's more imp ting to handle on..i rather pray for her..4 her to have a safety journey ahead..Life's so unexpected..but the oni ting we can do is to realise our mistakes earlier n repent wen theres still a time to repent..haiz..i missing the pple i loved..mi great grandma-mi grandma-grandpa-mi other grandpa-her-..sumtimes i fil guilt..kos i do spend time with them..but the time i spents wit them is not enuf..sumtimes i tink im such a selfish person..yes im such a SELFISH person..i oni care for mi life probz..haiz..i realise..without them..i cant even live in this werld..datz the reason y i tried not to be stubborn u rude to mi parents esp mi mum..haiz..i dun wan to say it m0re..if not mi tears will rolled down again..

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